jean rhys - intinsa mare a sargaselor 5

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jae znc ho mnfn ~rhq fe oq#h gefa zeq/ Oq

cqmr/ Ba hobere fa#h jae zncqm- hoaata ve

jere fecthh fe rzajqha ve va hornezfe me rhoa

h oq tnr v#n mhohravf/ Vtqoa fe we tmafevhoiqze befe aq oq who h ce znih ve who/ ~h

eqb aq jhoa feob hh vtqh fe oq 4hqjarh#

bavrqm ba femc h zafa hh vtqh ee- h vrzhfh rnr

jhoama ta feza#m gef amm/

# Jhoama ta feza m#eh mefqr% Ec njnvhr batznvrhhma rema- F zhvrnt hoa/ Va teza fe eh

hcjerer#n rqo fq zncqm req tznvr h efqc a

n atewe/ Ba#ejhe ec zafqonvfqr#n/ ~h befe

{hfh fe eh eq{hr ee ba cqmra- tznjejhm fe eh

evfqmrer me rnr fa#e wzqr ae ve ebchre # ve vameqba- h me tnzafmama qzera ta feza ch ma#e

ber/ Bnqbnq e re rha fawe wnzja vtqzfera/

# Hrh vtqo oq/ h vtqo fe oq a ohchf/ 4

gefh ee ba oagazhfhre h ae oq rhh fa wnzjarh/

Rerem ah- jerzeoqm bnco Fn vyex- hokqze feqo jhzkez # ba me am e howerer/ ~h nbere- feob

e gnvr chfe- ae gqih ve vrae aq tavfezhh h

cezhoezhh ba ta cemqm inmgqmqh/ Necaohh ehe%

Zhbhfe nf hh vtza reweo/ O#eh azaba fe h ehe

eh gnvr nbere fnthh oawhonwerh/ Ae whoa hoetnhh wnzjarh bqte ah/ Oq horamaih aa vtqoa/

# Aq fzab fe e horamav ghafeza fqweor h e

wnzjhr vazhnv/ Bez rq eh bzatrera- F zhvrn#

t hoa # rnrqm e gnvr qo gmaef/ O#e gnvr ohchf/

Ehfh oq ewac cefare- bafh ohfh4

werecezafq cefare/ Oq v#e tarzaaqr ohzohf zeq horza

rhzot/ Vqor vhiqz fe eh ewqr izhke ba evre- hobh#

g r r h h j r r


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# A~rh e bzefqmqh ba evtzq taorzq qo nc

bhoez/

# E~e vtqh rq- e~e vtqh rq/

# E~e#h vtqo ah/ 4 tzawho- Hh vtqo; evreoq#h qo nc feza ve ra#ekqra bhob waba fe a~rh

me teceor/ Oqceh fah ceh jqoh 4tnr gefa/

Fah ceh jqoh # ~h qoanzh fah ceh zeh/

# Vh- ghza~ra- rq fza{h fe aq vqor qoqm

bhorza fah ceh zeh>

# Oq- vtqva ae fq hobhgazaore- taorzq

choa oq a~rh aam ceh jqo- ohfh aam ceh zeq/

A~rh # zhbhb bho qcazh # o#n wah ekqre/ E~e

Hh vtqo aq/

Etzneta rnera mqceoezhma azeq vrhova/ Ae

o#e etzhov emrama onh # ohfh aq/ Vabaec hovachhorqoazhf/ Ez rzajqh ve horzazqt efaevre

fnowazverha hoqrhme- c#ec ieobhr aq- bez oq

tqraec bafer evfqmre- htonrh{er- me wnfae ah

oaeize waohob bho horqoazhfqm oaizq/

# Aq fqonvf gere/ Oq#rh we ceh faza

bzeinvra ohfhnbere- ceh jhoa we cqo/ Bez aq-

F zhvrnt hoa- ra zni/ Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr/

Ae vara ba rhoa/ E~raetre- ~h tnera urh ho vre#

za ve 4hqja~rh hez/ Tqrho- fqc vtqh ae/ Tqrho/

Fer tnrh hqjh rq/

Ec ber bho fet ~h ec rnr ber bho fetcafeohf geze ve ce tnr ntzh/

# Chofhqoh rnr fa#rh vtqh jevrezbqm efame

iemjao/ Ohfh oq fvra Fn vyex/ Cece mqh e

gnvr 4oarzajohfe ~h ae hofazfh ve tznvrfevfe

ta jerzeo- bez jerzeoqm oq avra ba tznvrhr;

*Qoqm ceh cqmr veq ceh tqrho*- {hfa a5 ~h

zeba/ E iza~hr/ Fq fer gefh ceh cqmr taorzq


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necaohh ehe- fq erer hh qzevf ceh cqmr/ Qze ho

ncqm efame /// Beoham oq va tnera nbh oh ba

qze/ Beb ~rhq b waoh~ ehfh- aq we ntzavf/

Bez we bvernzhrh zataba- tmaferh bho Kecehfezataba/ Oq#h rhct/

# Ae ch#e vtqv b rnr fa ch#e tnwavrhr am

avra ebawezer/ Erqofh oq chorae/

# Taorzq b rq 4zeoarh h ae wzah ve ra

zeoaevfe- ba evre/# Vh b cece ah e gnvr oajqoe/ Emre cho#

fhqoe>

F zhvrnt hoa oq zevtqova hcabher/ Feob

hofatq- wnfae oq#h ceh aze ee ba femce/

# Ah 4gef ve hooajqoaevb/ Feob hh thaz#

ba ghqm va thazba h fe qo rhct- h ah 4hof hb

ho feve/ Hh vtqo b a oajqoe- ah va tnezre fe

h fqc fe a oajqoe/ Horzajeza- horzajeza/ Bez

ohfh qo fqweor jqo- ohfh qo tzharao- ~h jez#

jerq#veq tmaeb- 4meve/ Ah oq wnz ve ce meva

ve4ceh web/ Hofazf- bez oq/ Oq wzaeq v#n meva

ta Eornhoarra ve 4webe/ Ho fama bho qzce #

tnera oajqoe- aq oq rhq # ae zaoqorh- oq#h

teve ba ohchf/ Ncqm eme feza 4 hoizhkara va

fqmfh fq ae nzh ba fera nzh wzae h gacahe mqh

wnzjara/ Ncqm eme- ~h emrhh/ Vh erqofh tznghreba ae/ E - oq aphvre Bqcoa{aq/

# Oqceh vthzhrama rema- h#ec ebqv aq

echora/

# Oqceh vthzhrama cama- vtqva ae etever/

Ho Jhjmhe re vtqoa b Bqcoa{aq avra qo vth#

zhr # oq vtqoa b emrhh oq vqor/ Bagam/ Ce

bneza fa va hobm/ctme fq cece ah- h oq tnr

wabae evre hezeh Rq hh vtqh tetqe> Oq ra


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cqmrqcarh> Ceh hofaezfe 4bere- fzab fe efqc

ra cqmrqcarh/ Befe 4 tezevarh- 4 WNm)vreheho

jqferh # ee fqc eq mfqr fq cece ah/

# O#n wnh tezevh- ec vtqv njnvhr/ Wnh gefa

taorzq ae rnr fa#ch vre ho tqrhore/

# 4 wah hqjh ee fqc eh hqjhr#n hoehora>

(Vezqre bho tezrae cae ta vnze cae- vnghe re/

Hqja~ra#n e~e fqc ec hqjhr#n gQ# nmr- be- ec

hqjhr#n/ Fqc tnr ve tznchr e~e fawe>

O#ec vfnv ohfh qo fqweor/

# Bnez fe ae oq we gh cqmrqchre/ Ae avra

n gere fzanme- eh rneoama ho ae/ Vtqoa ebawe#

zqm efqc/ Ae oq whh me feve re bho mnfqm efame

Eoimhe- bavtza feza ch va tnwavrara- ae oq

whh ho feve re ceobze ve ra zneia ve ra hovnzh

fq ae/ Oq- rq gefh rnr bzqcqm evre mqoi me feve

ah # rq 4 znih ve va fevernzaevfe/ Vh ae ra

hqjarh h#rh beh rnr fa eza/ Efqc vtqh fe oq

n hqjarh h4hoknvurh/ Fa gefh fq jeohh ah- eh>

Wnfae hh aze rnr femce- bez va eq{h qo

qhazer feob vtqva *jeoh*/ Ec fza{qr- bavhioz-

fe rnere rzeofeoaeme a bho feq{e jeohmnz/ Oq

ceh azec jqhcef- njnvhr- ta kqcerera hton#

rh{er- fh eraor- fhzfqcvtafr- iere ve ce etez/Ba fa- e wzqr ae ve rha- o#e tqrae be

hoetnh kqcerera bho {avrzae Eornhoarrah h ve

tmaf ba ta hovqme; *Tmaefe bho Hobhhma ba

Wavr- befe oq ceh eh oawnha ba ae/*

Ec horzajer apefr me fa vqce va ieo#bara- hove e fec nfnmhr zevtqovqm/

# Ezeoka{h fq ewnferh h rnr zavrqm/


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Ae- F zhvrnt hoa- we ewae izhke ba Eornh#

oarra (~h ba jeoh- jhoahoramav/

# Vh warh vre eceobnqe ehfh>

Vtazec b wnfae cae avra me gam ba femcefe ~m e am/

Oq- wnz tmafe ho Cezrhohfe/ Etnh ho emra

mnfqzh/

# Hch tmefa ve web mqcae hoehora ba e

cqo/

Tnera taorzq b azec erer ba hctefer ~h

zarhoqr- ae ebeqie fq zeqrera;

# Va cezhre fq emrfhoawe/ Ra qhrh ~h rze#

ha~rh gazhfhre/

Ce rzafq qo mnz ba gqzha ~h iamn{ha/ N -

oq- oq we qhre/ Ec zev/

# Ze{h ba choa> Ba fa ze{h ba choa>

# Vhiqz b zeb ba rhoa- jerzeoe feze#

i hneve/ Oq ceh ec ba ieob ve#ch bhvaqr

rzajqzhma aq rhoa/ Ohfh aq vreteoe re/ Ec ev#

aqmrer rnr aa eh ewqr ve#ch vtqh ~h oq ra fzabnEaqc- he#rh zec ev#jqo ba me Eornhoarra ~h

tmaeb/ Rq tnzrh whoe taorzq rnr aa v#e ho#

rectmer ehah- e~e ae oq ra ceh hornezaa/

Va zhbhb- hoemre ~h bzaetre- h~h tqva ceh#

ohma ho ~nmb/

# Fhoa a~rh rq ve#ch vtqh ve tmaa> Feve evre

etezrhoa cecah bncoh~nezah Eornhoarra- eaqc

HHetezrhoa ah/ Fhoa a~rh rq ve#ch vtqh ve tmaa>

# Ra evhiqz aq b eaqc hch etezrhoa cha/

Wah tmaae veq tqo necaohh ve ra vanere egeze/

# Fza{h b necaohh ba ehah va erhoi ba

choa> Oq#v tzn~rh ae rhoa- ve tqoe ceoe ta

mmhmmma/


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# Erqofh wnh ebqfa tnmhrhe ehfh- ra tzawho/

Rzajqha ve aphvra 4nezafeza maia ~h nzbhoa ~h

ta hovqme evre qhrere ba Bqcoa{aq/

# Ehfh tnmhrha oq- vtqva ae/ Oq nfoe~h homeorqzh- oq ce~hoe ba {bznjhr nevama- ohfh

cf hvneza crqoafere/ Evre#h reze mhjaze ~h aq

gacaha mhjaze/

# F zhvrnt hoa- ec vtqv aq- eh rzehr ho

Kecehfe cqmrh eoh ~hhm fqon~rh jhoa ta bncoqmGzevaz- kqbafernzqm bho Vteohv Rnyo/ H#ec

vfzhv bavtza rhoa/ Eh wzae ve eq{h fa ch#e

zevtqov>

Ae ce tzhwae rhore/ Ec fhrhr fq wnfa reza

vgeuhrqm vfzhvnzhh mqh Gzevaz/ --H#ec vfov 4 vfzh#

vneza gnezra bhvfzare mqh @hmm- hovtafrnzqm emj ba

tnmhKha b ho {noe wnevrze/ Befe ae rzeha~ra tzho

etznthaza ~h hez mofata fq tznvrhhma ah- eoqore#m

hcabher/ We rz hchra fbK hwe tnmhKh~rh me wnh ~h ba

bere evre oq we vfete q~nz///

# Rq h#eh ber vreteoah rema nrzewe ta feza

e tqv#n ho whoqm caq>

# Rh#ec ceh vtqv- wnzja~rh oazn{hh/

# Wnc wabae onh- ec tevrzer tqrho bho

whoqm efame/

# Aq h;h vtqo e~e- {hva ae/ Taorzq ja l a oqcazia- crnrbaeqoe ebqfa oafe{ /// Bafh ce

emqoih ~h rhh rnrh jeohh ah/ Vh fq ae fa gefh>

# Oq web ba fa rzajqha ve#rh vtqo fa tme#

oqzh ec/ Wzaeq ve ce hornzf ho Kecehfe- ve

ce fnovqmr fq bnfrnzhh bho Vteohv` Rnyo ~hfq gzerama ah/ Wnh qzce vgerqm mnz/ Evre#h rnr

fa horaorhnoa{ ve gef/ Ae oq avra jhoa/


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# Gzerama ah% {hva h vfqhte ta knv/ Zhf`ezb

Cevno oq#h gzera fq ae/ Fza{h fe ce tznv#

rarh> Hh wzah jeohh- bez o#n wzah ta ae/ Rh#eh

jeier ho fet ve tzarho{hb

ae a oajqoe/ Vrhqaq/ Bnfrnzhh vtqo fa Ha vtqh rq ve vtqoe/

Ncqm efame Zhf`ezb am vtqh fa wzah rq ve

vtqoe # jqfqznv ~h ba jqoewnha- ~rhq aq/ We

ekqoia fe cece ah/ Gefh evre taorzq jeoh>

Bez a~rh zeq fe ~h Vereoe%

Ec vtqv reza h ;reze ve ce vreteoavf;

# Vh rq fza{h fe aq ec bnzhr rnera evrae>

Ch#e be whe~e ve tnr bavgefa rnrqm/ Ch#e be

wabazae nf hmnz ve oq gh we{qr ohfhnbere efavr

mnf vfezjnv/

Ae zeva/# Evre#h tzhcqm fqweor ba ebawez ta

feza#m vtqh/ Emaih fa beh- eh> Erqofh emaia/ Ra

ecavrafh ho fawe ~h tznjejhm oq ~rhh fa avra/

Hofatq ve cqzcqza taorzq vhoa/ Oq ho

ternhv/ Efqc ~rhec fqc vqoe feob wnzja~rhho ternhv/

*A oajqoe fe ~h faememre*- ch#ec {hv ho

ieob- h c#ec hornzv vtza gazaevrze/

Vazwhrnzhh vreraeq ho izqt vqj tncqm ba

fqhneza/ Jetrhvra- jeherqm feza ekqre me feh- ~h

@hmba- garh~e/

F zhvrnt hoa ewae bzatrera/ Oq ewaeq ba

ieob ve va ecavrafa ho rnere egefazae evre/

Feob c#ec qhrer me ae- ec we{qr bhh

tqvava tezfe 4cevfe- hez ho nf h h va fhrae

bez{aohe/ Vrhe ve mqtra- ec gnvr oawnhr vezafqonvf efavr mqfzq/

Hctnrzhwe wnho~ah cama- ec zatarer;


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# Bnzurh ve#rh hah jqo zecev ba me Eornh#

oarra>

# Hh beq fawe ve bnezce # ohchf fa ve#h

geae zeq/ Oq 4rza{avf me vqgazhore/ h mev rhaevre/

# Tnrh ve#h vfzhh- ec vtqv aq horater/

# Fhrh ~h vfzha aq oq ~rhq/ Emra mqfzqzh ~rhq/

Va hobatezre reze ve tzhwaevae hoetnh/

Horzaeie bnzhore ba e cazia me fqmfeza ce

tezevhva/ C#ec tmhcjer tzho fecaze ~h ec

vhcrhr veoifma {wefohobq#ch ho wezgqm baia#

ra5nz/ Va qzae ho jzera ~h hch ekqova me hohce-

feza hofatq ve jere gnezra zataba/ Wnzjaec

fq wnfa reza ho rhct fa ce tmhcjec hofnmn~h#ofnefa/ Znvraec vfzhvnezae ta feza wnhec

v#n vfoq/

*Efqc ~rhq fe eh tmeoqhr efavr mqfzq tao#

rzq fe eh wzqr ve vfeth ba choa/ O#eh ewqr

taorzq choa ohfh qo bzec ba bzeinvra/ Ohfh

gzera5a caq/ Tmeoqm req e zaq~hr taorzq ae

azec zeoez- hof htqhr- oai hnj ~h hofza{ernz/

Bez ceh tzavqv ba rnera azec reoez/ Eh gnvr

ho vreza ve#ch gefh evre/// *

*Bez efqc oq vqor reoez*- c#ec ieobhr

aq- c#ec ntzhr bho tmhcjer ~h ec jeqr/

Horz#ebawez- zncqm aze q~nz fe metrama ba

cece veq jhoafqweorezae ba rere/

Hch tqraec hof htqh aptzavhe garah vema-

beae h#e~ rzhchra vfzhvnezae ~h a5 ez fhrh#n/

Bzeie rere- ec vfzhv aq/ Tmafec bho efaevre

hovmrme vtza Kecehfe- gctzakqzezh hctzawh{hjhma- aam

tq.ho hctzawh{hjhma taorc choa- c#eq njmhier ve heq


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eaaevre `nrezeza/ Vqor vhiqz ae ~rh~veq tn.h jmhcrh aa

v#e Horectmer ~h vqor vhiqz ae ra wah fnowhoia ae-

fq aer wah bnzh ve wnzja~rh ceh tq.ho- hobhgazaor fq

fhoa- bavtza a`avrhqohma feza ce tzhwava ta choa-Ho vtafhem aevernzhe cae- fq erer we gh ceh jhoa/

Avra erer Ho horazavqm caq- aer ~h em req/ Wah ceh

tzhch wurh ba me choa/ Fqzeob- vtazn

Etnh ec vfzhv ghzcah ba ewnferh fq feza

rzerevac me Vteohv` Rnyo/ Ma#ec fncqohfer

bh bnzaec ve hof hzha{ 4 feve cnjhmere oq

batezra ba nze~- bavrqm ba fnognzrejhme- fe ve

tnere hctezrhre ho bnqe etezrecaora vate#

zera/ Ba evacaoae- Ha#ec vfzhv v e eoieka{a

tazvnoem ba vazwhfhq ta feza vqor tzaierhr ve#m

tmeravf fq bezohfha # erere rhzot fer necaohh

efahe h~hwnz rhoa#iqze- c#ec ieobhr- ~hfq fno#

bhrhe ve gha bhvfzarh- ec vfzhv/ Vnrhe cae ~h fq

choa xnc gh ho Kecehfe etznphzoerhw horz#n vet#

receoe ~h bnzaec ve ievavf rnrqm tqv me tqofr/Rnr rhzotqm fer ec vfzhv efaevre vfzhvneza-

egeze- qo fnfn~ e feorer zeze hofareza/ Ec mqer

tzhce fezra ta feza ec tqv ceoe ~h ec e{wez#

mhr#n ho am- bez am v#e hobatezrer ferhwe te~h ~h

e mqer#n ba me hofatqr/

Etezq Jetrhvra- tzhwhob vtza fecaze Eornh#

oarrah- ba qofma oq va eq{ae ohfh qo {incnr/

# Ceh eh bho zncqm evre zaoqchr>

# Znc bho jam~qi- vtqva aM

# A f hez ba 4vqb ba eoh>

Bebq bho fet fq oateveza/ 4 vqre ba eoh-

n cha ba eoh- efame~h mqfzq taorzq Ha jno Bhaq

~h taorzq Jetrhvra/


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# Me fa b)cre jmavracerqm eme ba fnfn~>

# Feore taorzq vf hcjeza ba wzaca/

Banezafa nf hh hh azeq erhorhrh vtza bnzch#

rnz- ec vrzhier me am;

# Bnezca- bnzch- bnzch/

E ber bho fet ~h e tmafer/

*Bafh v#e qhrer me choa cfzqorer*- c#ec

ieobhr/ C#ec cfzqorer ~h aq ho rhct fa zafh#

raec vfzhvnezae ta feza 4vfzhvavac ewnferhmnz/

Nzhfer e~ tmerh aq vazwhrnzhh bho Kecehfe- bhv#

fzarha oq wnh fqcteze ohfhnbere ba me ah/ Ce

wnz jezgh- wnz feore bavtza choa (bez ah gef

feorafa jerknfnzhrneza bavtza nzhfa ~h Nm#hfhoa/

Ez rzajqh ve#m eq{hrh ta fam bavtza vnrhe iq#

wazoernzqmqh/ Nzhqoba e~ cazia- va we fma#

warh ta vaece cae/ Ec ceh jeqr 4iqze ba

zNmo ~h- e~e fqc jaec- emo bavaoer 4 feve

hofnokqzere ba fntefh/ 4 feve ceza/ Ec

hctezrhr arekqm em rzahmae ho ceh cqmra fe#

caza- hez horz#n fecaze ec bavaoer 4gacahaho thfhneza # 4 ce{iemhrqze ba fnthm- qo

tqoar taorzq fet- qoqm ceh ceza taorzq

fnzt- qo rzhqoi h taorzq gqvre- mhohh njmhfa

taorzq jzera ~h thfhneza/ Bez aze 4 feve

aoima{aevb/ Fntefh aoima{h/ Ce horzajecbeb wnh ceh wabae wzanbere Eoimhe/

Vqj nmaeobzh /// Tzhwaec cqorhh evfqo~h ~h

faere rzeve tavra f htqmmnz/ Evrhm{h a zafa< ze#

fneza- femc ~h conzer fe 4weze aoima{aevfe/


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Bez qo mnf gzqcnv ta nzhfa wzaca- hobhgazaor

fer ba batezra wnh femernzh- qoqm ceh gzqcnv

oq wnh wabae/

Wzacae qzeieoamnz oq a gnezra batezra-c#ec ieobhr aq- ~h ec we{qr fntefqm efame

hctmeoreobq#~h zebhhfhohma ceh ebeof ho te#

ceor- tzaierhobq#va ve mqtra fq weorq%/ Hoqrhm/

Befe whoa ~h feob whoa qzeieoqm- rnrh fntefhh

va WNm) tzetebh/ Ferhwe bhorza temchazhh zaiemh

zeceo ho thfhneza (ae ch#e vtqv/ Bavtqherh

ba fzaoih- fe oh~ra fnmneoa hoemra- fegaohh- WNm)

zeceoa ho thfhneza # vghbernzh/ Oq baiaeje va

oqcavf zaiemh/ Rqmthohma ba jecjqv va

bavfqzfe ceh q~nz/ Va hobneha ~h zec eo me

teceor- vfezrehob- iac eob- fazhhob hobqzeza/

Weorqm bhvtzarqhrnz rzafa- meze ve#h tava ba

efavra mnfqzh ejkafra/ (Meve#ma ve rzehevfe/

Qzmeob- rhteob- zhh{eob- whkamhe rzafa/

Bez rnera efavrae va WNm) horectme tavra

ferawe mqoh/ Efqc a 4weze aoima{aevfe- e~e

ba zefnzneve- e~e ba faoq~ha/ Vh rnrq~h aq ce

ieobavf me ze{jqoezae cae ~hme qzeieoa/ Fq#

whora hch rzaf tzho chora (~h getra/ Fqwhora/

Chme avra qoqm bhorza ama/ Oq#zhmm be tefa/

Chme fe qo tzqof onq#oevfqr feza fnmhobeho whkamha/

Ec fhrhr evre bacqmr- feob azec reoez #

efqc qm)hhvf tnarhh ~h tna{he/ E~e fqc qzevf

cq{hfe ta feza ec hqjhr#n nbere/ Feore#rh

feorafqm- Zqtazr Zece- bez aq oq#m wnh ev#fqmre- ba~h ch va vtqoa fe eh 4 wnfa

gzqcneve ///


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Chme/ Neza taorzq cca oq avra cFH qo

bzec ba chme> Maier ta where ba 4oajqoe

# 4oajqoe jarhwe ~h chofhoneve # feza e

femfer ta qzca5a cecah ah/*Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr- tzae cqmr/ Ae vara ba

rhoa/ Hqjura#n tq.ho e~e fqc vtqh/ A rnr fer tnKh

rq hqjh # tq.ho/ *

Zeoka~rh teoe me feter- Bhewnma/ Fza{h fe

aq oq ~rhq> Ah Hhavra vara ba nzhfhoa # oq ba

cHoa ///

h~h we meve tezqm oaizq ta qcazh- we zeba

~h eceih ~h mhoiq~h (4 gere oajqoe/ Oq#h we

teve fq fhoa va hqjura/ We iaca ~h tmeoia

~h va we bezqh fqc oq ez gefa ohfh 4gacaha

ho rn era chorhma # veq o#ez tqrae/ Veq ez

tqrae/ Etnh we vre e~e horhove- oach~fere-

oach~fere fe 4 {h fq onzh/ Qo oajqo feza

~rha rnrbaeqoe tqmvqm rhctqmqh/ Bez ohfhnbere

oq#m ~rha ba getr/

Teoe e Cqr e~e ba cqmr- teoe ~h#e gefqr

rnera knfqzhma ba ererae nzh- hoaer teoe ~h fah

ceh oacachfh necaoh 4bhvtzarqhavf ~hh~h jer

knf ba ae/ Vh aq ve ~rhq evre # aq> Oq- ec qo

tmeo ba bnqe nzh ceh jqo/

*Ae ra hqja~rh tzae cqmr- tzae cqmr/ mofaezfe

Hofe 4 bere/*

Hrh vtqo aq f e ae oq hqja~ra ta ohcaoh-f hez ta ohcaoh/ O#e~ ceh tqrae#n erhoia/

Bnez fe qzeieoqm feza va we oetqvrh ho tn#

cqm efa5e# ~h55we zqta/ Vtqh f e aq ec gefqrevre> Oq/ E gnvr knfqm gmnzev em bzeinvrah/

Efqc wnh euhnoe aq/


13/38

Oq we ceh zeba me vneza ohfhnbebM Oq va

we ceh hctnbnjh ~h oq#~h we {hmmojh ho jmavra#

cere efaae ba nimhobe/ Erer ba hofeorere-

erer ba cqmrqchre/Ghhore tznevre- weohrneve/ Gefqre taorzq

bzeinvra> Be- bez ae oq we ceh ewae ohfh qo

hqjhr- taorzq fe aq o#n wzaeq ~h ae oq we ceh

wabae ta emrfhoawe/

Fntefqm va hoghneze/ Va hoghneze ~h#~hebqoernera tqrazhma/ Vh e~raetre/

(Efqc jera qo weor zefnznv # qo weor

zafa/ Tnezra neza tzqofqm oevfqr ve fnmhoba

ho whkamhe qzeieoqmqh>

Ch#e vtqv fe hqja~ra mnfqm efavre/ Avra

qmrhce bere bob hm ceh waba/ Wnh gh eraor ve

njvazw 4mefzhce- 4mefzhce ba nc/ Oq f htqm

efame ba oajqoe- ejvaor ~h tmho ba qze/ Wnh

evfqmre/ Befe we vtqoa me zawabaza- tnera

ebhn/ Ebhaq # fe ~h ho feorafama efamae ba ta

wzacqzh- ta feza Ha bore- hornrbaeqoe ebhaq(~h rnera borafama eq fqweorqm evre/ Befe#m

vtqoa ~h ae veq befe tmeoia- 4wnh mqe ho jzera-

oajqoe cae/ A oajqoe- bez a e cae- e cae/

Fa#ch we teve cha ba bqcoa{ah veq ba bhe#

wnmh veq f hez ba Vnezb/ Befe ae {ecja~ra veq

tmeoia veq eceobnqe banbere/ Taorzq choa/

Eornhoarra # aq tnr gh cezhohzonv/ Evfqo#

ba#rh gere/ Oq ra evfqoba bafer ho jzerama

cama/ Wah wabae fqzeob fer ba cezhohcnv

vqor/ Oajqoe cae/ Gere cae oajqoe/

Vh here 4{h onzneve- feza ra ekqre/ Oq vneza

bninzhrnz/

Oq vneza/// Oq vneza/ V#e vf hcjer wzacae/


14/38

Jetrhvra oa e~ratre ~h fehh azeq ho~aqerh/ Je#

herqm vrera e meoie tncqm ba fqh~neza ~h emerqzh

ba am aze fn~qm ta feza qzce ve#m feza/ Fn~q#

zhma efavrae vqor q~neza ~h hctazcaejhma/ Ce

`nrezevac ve gnmnvavf qoqm taorzq ferawe `ehoa

ba feza ewaec oawnha # fae ceh ceza tezra

e mqfoqhmnz onevrza qzceq ve gha rzhchva tavran {h veq bnqe/ 4 rzevqb oa e~ratre me Cevve#

fza/ Ewqvavac izhke ba rnera- ezeokevac rnrqm/

Ae aze efnmn ho eknqte< hcjzefere hoizhkhr

taorzq femernzha- ec zacezfer evre- bez fq 4

gere ejvaore- meze ohfh4

aptzavha/ Mefzhch> Ohfhqzce ba mefzhce ho ae/ Ah jhoa- 4ve wabac-

h~h ebqfa neza echora ba fawe- ce horzajec

aq- vhcra fawe> (Onzqm efame emjevrzq- qcjze

efaae avra Cezrhohfe/ Efqc va waba jhoa ///

Veq oqca5a cqorhmnz/ Oq- oq cqora/ Cnzoa-

vtqoae ae/ *Cqora avra qo fqweor qzer#

taorzq ah/* Veq hvrNmhhma bavtza thzerhh vteohnmh/

Ba bacqmr/ Vh feob e vtqv; *Qhra% Thfhhrqze

ba vcezemb% Ebqfa onznf/~) Be- taorzq 4

f5hte fazqm v#e mefqr wazba # qo etqv wazba

vrbmqfhrnz/ Fhqber/ Bez ohfh ta kqcerera erer

ba fhqber- hoaer ve vtqh fe ebqfa onca/ Ba

getr- azec tzaierhr taorzq oatevezae ah

rnreme/ Vrhec fhh whvqzhma cama vqor whvqzh/

Bez rzhvrarae ta feza ec vhcrhr#n tzhwhob

feve emje bebteoere #me evre oq ce e~rat#

revac/ Tezae ve va gazaevfe ceh cqmr fe

nzhfeob ba tebqzae oaeib- feza 4hofnmefae


15/38

fe qo ezta/ Vrzhie ceh reza h fq ceh cqmre

bhvtazeza; *Vemwerh#ce ba me bhvrzqiaza- zqho e

h tezeihoe/ Vemwerh#ce ba me cnezra cfaere

h mqoie bho feq{e gqzohfhmnM Bez fa gefh rq

ehfh- oavejqhra> Erer ba etzneta ba tebqza/

Oq rhh fe efavre avra qo mnf tzhcakbhnv> Vh

fe tebqzae horqoafebh rnrbaeqoe howhoia>

Rnrbaeqoe/ Befe oq rhh- wah wabae fqzeob/

Vh aq oq tnr gefa ohchf ve ra ekqr/*Jetrhvra tezae gnezra vf hcjer/ Ohfh qzce

bho tnmhra rae qoqh vazwhrnz/ Tqzre 4teHezha ba

teh fq jnzqzh mera- fe h temezhhma tavfezhmnz-

bez fq femnre cbavere- oq cemre h evfqrhre/

Fqzaeqe mere ba thama aze mqvrzqhre- me gam hceoazqm fq~hrqmqh- hez fecee emjevrze ba

jqcjef h teoremnohh- hctafejhma/ Temezhe-

rhec evre- aze hctazcaejhme/ Aze tzaierhr ba

tmneha h bavhiqz fe tmnehe aze ta bzqc/

Ec vtqv fe e bno ve#ch heq zecev#jqo

ba me garhre feza zebae cazaq # @hmbe/

# @hmbe oq a ehfh- e zevtqov am c aoima{e

mqh cizhkhre/ @hmbe e tmafer # hazh/

Wnzjae bavrqm ba tnmhrhfnv- bez hh horqhec

oatmefazae h bhvtza~qm/ Efameh bhvtza~ fe me

bhewnmqm eme ba gacaha feob ch#e vtqv;

*Iqvre veoiama caq ba reqz*- c~amaieob fe

mhfnezae ah ce we gefa jezjer/ Tnera/ Cqmr

hch teve cha ba fa ieobaeq ah% Bez ae- ta ae

n qhrevac taorzq cncaor/ Ee fe oq wnh

horamaia ohfhnbere ba fa- jzqvf- qhchrnz- ecgnvr vhiqz fe rnr fa hch hceihoevac fe avra

ebawez aze gemv/ Gemv/ Bnez wzeke h whvqm vqor


16/38

ebawezera # rnr zavrqm a 4chofhqoe/ Rzaefe

ba me choa/ Vafzarqm avra ehfh/ Ehfh/

(Bez a thazbqr- vafzarqm efame- ~h fah feza#m ~rhq

H5Qtnr ve#m VtQm5e/

Oq a thazbqr- 55ievhvac horz#n evfqo{e#

rneza h#m wnh tevrze- 55wnh ~hoa jhoa/ Ee fqc

n wnh ~hoa ta ae/

C#ec qhrer me ae/ Tzhwae ~hore vtza cezae

hobatezrere/ Aze mhohrae ho fezoa h neva/Feore- Eornhoarra/ Efqc ra tnr eq{h/

Ehfh wFhm5rqm vtqoa e gnvr- e gnvr

Vh cezae vtqoa rzajqha ve gha- rzajqha ve g ha

Vh vnezama vtqoa tnera ve gha- we g h

Vh tmnehe /// >

# Rzajqha ve evfqmrh feorafqm evre/ Tmnehe

onevrze ~rha rnera fFhm5rafama/

# Vh rnera mefzhchma>

# Rnera- rnera- rnera/

Be- wnh evfqmre tmnehe/ Wnh evfqmre tevezaeba cqora/ N - qo vhoiqz rzhm em tevezhh#tqvrohf

gefa ve#~h vrae hohce ho mnf # hoemr- bqmfa-

vhoiqzerhf- wzekhr/ H~ ~ zevqgmezae fe ve evfqm~///Oq /// V#e bqv/ Fa wnhec ve#h vtqo>

Oq gh rzhvre/ Nzh ieobaraEbhaq/

Ohfhnbere

Ebhaq/ Wnc ceh tzhwh vnezba hctzaqoe#

ba cqmra nzh- h tnera wnc wabae Thferqze ba

vcezemb- vfeorahe wazba feza ebqfa onznf/ Vh

rzajqha ve ze{h h ve vtnznweharh ee fqc

zefaeh hoehora # tnwavrhobq#ch bavtza jeremhe

ba Heoie Vehorv veq thfohfqm ba me Cezha Ie#

meora # wavrhrqm thfohf feza v#e rzeovgnzcer ho

jereha/ Veq bavtza thze~h- h fa refaeq ah horza 4


17/38

bh@hrnzha h emre/ Taorzq bh ghafeza bhmernzha

tqrae ve Ha gha qmrhce/ Vneza h veoinzaa #

ecavraf fhqber/ Etnh # fqrzacqzqm/ N - be-

necaohh vtqo fe Bqcoa{aq v#e vqtezer bho

feq{e mqfzqzhmnz ta feza Ha Hefaeq< v#e rza{hr bho

vnco- 4vqgmeza- h bqh eq gnvr/ Etnh v#e fqmfer

bho onq/ Bez eq mever fncneze- eqz hceh cqmr

bafer eqz/ Tezra bho ae v#e ievhr # bez fah feza

ievavf oq vtqo- taorzq fe- wa{h- ez tzhch bneze rzahe tezra erqofh; ee#h maiae fncnzhmnz/ Bez

ah WNm) rnr- ee fe oq wnzjavf bavtza fncneze/

Qoanzh njhafra tzarhneva veq jhkqrazhh/ Oq va

fncteze fq fa tnr ah ievh h whoba ta gqzh qoqh

nc fhzfqcvtafr feza bhorezara h cevneze-

a{hre- tqoa horzajezh me feza oq va zevtqoba-

etnh be hmm vf hcj jeohh/ Rnere mqcae rha bh hmm

Vteohv Rnyo etez jqbhrh ba eqz- fncnzh #

(h ehfh- ho rn era hovqmama- ba ohbhhazh- ohcaoh

oq rha ba qoba/ Taorzq bh a ceh jhoa ve oq

wnzjarh ba fncneze/ Ceh jhoa ve oq Ha vtqh/

Be- ceh jhoa ve oq Ha vtqh/ Oq#rh wnh vtqoa

fe ohfh o#ec evfqmrer me tnwarhma rema/ Reo#

kaec bqte onetra h hmmrqoazhf h bqte wzacae

feob va bavf hb gmnzhma ba mqoe/

Evfqoba mqoe-

Be knv vramama/

Hqjura ta grmrqoazhf- tarrrzq fe rmnh vqrmrac vnzrhKh

gorqoaofqmqh

Erer ba fqzeob- erer ba fqzeob/

Fe h thzerhh meqbeznh- `eh ve vfnerac rnrqm-

jqo h zeq- bho rnr fa ewac/ Oq be 4rzahca-

fh rnrqm Rnr # rnr # rnr Oq#rh tevrze ohchf


18/38

*Oq*- weh vtqoa aq # rhec aa weh vtqoa/

*Ec veweuhr e izaaeme aqctmhre/ mezre#ce/*

Ec vtqv#e- qhreobq#ce me ae- ahrhobq#h

qze ho tzhwhzh # h vhzorhob tzntzhe#ch qze bh{jqaofra ve 4 hogocra/ Vh bho oeq va hc#

jezae ecarhreeza- ebqaazae echora- emqoaae#

zae jemoewhaheeve hoeteh ho qze/ Ah c#eq

aqcthhm;er- ta choa aq jeohh reh tebreh/ Rq

h#eh ekqrer ve4

geb/ Rq c#eh hoamer- c#ehrzeber- h eh gefa h ceh cqmr zeq beb eh ewae

eae{he /// (Gere efaae- ae ra qhKh bzatr go nf`hh reh

kh wnzjakrh wnzja bqmb # kh#v chofhqoh fa#gh vtqh

ae/ Chofhqoh/ Cece ah aze eke/ Va vtqoa fe ae

ceh zae fe cece#ve/

///Beb ec gevr vezrhr ve ekqoi ho heb- heb

ve gha/ Iere aq zehqm gemv/ Iere aq wzekhrezhhma

jmavracera/ Ce qzerh h ra qzeva/ Wec wabae

fhoa qzera ceh jhoa/ Bez hoehora- hoehora ba

reera- aq hrh weh bhvrzqia qze/ Eaqc/ Qze

cae a ceh zaaa- ceh tqrazohae- hez rq oq wah

ceh ewae qze aq feza ve ra hoaem{arh/ Oq wah

ewae oooma/

Vh ec ;reaqr#e h ta evre/ Ec we{qr fqc hh

bhvteza qze bho ea h/ Aq ec vaev#e aq gezre/

Vh ebere aq qze- gzqcqvarae ah/ Oq ceh azebafer 4vregha/ 4 vregha ho mqchoe aaoqha e

{hmah/ O#e zecev ohcha bafer bhvtazezae/ Vtqoa

cnzh- ~h wnh cqzh/ Vtqoa cnzh- ~h qhre#ra me choa

fqc cnm)/

Hh zhbhb tzhwhzae/ Na h gzqceh- hoieobq#zerhn Nac oajqoh/ 4 gere oajqoe/ Oq rhq aa

egh vtqv veq geaqr- ho qmrhce hovreore # ezhaa/


19/38

Bez ho cncaorqm efame- jeherqm geb oqca

~h#e za{acer fetqm ba fntefqm ba fqh~neza ~h

e hofatqr ve tmeoie fq `n`nra/ @n`nra ba rh

va zqtae hohce/ M#e~ gh vqizqcer fq tmefaza/Bez ec zaq~hr ve ce vrhhteoavf- ve cazi teoe

me ah ~h ve horzaj fq bfaeme;

# Fa#h fq am> Ba fa tmeoia>

Jetrhvra oq ch#e ber ohfh qo bvtqov/

F htqmmqh tnvncnzer va tnvncnzm ~hceh cqmr~h evre a rnr fa#ec njrhoqr ba me Jetrhvra/

Ae e waohr ho qzce cae ~h ch#e bvtqov/

Ba#ejhe h#ec zafqonvfqr wnfae/ Ohfh 4fembq#

b- ohfh qo gezcaf/ Tetq~e ewae 4 wnfa ba

tetq~e-4

wnfa mhtvhre ba vqgmeza- bez ba4

oateveza fhqbere/

# C#e horzajer me hofatqr feob ec vnvhr

befe onh # befe rq # hm wah mqe ~hta am feob

tmafec/ Oq faza ohfh qo jeo/ Bnez ve gha fq

rhoa/ Taorzq fe # va ntzh ~hh~h qca{h jq{ama-

ra hqja~ra gnezra cqmr/ E~e fe h#ec vtqv fe#m

wah mqe/ me#H/ Jetrhvra h#e vtqv fe oq wzah/

Ba#efaae tmeoia/

# Ba jqoe vaece fe oq wzaeq- ec vtqv

aq gqzhnv/ (Bnecoa% Qo jeher ta kqcerera

vemjerhf tzafqc ~h/// tzafqc ~h///

# Vrha aoima{a~ra- vtqva ae- hofe oateve#

rneza/ V#e vrzebqhr gnezra reza ve howara aoima{e/

# O#e howerer ohfh qo thf ba aoima{e ta

feza v#n horamai- ec vtqv aq/ Vh- qhreobq#ce

me gere ah emje ~h hobebrohbh- ec bawaohr ~h

ceh gqzhnv/ Fq fa bzatr gefh tznchvhqoh ho

oqcama caq> Veq wnzja~rh ho oqcama caq>


20/38

# Oq- o#ec cFm qo bzatr- hch teza bhq/

Oq ra hora5ai/ Oq ~rhq ohchf bavtza rhoa ~h

oq tnr wnzjh ho oqcama req ///

Vh evre e gnvr rnrqm/ H#ec vtqv me zawabaza

mqh Jetrhvra/ V#e etmafer jernv- reze wnha- ~h e

cnzcehr qzezh taorzq 4 femernzha tmefqre-

jeoqhavf/ Vtaze- vqor vhiqz- fe oq we ceh be

nf hh fq choa ohfhnbere/

Ae va qzfeva ho ~e ~h a5 v#e bqv teoe me ae/Feob h#e horhov ceoe- a5h#e mqer#n ~h- reze ve#h

bae bzqcqm- h#e wnzjhr ta qo rno gnezra vaonv/

O#ec eq{hr fa vtqoa- bez ec fza{qr fe ae we

h{jqfoh ho tmeov/ Oq- e zawaohr {ecjarqm ba

tetq~e # jerqr ho fqha ta f htqm ah/ F hezbefe ez gh tmeov fe Cezhe Ceibemaoe- ch#ez gh

gnvr rnrqoe/ Azec gzeor/ Rnera acnrhhma fno#

rzebhfrnzhh ~h rqzjera ce tezevhvaze ~h zece#

vavac rzqbhr ~h iem/ Horzai me chora/

Azec verqm ba necaohh efa~rhe/ Oq#ch

tmefaeq mefzhchma mnz ~h zevqm mnz- mhoiq~hzae

mnz ~h howhbhe- hoiecgezae ~h ~hzaraohe/ Vh

qzec mnfqm efame/

Bzec cqorhh ~h baemqzhma- zeqzhma ~h tmnehe/

Bzec etqvqzhma ba vneza- hobhgazaor ba fq#

mneza- Hh qzec gzqcqvarae- ~hwzeke- ~h vafzarqmta feza oq#m wnh ~rh ohfhnbere- Hh qzec oate#

vezae ~hfzq{hcae- feza azeq tezra bho geooafqm

mqh/ Ceh tzavqv ba nzhfa- 4qzec ta ae/ Tao#

rzq fe ae etezrhoae wzekah ~h gezcafqmqh/ Ae

ce meveva hovarer ~h rnere where cae ewae vegha vara ~h bnz ba faae fa thazbqvac hoehora

ba e ievh/ E~e fe ec tnzohr#n femeza ~h H#ec


21/38

mever # mnfqm efame evfqov/ Oq taorzq choa

~h oq taorzq ae/ Wnh ewae izhke ba evre/ Efqc

a batezra ba bzqc/

Ho fqzeob- va we emerqze rqrqznz famnzmem~h

feza ~rhq vafzarqm ~h oq wnz ve#m vtqoe/ Veq

oq tnr/ Veq cfaezfe ~h oq zaq~avf- taorzq fe

oq ~rhq bavrqm/ Vqor q~nz ba zafqonvfqr/ Ga~a

em`a- nf h `qhcefh- iavrqzh geb znvr- zev

vrzhbaor/ Gamqm ho feza qc me ~h wnz avf ~h

{ heze veq cfaezb ve qfhbe (ta ah c~h~h veq

ta rhoa/ Beb ze{h ba ah/ Be- rzajqha ve gHh

fq jeieza ba vaece/ Taorzq fe whoa wzacae

feob cfaezb ve qfhb5h- etnh bhvtez/ Bez em~hh

e~raetre ve Ha he mnfqm- qo ~hz mqoi- gnezra mqoi/Ae avra qoqm bhorza ah/ Tnr ve e~ratr ~h aq

{hqe feob ae we gh bnez 4echorhza ba feza ve

ce gazavf- hoa gazafere ~h- fe rnera echorh#

zhma- 4maiaobe/ Veq 4chofhqoe///

Hch echoravf b erqofh feob ec rzafqr ba

fnrhrqb- c#ec ieobhr me Jetrhvra ~h c#ec

horzajer befe eza wzaqo emr oqca # oq crza#

jevac zmmfhnbere/ Vh etnh b wnh whoba mnfqm-

hobhgazaor fer tzhcavf/ Horao~noevac ve h#H

beq ah cetnh- cve # me fa jqo>

Jeherqm efame tznvreoef e waohr c qzce

onevrb- tqzreob fn~qm ta fet/ Va gnmnvae ba

bnvqm cehzHhh taorzq e#~h ~razia mefzhchma/ Fhoa

v#ez gh ieobhr b qo jeher tnera ve tmeoie ho

`emqm evre/ Taorzq 4ohzohfe rnere/ Ohchf ///


22/38

# Va ~rha fe am va ekme go Kecehfe erqofh zeob

rerh)hm ~h kzerama mqh eq cqzhr- {hva Izefa Tnnma/ AH

e cn~raohr rnrqm- bez aze qo nc jnier gofe goehora

ba evre/ Mqcae vtqoae fe qohh necaoh vqor

onznfn~h- bez va grfaeq emq{hh ~h me Kacahe ta feza

n ebqvava fq am go Eoimhe/ E bnqe {h- bnecoe Agg

e bnzhr ve ce webe ~h ch v#e tmeov ba fmawarhzh/ *Aq

oq ebchr fmawarhzhma/ Rh#ec vtqv#n feob eh waohr/*

*Vazwhrnzhh wnzjavf ~h o#eh fqc ve#h ntza~rh*- h#ec

zFhvtqov aq/ --"h ohb oq vqor vhiqze fe#ch fnowhoa

vhrqe%he- bnecoe/ Feob ec zevtqov tzhce bere

eoqomqmqh bqcoaewnevrze- ch#emh vtqv fe tazvneoe

ta feza we rzajqh v#n goizhkavf oq avra 4 mere reoeze/

Ec gorzajer befe a wnzje ba 4 kacaha jerzeoe ~h

ch#emh zevtqov fe oq/ Efqc- feob 4 web- oq ~rhqfa ve vtqo/ Vre efnmn rzacqzeob ba kzhi ~h a erer ba

vmeC/ Befe cneza go izhke cae- fhoa we/gh ba whoe>*

*Vreh- Izefa*- vtqva ae/ Rhoae 4 vfzhvneza go ceoe/

*hoehora ba e mqe 4 `nrezeza- evfqmre fa eza ba vtqv

vreteoqm fevah bavtza efaevre f`avrhqoa/ Befe

bnecoe Tnnma fnzavtqoba- ba fa oq h#eh bqjme veq

rzhtme maeKe>* fhr h ae ~h gcterqzh vfzhvnezae- zy


23/38

goehora fe aq ve gh we{qr fqwhorama ba ta teihoe

qzcerneza; KKbeztaorzq mycama mqh Bqcoa{aq ve

eq ceh eqb b a egefazae evreKK/ Ta tmhf aze qo

rhcjzq bho vr zehoerera/ *O#ec ve v`mkavf bhewnmqmtaorzq jeoh/ KK Ae gove {hva; KKBefe g | h hc eihoa{h

fe vazwhebq#m ta efavr bnco vazwa~rh bhewnmqm- geb

fae ceh ceza iza~aeme e whaKhh rema/ HH ~rhq ba fnthm-

gm ~rhq ba reoez/ Aze jmeob- iaoaznv ~htQo ba fqzek/

"abazae go Hobhhma ba Wavr H#e vfm{hc jer bhofnmn banzhfa gof`htqhza/ Hv#eq %orhtezhr faoq~hqm go tez ~h

oaonznbzae go nf`h/ Oq#ch faza ve ec chme ba

fhoawe feza e fnor zhjqhr me evre/ Bez |h#ec vtqv

bavrqm- tzae cqmr n Oq#|h wnh rzhtme maege- Izefa-

Kh#n wnh bqjme- bnez/ Bez ve oq va ceh eqbe ohfh4

wnzjFh/Befe va we eq{h- ra wnh fnofabhe ta mnf/ Oq

fzab fe a hctnvhjhm ve ra gomnfqhavf/ Vqor vhiqze fe

goKamaih/ KK KKBe- goKamaiKK-ec vtqv aq/ Etnh rnKh vaz#

whrnzhh eq gnvr gobatezreKh ~h e eoieker 4 jqferezaeve-

n vazwhrneza ~h ta rhoa- Mae`/ Ba gobatezrer- h#e

gobatem5er ae ba ehb- bez fqc tqrae ve Ha gof`hbe

iqze> Bez ve ~r hh ba me choa- rnr Khoqrqm ~rha/ Faae

fa ec eq{hr # a gnezra batezra ba ebawez/ Be z o q

fnorze{hf ta ohcaoh- ~rhq aq fe a ceh jhoa ve refnMe

qzc e qzc ah- feve a c eza ~h ngaze vhiqzeoKe- qo

ebetnvr ba mqcae feza- tnKh vtqoa fa wzah- tnera ghgorqoafere ~htQoe ba fxq{hca fq 4 gacaha/ Tnera

rnfce h b a efaae ec z e c e v ehb/

[hbqzhma izneva- va ieobh ae/ Bqte tnezre- 4 emaa

mqoie vrzekqhre ba tnch- hez go feve gnfqzhma etzho#

va bho fecho- gofetazhma tqztqzhh ~h emja/ Bez cehfq vaece {hbqzhma izneva feza vreq ba vrzeke v e o q

terzqobe mqfo~zhma fq feza ra#eh mqtrer teo e ra#eq


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mever tqrazhma/ Be- tnera rnaceh ba eaaae ec

zecev # bnecoe AkK- Mae` Kh fq choa/ Onh rnera-

Ho egeze ba gere eaaae feza rzehaKra Ho Horqoazhfqm

ah/ Qo vhoiqz mqaor ec ve#rh vtqo bavtza ae/ Gereevre oq Kh#e thazbqr ghzae/ AHofe HowazKmcere/ Aq

oq#h Hornza vterama bhob Ho na`hh ah ezba tzhwhzae

eaaae/ Vrhq aq/

Ce rza{avf bawzaca ho efaevre fecaze ~h

{ef bezbehob ho ter- taorzq fe a gnezra gzhi/

Ho vgeuhr- Izefa Tnnma- gacahe feza ce hoizh#

ka~ra- gefa gnfqm fq `ezrha- vqzfama ~h fezjqoa-

hoiaoqof`ae{e ~h vqgme ho am fq oh~ra gnema/

@ezrhe va {jezfa~ra- vqzfamama tezeha ~h rznv#

oavf- bhzjqoama ezba cnfohr ~h oaizq/ Etnh

h{jqfoavf gmefezhma ~h vqor hofeorerneza/ Ce

vfnm- ce etznthh ve ce qhr me ama ~h ve ce ho#

rzaj ba fa ec gnvr ebqve aq ehfh/ Taorom fa

cnrhw> Rzajqha ve gha qo cnrhw/ Fa rzajqha ve

gef> Feob ec waohr- ec fza{qr fe o#n ve vreqohfh 4{h- bnqe- tnera 4vetreceoe/ Ec fza#

{qr fe- erqofh feob 55wnh wabae ~h#h wnh wnzjh-

wnh gh horamaetre gna- fe qo ~ezta- ~h jmeobe

fe qo tnzqcjam/ *Hrh beq ba jqoewnha rnr fa

ec*- hh wnh vtqoa- --~h oq#rh ceh gef ohfh qo

oafe{- befe ce me~h ve tmaf/* Bez am o#e waohr/

Izefa bnezca ho fecaze cae/ Onetrae 4

web qoanzh vreob me cev e ~h oqcezeobq#~h

jeohh/ Rhoa 4cnoabe ba eqz ho ceoe ~h {ec#

ja~ra/ Etnh tqoa rnrh jeohh horz#qo vefqmar ba

teo{e vrzeov fq qo ~oqz ~h h~h erece vefqmarqmba ier- ve gha evfqov vqj znf ha/ Me hofatqr-

va qhre me choa hoehora ba e gefa ntazerhe evre-


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bez rnrbaeqoe ce tzazefaec fe bnzc- e~e fe

efqc oq#~h ceh jera fetqm bho tzhfhoe cae/

Jae bhorz#n vrhfme ba ta ceve- etnh va bqfa me

fq5feza veq h~htqoa jzerama ta ceve- fetqm ta

jzera ~h bnezca/ Aq vreq fq5fere ~h qzcezavf

gnfqm feza va vrhoia/ Feob hofata ve vgnzeha-

ce vfnm ~h iqvr bho jeqrqze zeze fqmneza bho

vrhfL Tzhce bere feob ec iqvrer#n aze v#n

vfqht- bez ec zaq~hr rnrq~h v#n hoi hr/ Feobc#ec wezer ho ter- ec tqrqr ve#ch ebqf

echora ba ceh cqmra ~h ve ieobavf bho onq/

Vh ohfh oq#ch ceh aze e~e ba gzhi/

A 4 gazaevrze vqv ba rnr # oq va tnera

wabae egeze/ Terqm caq e ewqr ~hq~h- bez Ha#eq

bacnorer/ Oq ceh avra ceza mqfzq ho fecaze/

Terqm ah- qo bqmet oaizq- ceve bho chkmnf ~h

bnqe vfeqoa oaiza- vfqmtrera fq gzqfra ~hmnzh/

Vqor fq vterez hoemr ~h zeze jzera/ Fecaze ba

rnemare a gnezra chfe- hez emerqzh avra 4fecaze

fq rethvazha/ Qhreobq#ce horz#n {h me rethva#

mha- ec zafqonvfqr#n ta cece hcjzefere ho

znf ha ba vaeze- bez bavfqmre/ Tzhwae bhofnmn ba

choa- tavra fetqm caq- rnfceh e~e fqc njh~#

oqhe ve gefe/ O#ec wzqr ve#h vtqo mqh Izefaohchf bavtza evre/ Oqcama ah o#ez rzajqh ve gha

Izefa/ Oqcama fnorae{e- fe erqofh feob am oq

wnhe ve#ch vtqoe Eornhoarra- hez aq 4wabaec

ta Eornhoarra mqoafeob egeze- ta gazaevrze- fq

nimhobe- tezgqcqzhma ~h `ehoama ah gzqcneva/

Ehfh oq avra ohfh 4nimhobe ~h oq ~rhq fqc

ezer efqc/ Hch echoravf fqc ce tzhwaec

tazhhobq#ch tezqm ~h nf hh ce tzhwaeq hoetnh/


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Gere ta feza 4wabaec azec aq h rnrqh oq

f hez aq/ Bacqmr ba rnr- feob azec fnthme h

gnezra vhoiqb- ec hofazfer ve 4vezqr ta gere

bho nimhobe/ Bez vrhfme bhorza onh- bqze h zafa-v#e ejqzhr ba me zavthzerhe cae/ Efqc ah zoh#eq

mqer rnrqm/ Fa gef aq ehfh h fhoa vqor aq>

Qe fecazah fq rethvazha a hofqhere/ Vrhq

fe bqfa horz#qo fnzhbnz/ Efnmn Izefa vre ba

xnzje fq 4 emre gacaha- ta feza aq o#ec

we{qr#n ohfhnbere/ 4 fàece Mae / Evfqmr-

bez oq horamai fa wnzjavf/

Bafh rnr qnramh h netra ta feza Ha#ec

eq{hr rnere where- bnez fe efavrae vqor emra

imevqzh/

Bqte fa va meve onetrae h ae e rzev fe/raweiqzh ba jeqrqb h bnezca- a gnezra qnz ve hah

fàhma/ Efqc rhq qoba Ha rhoa/ Erqofh bavf hb

qe h terzqob ho mqcae mnz/ A gefqre ee fqc

rnrbaeqoe ec rhqr#n- bho fezrno/ Ec ceh we#

{qr#n qobawe- 4mqca ba fezrno qoba rnrqm a

fegaohq- znq#hof hv nzh iemjao#ntef/ Feob

cazi ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnezamnz- ch#ez tmefae

ve web fa avra bhofnmn ba fezrno/ Ch va vtqoa

fe vqor ho Eoimhe- bez aq oq#h fzabn Ec

zerefhr bzqcqm vtza Eoimhe/ Qoba> Feob>

Oq#ch ebqf echora- bez H#ec thazbqr/ Ve ghgnvr neza ho vaeze ho feza c#e ievhr ho fejhoe

vreob ba xnzje fq jeherqm feza hch ebqvava

fhoe> Ch#ec tqv jzerama ho kqzqm ierqmqh mqh

h H#ec zqier ve ce ekqra/ Am e vtqv; *O#ec

rhqr fa ve gef- vhz/* Ec {bznjhr teèzama h

gezgqzhhma ba `qjmnq/ Ec vtazer fe va we vtezia

h ete cezhh we oewemh hoeqorzq/ E waohr 4


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gacaha- etnh qo jezjer ceh ho wezvre feza e

ebqoer mqfzqzhma ba ta tnbae/ Oq v#e qhrer me

choa ho rhct fa fqzere/ Qo em rzahmae jezjer

ch#e vtqv; *jae evre ~h wah bnzch*/ Ec jeqrfa ch#e ber ~h h#ec vtqv; *Oq a fqc teza ve

gha/* # *Vrhq/ Oq a ohfhnbere*- zevtqova am/

Etnh ec ebnzchr/ Feob c#ec rza{hr- cezae

aze bhgazhre/ Ceh zafa/ Fzab fe ho onetrae

efaae ec vf hcjer zqre ~h ec zerefhr bzqcqm

vtza Eoimhe/ Feve evre ba fezrno ho feza ce

tmhcj onetrae oq a Eoimhe/

Horz#n bhchoaere- feob c#ec rza{hr- ce

bqzae rnr rzqtqm/ Oq ba ci- emrga5- ba bqzaza/

Ec we{qr fe hof`aharqzhma ba me cehoh hch

azeq zn~hh ~h qcgmera/ Izefa vtqva;

# Tzavqtqo fe eh ba ieqb ve#ch vtqh fe

oq#rh echora~rh ohchf bavtza fa v#e horectmer

evaeze>

# Feob e gnvr evaeze> ec horzajer aq/# Hazh/

# Oq#ch echoravf ba hazh/

# Evaeze e waohr qo bnco ve ra webe-

vtqva ae/

# Feza bhorza ah>

Taorzq fe ~rhec fe azeq necaoh vrzehoh ho

feve/ Feob mqec f`ahma ~h qcjmec ta fnzh#

bneza- eq{aec zevara ~h imevqzh ho batezreza-

fe fhzhthrqm ba tevezh- ~h azeq ~h mqchoh me

arekqm ba ceh knv/

Rzafeob ta fnzhbnz- ec we{qr 4garhre ha#~hob bho fecaze ah/ Tqzre 4znf ha emje ~hgza#

bnoe 4 camnbha/ C#ec mhthr ba tazara-


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banezafa oq bnzaec ve ce webe- bez ae v#e

ntzhr ~h v#e qhrer ho kqz/ Oq wabae ohchf babhr

qcjza- ec ewqr aq izhke ba evre- bez garhre

o#e tNm)ohr vtza fetqm vfezhmnz- fh e mqer#n megqie/ V#e horemohr fq 4emre garhre ~h efaevre e

vtqv; *Eh we{qr 4 vregha>* # *O#ec we{qr

ohchf- bez ch v#e tezqr fe vhcr fawe/*

*Evre#h vregha*- vtqva faememre ~h eq mqer#n

hctzaqoe ho knv ta vfezh/

# Feza bhorza necaohh efa~rhe eq waohr ve

ce webe- Izefa Tnnma> ec horzajer aq/

Oq am e waohr/ F hez befe e~ gh bnzchr- e~

gh ~rhqr/ Am o#e waohr hofe/ Ae hch vtqva;

# Fzabhore cae a fe hrh ebqfh echora ba

cqmr ceh cqmra babhr tzarho{h/ Ba fa ra#eh

tqzrer e~e- feob aq ec tznchv fe wah gh

mhoh~rhre ~h za{noejhme> O#ec ve ceh hofazf ve

ra ekqr ohfhnbere/ Gzerama req e waohr ve ra

webe/

# O#ec ohfh qo gzera/# Am e vtqv fe#rh avra gzera/

Fq ieobqm- ec zevfnmhr batezrezae rzafq#

rqmqh/

# HH f ace fqcwe Zhf ezb>

# Oq ch#e vtqv fqc 55f`aece/

# 5 5 ~rhq- ec vtqv aq ~h ec vezhr bho ter/

A ehfh- ehfh- bez ec evfqov#n ba nf hh rhhh jmav#

racerh- e~e fqc evfqob Nmhfa/ Bez qoba#h>

Qoba ec evfqov#n> Ho remte teorngmmnz> Vqj

vemrae> Ta bqmet> Ho jq{qoezqm znf hah ze~hh>

Qoba- qoba#h vfzhvnezae> Aze4vfzhvneza vfqzre-

taorzq fe ch#ec echorhr fe mqh Zhf`ezb oq#h

tmef vfzhvnzhma mqoih/ Bzeie Zhf ezb- ra zei


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he#ce bho mnfqm evre qoba cnz- taorzq fe a

e~e ba gzhi ~h ba horqoazhf/

Bnecoe Tnnma vtqva;

# O#eza znvr ve ra ceh gzeceorh h ve cehfeqrhn E tHafer ~h oq we ceh waoh # ohfh aq

o#e~ gefa#n ho mnfqm mqh/

Ec vtqv;

# Oq tnr ve#ch ebqf echora fa v#e ho#

rectmer/ Oq tnr/# Feob e horzer- vtqva Izefa Tnnma- oq

ra#e zafqonvfqr/

# Wzah ve etzho{h gnfqm- h#ec vtqv- ch#a

gnezra gzhi/

# Bncoqm efavre e etezqr ta oae~ratrera

~h e hovhvrer ve ra webe ~h evre#h cqmrqchzae ta

feza e tzhchr#n/ Ra#eh zata{hr me am fq qo fqrhr

~h- feob e zaq~hr ve rh#m he- m#eh cq~fer ba jzer/

O#eh ve#m ceh wa{h ohfhnbere/ Vh etnh- ba qoba

eh mqer fqrhrqm> Ma#ec vtqv fe m#eh gqzer ba me

choa- bez aq vqor cqmr tzae tzqbaore/ Vqor aqnjh~oqhre fq fah ba gamqm req/ O#eh mqer rq ohfh

qo fqrhr ba me choa/ Rzajqha ve#m gh fqctezer ho

{hqe ho feza ra#ec vfnv me tmhzojeza/ Aq h#ec

vtqv bnecoah Agg fe rzajqha ve ghh vfneve/

# Feob oa#ec bqv ho Eoimhe- ec vtqv/

# Tznevrn- {hva ae- evre#h Eoimhe/

# Oq fzab- ec vtqv- ~h o#ec v#n fzab

ohfhnbere/

(Ho bqte#eche{e efaae- oa#ec bqv ho Eo#

imhe/ Aze hezje- ete wazba ba fqmnezae cevmh#

oqmqh ~h fntefh hoemrh- nimhobhobq#va ho ete/*Evre*- c#ec ieobhr- *a Eoimhe/* Befe e~

tqrae gh ehfh- e~gh bho onq veoerneve- ~h mezce


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bho fetqm caq ez cfare/ *Ceh meve#ce ve vreq

tq~ho*- ec vtqv- h ae v#e ea{er vqj qo

fntef h e ebnzchr/ Tq~ho ceh cfnmn aze 4

fezq~e fq qo fem# hm ceoe 4 gacaha/ Ae zhmm#eweobqr fq~hrqm/ H#ec ber cabemhnoqm ba me ier

taorzq am/

Izefa Tnnma {hva;

# Bafh oq#rh ebqfh echora fe eh vezhr fq

fq~hrqmme bncoqm efame> Ec vtqv fe wah gh fq#

chora/ *Rzajqha ve wnzjavf fq ae*- e vtqv am/

N - e gnvr am ewazrh{er- bez o#e wzqr ve evfqmra/

Azec ho fecaze- bez o#ec eq{hr rnrqm- ho

egeze ba *aq oq tnr horazwaoh maiem crza rhoa

h vnrqm req*/ Feob e vtqv *maiem*- erqofh eh

vezhr me am- h feob rh#e vcqmv fqrhrqm bho ceoe-)m#eh cq)fer/ Wzah ve vtqh fe oq#~h echorarh

ohchf bho rnera evrae>

Hch echoravf efqc fe am oq c#e zafqonv#

fqr/ M#ec we{qr fe ce tzhwae h nf hh h va

tmhcjeq bhorz#qo fnmr ho emrqm- geze ve ie#

vaevfe faae fa va eratreq/ Ce tzhwae h hch

wnzjae fe qoqh vrzeho/ Fa gefh feob rh va

crectme ee fawe> Ba fa ze{h ba choa>

# Ch#eh evfqov h znf he znha> Befe e gh

ewqr#n ta choa- c#ez gh zafqonvfqr/

# Ohcaoh oq rh#e evfqov znf he- vtqvaae/ A efnmn- ho bqmet/

Ce tzhwh h#ch vtqva;

# Oq fzab fe rhh ba fere wzaca arh ehfh-

vezceoe ba rhoa/

# Bhctnrzhwe- h#ec vtqv- oqceh aq rhq

ba feob vqor ehfh/ O4Oh h {hma- {hma h oNOh-

vqra- emqoafeobq#ch tzhorza baiara/ Bez evre


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oq fnorae{e/ Rhctqm oq eza cFm 4 onhce/

Fawe hove fa tnrh erhoia h rhoa- fe ta znf he

znha- evre eza onhce/ Qoba#h>

Ezere fq fetqm vtza bqmet h fnmrqzhma iqzhh

h va meveze ho knv/ Ba hobere fa#ec zevqfhr

f`ahe- ec whh{qr#n- ba fqmnezae gnfqmqh ~h#e

ecqziqmqh/ Fe gmnzhma whq fnmnzera/

# Beae ra hocnzceorae{e vqj qo fntef

fq gmnzh whq fnmnzera- h#ec vtqv- vqgmarqm rh vaqzae vqv ho gmnzh/ Nzhfhoa h#ez bnzh evre/

Ae bebq bho fet- bez oq va chae h ohfh oq

ce erhova/ Tezgqcqm znf hah me hofatqr vmej-

va horaovhghae/ Chznv ba warhwaz- gzeoihteoh-

vfnzrhneze- tzeg h f hrze ho gmneza/ Chznvqm

vnezamqh h chznvqm tmnhh /

/// Tqzrec 4znf ha ba fqmnezae evre feob

Veobh e waohr ve ce webe taorzq qmrhce bere/

# Wzah ve whh fq choa> e horzajer/

# Oq- ec vtqv- oq tnr/# Bafh evre#h ba zecev#jqo>

# Be- evre#h ba zecev#jqo/

# Bez oq ra tnr meve ve tmafh e~e- e vtqv

am- arh oagazhfhre/

# Thaz{h rhctqm- h#ec vtqv- h ceh ewac

erer ba tqrho/

Veobh waoae bavanzh feob jezjerqm efame

aze tmafer- hez aq 55horhhmoaec feob cazia ec

me tmhcjeza fq rzevqze/ Ta erqofh tqraec ve

hav me tmhcjeza/ Vazwhrnzhh rheq- bez ohfh qoqm

oq ce vtqo ae/Oq ceh ewaec cqmr rhct- e~e fe oa#ec

vezqrer ho fecaze efaae recthre/ Aweoreha


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bavge~qzera hctnbnjaeq fecaze/ Oa#ec ceh

vezqrer onh ba cqmra nzh- bez oq e~e/ Efame e

gnvr vezqrqm wharhh ~h em cnzrhh- ~h oqceh bqte

cqmre wzaca horamaih fa hovaecoe vhhzqrqm

wharhh ~h em cnzrhh/ Wetnzqm emj e ~qhazer ba

rzah nzh- 4bere wavam- 4bere e f`azo eza ~h4

bere e bcev#jqo/

Ec mqer znf he zn~ma bho bqmet ~m zom#ectqv#n ho gere/

# Ebr fe 4gacaha oavreteohre ~h bavgze#

oere> ec horzajer aq/ E~e ch#e vtqv jhhzjerqm

efame/ Egmeva b Veobh waoae ho feve ~h b aq

cazia ec ve#m web/ O#ec ~rhqr ohfhnbere fhoa

c#e vtqv/ *Ghhfe bavgzeoere e qoah cezoa

bavgzeoera*- ch#e {hv am/

# N - tqoa#n me mnf- {hva Izefa Tnnma-

`eh ve ceoeofh/ Qhra- he#rh fetnrqm faoq~hq ///

Ba fa oq#rh beq fawe ceh jqo a tavra tqrazae

cae ba horamaiaza/ Vqor bavrqm ba jnierh/Bez aq rhoa ec vrzeov znf he ho ceoe-

horzajeobq#ce beb gefqvab ~h aam ceh cez#

~ew mqfzq/ Beb vf hcjevab znf he bob aq

oq#h we{qvac/ Beb eq vf hcjer#n- ~h evre

oq aze znf he cae # bez ba qoba tezgqcqm>

# @eh- oq vre efnmn bhhzbehob ba ci- vtqva

ae- bavrqm ba jmeob taorzq ga5qm ah ba e 5/

Ec mever znf he ve febe ~h ch#ec tmhcjer

tzhwhzae ba me gna me znf ha ~h ba me znf ha me

gna/

Ch#ec tqv fetnrqm faoq~hq ta qcazh- bez

h#ec vtqv b oq zoh#a gneca- h ae c#e njmhier

ve ceoeof- ee fqc gefae qoanzh/


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# A tnera ceh jhoa b oq#rh echorurh ba

vaeze rzafqre- vtqva ae/ Bncoqm e ma~hoer- ~h

fa ceh iemeiha e gnvr ehfh/ Veoia tavra rnr

mnfqm- hez aq howhoqhre b ra#ec mever ve vezh me

am/ Vh vreteoqm a e~ratrer ve vnvaevb ho ferawe

{hma/ O#ec ve ceh hofazf ohfhnbere ve ra ekqr/

A~rh tzae oajqoe fe ve ghh ekqrere/

Ec vtqv;

# Beb e~ gh tqzrer znf he zn~ha- Zhf`ezb

c#ez gh zafqonvfqr/

# Znf he re zn~ha- {hva ae ~h zeva/

Bez aq ec tzhwhr znf he ba ta tnbae ~h ch

v#e thhrqr fe qo gnf ez gh fqtzhov rnere fecaze/

Aze ghqcnv- ~hch#e echorhr ba fawe fa rzajqhave gef/ Hch wnh ebqfa echora- c#ec ieobhr/

Efqc hch wnh ebqfa echora fer ba fqzeob/

Erqofh e gnvr e rzahe neze feob ch#ec whver

whvqm teoe me feter/

Efqc ~rhq fe vfezhma bqf me fecaze efaevre

ho feza vreq fqmfere tzhwhob#n ta gacahe feza

bnezca fq fetqm ta jzera- ho whv- e~rftr teoe

ae hofata ve vgnzeha- etnh ce vfnm- heq f ahma-

bavfqh- ~h hav fq mqceoezae ho ceoe/ Ba bere

evre- rnrqm cazvava cqmr ceh q~nz fe emrebere-

~h qcjmec ba tezb e~ gh ewqr ezhth/

Rnrh fah feza vreraeq ho feve tmafevaze-

taorzq b q~hma bnzchrneza5nz azeq hof hva-

bez cha ch va tezae fe fhoawe ce qzcezura-

ce gqieza~ra- ze{eob/ Ce ceh qhrec ho bzaet#re veq vreoie- bez oq c#ec qhrer ba54f hoetnh-

taorzq fe oq wnhec ve web vreghe efaae ba


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Ec fnjnzer vbhzhma/ C#ec ewaorqzer cqmr ceh

batezra fe c emra berh/ Fhoawe wnzjae crz#qoe

bho fecaza/ Ec rzafqr tzho gere q~hh cfar-

geze {incnr/

Ho Vmezhr- ec ekqov ~h ho `nm- qoba ezbae

n mecte- hch ebqf echora ba evre bho {hqe c

feza ec waohr/ 4 mecte- vfezhma horqoafneva

~h wemqm ba ta gere cae/ Ah fzab fe oq ~rhq-

bez aq hch echoravf tazgafr- c bzaetre aze 4

q~e/ Ec bavf hv#n ~hec horzer ho cfetaza/ Aze

n fecaze ceza- fq qo fnwnz zn~q ~h bzetazhh

zn~hh/ Zavrqm aze fnctmar emj/ C#ec e~a{er ta

n feoetae ve tzhwavf fecaze ~h ch v#e tezqr

rzhvre- zafa ~h ineme- fe 4jhvazhfe geze emrez/Ec wzqr v#n web ceh jhoa- e~e fe ec etzhov

rnera mqcgcezhma- ~h azeq cqmra/ Ma#ec etzhov

fq izhke ba me mqceoezae cae- bez o#ec zaq~hr

ve ekqoi me feobamejzq/ Etnh ec tzhwhr c kqz

ve web emrezqm- taorzq fe- fq ererae mqceoezh

~h erere zn~q- fecaze hch echorae ba 4jhva#

zhfe/ Etnh ec eq{hr rhfehrqm qoqh faev ba eqz/

Eqzqm avra hbnmqm mnz/

Etnh- bhorz#nberhh- c#ec vhcrhr fqctmhr

ba oaonznfhrhh c fecaze efaae- ba~h feoe#

taeqe aze cnema ~hce fqgqobec cae/ Ch v#e

tezqr fe wnh ebnzch/ Etnh ch#ec hof htqhr

fe eqb te~h ~h c#ec ieobhr fa wnz vtqoa- fa

wnz gefa befe ce wnz ievh ehfh> Ch#ec fq#

tzhov hof`aharqze cehohh bzatra fq ceoe

vreoie ~h ec e~ratrer/ Bez oq v#e horectmerohchf/ Bqte efaae- ec gnvr gnezra njnvhre/

Gnezra njnvhre/ Ec wzqr ve hav bho fecaze bez


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mqceoezae cae ezvava rnebh h ec mqer qoe

bhorza fama bho fecaze/ Banbere- c#ec egmer

ho fecaze cerqhh Fnze/ Ec we{qr mqchoe

vnezamqh terzqo{eob ta gazaevrze- qcjzamagzqo{amnz ta tnbae- bez ec we{qr h mqceoe#

zhma ba faeze- h Ha#ec qzer/ Ee fe Ha#ec zev#

rqcer ta rnera/ Fama ceh cqmra v#eq vrhov- bez

qoe e tzhov tazbaeqe vqjrhza ba bqte bzetazhh/

Ec zev feob ec we{qr fqmnezae tmefqre horho#{eobq#va erer ba zataba- bez o#ec zecev v#n

tzhwavf/ Ec hahr bho onq ho `nm fq mqceoe#

zae ho ceoe/ Erqofh ec we{qr#n # vreghe/ 4

gacaha fq tezqm zawezveobq#va ho wemqzh/ Aze

hofebzere horz#n zece eqzhre- bez aq rhecba

ae/ Ec vfeter mqceoezae bho ceoe h v#e

etzhov cezihoa e garah ba ceve h ec we{qr gme#

fYa h{jqfohob- ho rhzot fa gqiaec veq tnera

tmqraec nzh {jqzec- ec vrzhier- ekqre#ce

F zhvrnt hoa- ekqre#ce h- qhreobq#ce hoetnh-

ec we{qr bgqvavac ekqrere/ Qo tazara ba

gnf ce tznrake bez aze tza e ghazjhora- ce

ezbae h c#ec hobatezrer ba am/

Ta 4ceve azeq ceh cqmra mqceoezh- ec

mqer qoe h ec qzfer ho gqie tzhcqm zeob ba

vfezh- etnh em bnhmae/ Me temhazqm em bnhmae ecezqofer mqceoezae- bez o#ec vrer ve web fa

va morectme/

Ec emazier vqv- ta qmrhzoqm zeob ba rzatra-

h ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnzqmqh/ Ec rzafqr ta meoie

fecaze ho feza c#eq ebqv hazh veq ememrehazh-oq#ch echoravf/ Tnera ve gh gnvr f hez ceh

bacqmr- banezafa ch va tezae fe rhec feve


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Izefa Tnnma abae me ceve- bez h ae eq{hva

rhterqm taorzq fe e vtqv;

# Evre fa#e gnvr>

V#e zhbhfer- e waohr teoe me ter h v#e qhrerme choa/ Vreraec oachfere fq zavthzerhe

zaiqmere h nf hh hof hh/

# Tavacoa fe ec whver- vtqva ae/

Etnh v#e hornzv h v#e fqmfer ho ter- oq me

ceve/ Ec eratrer cqmr teoe ec eq{hr#n vgn#

zehob- etnh c#ec vfqmer- ec mqer f`ahma h

ec bavfqher qe/ Azec egeze fq mqceoezae ho

ceoe/ Efqc ho vgeuhr rhq ba fa ec gnvr

ebqve ehfh h fa ec ba Hefqr/ Qobawe rzajqha

ve gh gnvr fqzaor taorzq fe gmefeze e temtehr h

ec fza{qr fe mqceoezae va we vrhoia/ Ec gaorgmefeze fq ceoe h e fzavfqr me mnf- mqchoeo#

bq#ch bzqcqm ba#e mqoiqm fnzhbnzqmqh

horqoafer/


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Fqweor#oehora ///// - ////

Tezrae hobhh //

Tezra e e bnqe

Tezrae e rzahe /

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