mti esaho: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe thi erh, hutk … nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rta jusa/ * sgr...

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sh dtksgbg ehhy pui vhk; prtdrtngi uutx uugry dgpktfyi ti tuhpvgr muo ptrdgbhdi pui napju, thi erh, hutk nhy ehbsgr uutx strpi tbeungi sgrmu' vty cteungi t prhag rhbdgkg thmy tbvuhc uuhbygr' nhy sh ngksubd pui t bhhgo dgkubdgbgo prtdrto kyuc, ekhhbg ehbsgr: "pkgh drupx" csrl fcus tuh; t dtksgbgo yt./ sgr prtdrto uugry mudgaygky ptr ehbsgr muuhai 2 tui 3 htr tky uutx zgbgi ctaygyhdy ptr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati"' xhh tzgkfg nhy "stui xhbsrtuo" tsgr tbsgrg prtckgngi thi sh ektx pui sguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx' tui xhh tzgkfg nhy zhhyhdg ztfi uutx strpi btr mhhyuuhhkhdg vhk;' uuh ygrtph mu dhhi' rgsi ts"d/ ptr sh gkygri pui sh ehbsgr' xpgmhgk sh ntngx' thz sgr prtdrto dguugi uuh t ckh. pui khfyhdehhy thi t yubegkg btfy/ "pgrpgey'" ztdy thhi ntng/ "tuh; sgo vtci nhr dguutry/" tzgkfg rgtemhgx zgbgi drhbd mu ptrayhhi' uuhxbshd pui uutx sh gkygri rgsi st/ sgr ctdrh; pui "pkgh drupx" ptr ekhhbg ehbsgr thz vhhby ctetby tungyuo )ftya ntbfg sgctyhri btl uugi tbmuvuhci' uuhktbd ztk ngi suet ht ktzi sh ehbsgr thi ayuc tubygr sh ntngwx ptryul tt"uu(/ tcgr uugi gx euny mu ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkg dgcruhfi' tsgr bhay tzgkfg "xpgmhgkg" dgcruhfi btr prtckgngi uutx strpi vtci ygrtph uuh prhgr' thz stx dtbmg "pkgh drup" prtdg thhbdgvhky thi shkgntx tui prtdg mhhfbx' ztk ngi ahei' uutu egi ngi ahei' tui ngi vty aktpktzg bgfy: uutx uugy zhhi nhy sucwgkg tsgr rjkwg///? vnxphe mu sh rgyubd' tui tkgx prtpgxhtbgk' dgyrhh' tkgx kgdtk' ctaygyhdy surl sh bhu htre xyghy vgky sgptryngby' gx uugry mudgaygky yrtbxptrytmhg - tui gray str; ngi bhay nhyahei t yage nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rta jusa/ * sgr "pkgh drup" prtdrto thz yhhk pui vnxphewx "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" prtdrto thi erh, hutk' uutx thz sgo zungr tsurl' uuh ctetby' t ntxhuug tuhxcrhhygrubd c"v tubygr sh phrgratpy pui grptrgbgo tui pkhhxhdi prtdrto ettrshbghytr nrx/ ktkua ,jhw/ vnxphe thz auhi ktbdg htri ctaygyhdy mu xgruuhri "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" ptr ehbsgr thi erh, hutk' nhy sh vuhpy tuhpdtcg mu ettrshbhri tui trtbszahri sh vhk; tui ygrtph uutx sh ehbsgr vtci cteungi kuhy zhhgr dgcruhl/ sh stzhdg "tuhrkh thbygruugbati xgruuhx ettrshbghytrx" vtci dgtrchhy vtby thi vtby nhy tbsgrg tdgbyuri' nhy ygrtph phrngx tui prhuutyg ygrtphxyi' tui tzuh thz sgr prtdrto dguutri mudgaygky/ sgo zungr' c"v' thz sgr prtdrto truh; t srtntyhag aytpk vgfgr' tz sh ygrtphxyi trchhyi shrgey tubygr vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbati/ vnxphe vty dgzufy thi sh dtbmg tundgdby duyg prtpgxhtbgkg ygrtphxyi' aunrh ,urv unmuu,' uutx ptrayhhgi sgo fxku ,ax"j Nov. ‘07 . No. 41 . ( 8 זייט אויףפארזעצונג) mti esaho: vnxphe thi erh, hutk gpgby "pkgh drupx" ptr ekhhbg ehbsgr tubygr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" mgbskhdgr napju, ctdrhxi grayg prtdrto pui sgo xtry thi erh, hutk vhxytrhg "gkygri drupgx" muztndgaygky mu vgri kgemhgx pui ygrtphxyi 5 ntk t uutl t dtr atrpg kgdtkg erhd muuhai muuhh druhxg aphygkgr thi bhu htre thcgr sh srtntyhag uutuex thi ntdi tpgrtmhgx mu ptrkhri uutd' crgbdy duy muo tuhxsrue sh uuhryatpy pui aphygkgr tubygr sh eukhxi' uutu dgky tui prgxyhza aphki sh vuhpy rtkgx/ sr/ ntrhbt eurhti thz t ctrhnyg xpgmhtkhxy tuh; uutd- ptrkuxy tpgrtmhgx' tui vty dgarhci sgo ptpukgri cul "uutd ptrkuxy tpgrtmhgx ptr stnhx" thcgr sh ygng/ thr ptrbungbg trchhy vty dgcrgbdy duy dgky tui fcus ptr "kgbtex vhk" aphytk thi ntbvgyi' chz "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" vty thr dgktsgby mu zhl/ gx ptxhry hgsi ytd tz steyuhrho' druhxg tui ekhhbg' bgngi bhhg szatcx' tcgr thi sgo ptk thz dguugi tbsgra' uuhhk bhu htre thz dguutri t vuhpyayty ptr sh xtry tpgrtmhgx' tui nhywi uutuex pubgo tkyi thcgruutd prtckgo thcgr dtb. tngrheg' tui sh ptrtkgk uutuex thi ntdi tpgrtmhgx' zgbgi sh ngrxyg aphygkgr tuhxi mu vtci sh xngygbg srhhy zhl t uugky //////////////////////////////////////////////////////31 "nyrbv" ptreuhpy mu "bgxykh-tuxo"////////2 vtuzhbd vhk; ptr xpgmhgkg gkygri////////////6 bhhg mudtbd mu "uuhksg" ekhhbg ehbsgr ////////02 shhgchyhx - dkhhxhnhe thbsgex///////////////////////71 ehbs ayhhy tuh; "ptrytdx"///////////////////////////////3 HAMASPIK GAZETTE Published and © Copyright November 2007 by: HAMASPIK 58 Rt. 59 Suite 1 Monsey NY 10952 Telephone: (845) 503-0212 / Fax (845) 503-1212 Non Profit Org. US Postage PAID HAMASPIK sh aphytk shgyg: bhu htregr aphygkgr thi dghgd mu tsrgxhri druhxg uutuex thi " kgp-cgbs" ntdi tpgrtmhgx ( 10 זייט אויףפארזעצונג) cgbgphyi pui ntdi tpgrtmhgx mu ptrkhri uutd btftntk thcgrmhhdy ngrvhhy uugri dgvhhky pui shhgchyhx' ckuy srue' etkgxygrtk tui btl dhhgbshd muo srue/// < tuhpcruhz thi ntbrtu rthti uugdi sh dgpktbyg akhxubd pui "trsgi vhk" ktctrtytrhg/ > btl 7 htr thi aph. pui "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" egbxgr sgpy/ dhhy sr/ curtetuu trhcgr mu "ntuby xhhbth/" sr/ uuhkhto egrtk bgny tho thcgr/ < ayushg: "ktu-etrc" shgyg egi vhhki tsgr rgsumhri "gebh/" > "ptxete uutkh" aphytk ptrntfy sh yhri' "vgebxge" tui "uugkh" ekgri pui gx thcgrbgngi/ < tuerhhbt prgzhsgby huay- agbet rupy ti tbyhxgnhyhzo t "ergbe uutx str; t duyi steytr/" > prgz/ cua vty uugytthry t ntxhuug vgky cuszagy chk mukhc thcgrhdg zhhyhdg tuhxdtci/ < bhhg ntsg thi ktbsti: ntfi thcubdgi nhy ekhhbg ehbsgr tbdg- vuhci chh 4 ntbtyi tky/ > yhhk steyuhrho yrtfyi auhi ht pui ctmtki dgky ptr bhr bscbho/ < "uutrcurd phbeux" prhuutyg ptbs vty ty dggbshdy sgo 7/3$ chkhti tpeuh; pui "ctua iw ktnc'" tui thmy eungi sh "rhbu" ektdgx/ > tkg 31 ertbevhhyi tuh; uutx nwvty vhhby uutexhi ctau. vtkyi chh rgetrs bhsgrhdg rtygx/ > bhay "cghch cungrx" vhhci sh vgky eghr etxyi' ztdy t ayushg' btr muphk thcgrhdg ygxyi/ < t "uuhhgy" tdgby tui tpyhhe trchhygr zgbgi dgftpy dguutri thi t auuhbsk pui nhkhtbgi ytckgyi/ > xgbtytr tui prgz/ etbshsty ekhbytiwx vuhpy rtydgcgr' ntre pgi' vgkpy tuhl ptrcgxgri fhbgwx ptrdhpygyg thnptry "thngsza/" < "ngre" vty dgakhfygy tkg 000'72 "uuhhtex" vtr. prtckgo ektdgx ptr ebtpg 4$ chkhti/ > 2 bhhg mhhi cgraykgl : thhbx pui dunh uutx nwngd' kuhy thhi sgv' bumi ac"e' tui t muuhhyg uutx str; bhay ehhi mhhi pu.' uuhhk xpgmhgkg fgnhetki rhhbhdi sh mhhbgr/

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Page 1: mti esaho: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe thi erh, hutk … nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rta jusa/ * sgr "pkgh drup" prtdrto thz yhhk pui vnxphewx "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" prtdrto thi erh, hutk

sh dtksgbg ehhy pui vhk;prtdrtngi uutx uugry dgpktfyi tituhpvgr muo ptrdgbhdi pui napju,thi erh, hutk nhy ehbsgr uutxstrpi tbeungi sgrmu' vty cteungit prhag rhbdgkg thmy tbvuhcuuhbygr' nhy sh ngksubd pui t bhhgodgkubdgbgo prtdrto kyuc, ekhhbgehbsgr: "pkgh drupx" csrl fcustuh; t dtksgbgo yt./

sgr prtdrto uugry mudgaygkyptr ehbsgr muuhai 2 tui 3 htr tkyuutx zgbgi ctaygyhdy ptr "tuhrkhthbygruugbati"' xhh tzgkfg nhy"stui xhbsrtuo" tsgr tbsgrgprtckgngi thi sh ektx puisguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx' tuixhh tzgkfg nhy zhhyhdg ztfi uutxstrpi btr mhhyuuhhkhdg vhk;' uuhygrtph mu dhhi' rgsi ts"d/

ptr sh gkygri pui sh ehbsgr'xpgmhgk sh ntngx' thz sgrprtdrto dguugi uuh t ckh. puikhfyhdehhy thi t yubegkg btfy/"pgrpgey'" ztdy thhi ntng/ "tuh;sgo vtci nhr dguutry/"

tzgkfg rgtemhgx zgbgi drhbd muptrayhhi' uuhxbshd pui uutx shgkygri rgsi st/ sgr ctdrh; pui"pkgh drupx" ptr ekhhbg ehbsgr thzvhhby ctetby tungyuo )ftyantbfg sgctyhri btl uugi tbmuvuhci'uuhktbd ztk ngi suet ht ktzi shehbsgr thi ayuc tubygr sh ntngwxptryul tt"uu(/ tcgr uugi gx eunymu ehbsgr nhy xpgmhgkg dgcruhfi'tsgr bhay tzgkfg "xpgmhgkg"dgcruhfi btr prtckgngi uutx

strpi vtci ygrtph uuh prhgr' thzstx dtbmg "pkgh drup" prtdgthhbdgvhky thi shkgntx tui prtdgmhhfbx' ztk ngi ahei' uutu egi ngiahei' tui ngi vty aktpktzg bgfy:uutx uugy zhhi nhy sucwgkg tsgrrjkwg///?

vnxphe mu sh rgyubd' tui tkgxprtpgxhtbgk' dgyrhh' tkgx kgdtk'ctaygyhdy surl sh bhu htre xyghyvgky sgptryngby' gx uugrymudgaygky yrtbxptrytmhg - tuigray str; ngi bhay nhyahei tyage nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rtajusa/

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sgr "pkgh drup" prtdrto thzyhhk pui vnxphewx "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" prtdrto thi erh,hutk' uutx thz sgo zungr tsurl' uuhctetby' t ntxhuug tuhxcrhhygrubdc"v tubygr sh phrgratpy puigrptrgbgo tui pkhhxhdi prtdrtoettrshbghytr nrx/ ktkua ,jhw/

vnxphe thz auhi ktbdg htrictaygyhdy mu xgruuhri "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" ptr ehbsgr thierh, hutk' nhy sh vuhpy tuhpdtcgmu ettrshbhri tui trtbszahri shvhk; tui ygrtph uutx sh ehbsgrvtci cteungi kuhy zhhgr dgcruhl/ shstzhdg "tuhrkh thbygruugbati

xgruuhx ettrshbghytrx" vtcidgtrchhy vtby thi vtby nhytbsgrg tdgbyuri' nhy ygrtphphrngx tui prhuutyg ygrtphxyi'tui tzuh thz sgr prtdrto dguutrimudgaygky/

sgo zungr' c"v' thz sgrprtdrto truh; t srtntyhagaytpk vgfgr' tz sh ygrtphxyitrchhyi shrgey tubygr vnxphetuhrkh thbygruugbati/ vnxphe vtydgzufy thi sh dtbmg tundgdby duygprtpgxhtbgkg ygrtphxyi' aunrh,urv unmuu,' uutx ptrayhhgi sgo

fxku ,ax"jNov. ‘07 . No. 41 .

( 8 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

mti esaho:

vnxphe thi erh, hutk gpgby "pkgh drupx" ptrekhhbg ehbsgr tubygr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati"

mgbskhdgr napju, ctdrhxi grayg prtdrto pui sgo xtry thi erh, hutk vhxytrhg

"gkygri drupgx" muztndgaygky mu vgri kgemhgx pui ygrtphxyi 5 ntk t uutl

t dtr atrpg kgdtkg erhdmuuhai muuhh druhxg aphygkgr thibhu htre thcgr sh srtntyhaguutuex thi ntdi tpgrtmhgx muptrkhri uutd' crgbdy duy muotuhxsrue sh uuhryatpy pui

aphygkgr tubygr sh eukhxi' uutudgky tui prgxyhza aphki sh vuhpyrtkgx/

sr/ ntrhbt eurhti thz tctrhnyg xpgmhtkhxy tuh; uutd-ptrkuxy tpgrtmhgx' tui vtydgarhci sgo ptpukgri cul "uutdptrkuxy tpgrtmhgx ptr stnhx"thcgr sh ygng/ thr ptrbungbgtrchhy vty dgcrgbdy duy dgky tuifcus ptr "kgbtex vhk" aphytk thintbvgyi' chz "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" vty thrdgktsgby mu zhl/

gx ptxhry hgsi ytd tzsteyuhrho' druhxg tui ekhhbg' bgngibhhg szatcx' tcgr thi sgo ptk thzdguugi tbsgra' uuhhk bhu htre thzdguutri t vuhpyayty ptr sh xtrytpgrtmhgx' tui nhywi uutuex pubgo

tkyi thcgruutd prtckgo thcgrdtb. tngrheg' tui sh ptrtkgkuutuex thi ntdi tpgrtmhgx' zgbgish ngrxyg aphygkgr tuhxi mu vtci

sh xngygbgsrhhy zhl t uugky//////////////////////////////////////////////////////31

"nyrbv" ptreuhpy mu "bgxykh-tuxo"////////2

vtuzhbd vhk; ptr xpgmhgkg gkygri////////////6

bhhg mudtbd mu "uuhksg" ekhhbg ehbsgr////////02

shhgchyhx - dkhhxhnhe thbsgex///////////////////////71

ehbs ayhhy tuh; "ptrytdx"///////////////////////////////3

HAMASPIK GAZETTEPublished and © Copyright November 2007 by:HAMASPIK 58 Rt. 59 Suite 1 Monsey NY 10952Telephone: (845) 503-0212 / Fax (845) 503-1212

Non Profit Org.US Postage

PAIDHAMASPIK

sh aphytk shgyg:

bhu htregr aphygkgr thi dghgd mu tsrgxhri druhxg uutuex thi

" kgp-cgbs" ntdi tpgrtmhgx

( 10 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

cgbgphyi pui ntdi tpgrtmhgx mu ptrkhri uutd btftntk thcgrmhhdyngrvhhy uugri dgvhhky pui shhgchyhx' ckuy srue' etkgxygrtk tui btl

dhhgbshd muo srue///< tuhpcruhz thi ntbrtu rthti

uugdi sh dgpktbyg akhxubd pui"trsgi vhk" ktctrtytrhg/

> btl 7 htr thi aph. pui "gi/uuhh/ hu/"egbxgr sgpy/ dhhy sr/curtetuu trhcgr mu "ntuby xhhbth/"sr/ uuhkhto egrtk bgny tho thcgr/

< ayushg: "ktu-etrc" shgygegi vhhki tsgr rgsumhri "gebh/"

> "ptxete uutkh"aphytkptrntfy sh yhri' "vgebxge"tui"uugkh" ekgri pui gx thcgrbgngi/

< tuerhhbt prgzhsgby huay-agbet rupy ti tbyhxgnhyhzo t"ergbe uutx str; t duyi steytr/"

> prgz/ cua vty uugytthry tntxhuug vgky cuszagy chk mukhcthcgrhdg zhhyhdg tuhxdtci/

< bhhg ntsg thi ktbsti:ntfithcubdgi nhy ekhhbg ehbsgr tbdg-vuhci chh 4 ntbtyi tky/

> yhhk steyuhrho yrtfyi auhiht pui ctmtki dgky ptr bhr bscbho/

< "uutrcurd phbeux" prhuutygptbs vty ty dggbshdy sgo 7/3$chkhti tpeuh; pui "ctua iw ktnc'"tui thmy eungi sh "rhbu"ektdgx/

> tkg 31 ertbevhhyi tuh; uutxnwvty vhhby uutexhi ctau. vtkyichh rgetrs bhsgrhdg rtygx/

> bhay "cghch cungrx" vhhci shvgky eghr etxyi' ztdy t ayushg'btr muphk thcgrhdg ygxyi/

< t "uuhhgy"tdgby tui tpyhhetrchhygr zgbgi dgftpy dguutri thit auuhbsk pui nhkhtbgi ytckgyi/

> xgbtytr tui prgz/ etbshstyekhbytiwx vuhpy rtydgcgr' ntrepgi' vgkpy tuhl ptrcgxgri fhbgwxptrdhpygyg thnptry "thngsza/"

< "ngre" vty dgakhfygy tkg000'72 "uuhhtex"vtr. prtckgoektdgx ptr ebtpg 4$ chkhti/

> 2 bhhg mhhi cgraykgl :thhbxpui dunh uutx nwngd' kuhy thhi sgv'bumi ac"e' tui t muuhhyg uutx str;bhay ehhi mhhi pu.' uuhhk xpgmhgkgfgnhetki rhhbhdi sh mhhbgr/

Page 2: mti esaho: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe thi erh, hutk … nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rta jusa/ * sgr "pkgh drup" prtdrto thz yhhk pui vnxphewx "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" prtdrto thi erh, hutk

rhzhdg auuhhmgr thnpgrhg zufymu uutexi thi "farwg" thbsuxyrhgzhby tpeuhpi "tuxo" phrng –"pgpxh" mhhdy thbygrgxg thi"xtcrt" xtktyi – btl thcgr-rtaubdgi eungi

sh drgxyg gxi etnptbh thi shuugky' "bgxykh"' vty dgaktxi titpntl tpmueuhpi t ngrvhhyau,pu, thi sh "nyrbv" farwgcghch ptrnukt khbhg' surl thr"tuxo" shuuhzhg' t dguutdygarhy thi sh rhzhdg etnptbhwxxyrtygdhg mu aphki ti teyhuugrtkg thi dktctki ntregy puifarwg prtsueyi/

"bgxykh"' uutx vty btruutxthcgrdgbungi "tubhkguugr" tkxsh drgxyg aphhz etnptbh tuhpwipktbgy' thz bhay ehhi prgnsgctdrh; uugi gx euny muo gxi tuiyrubei dgcruhl pui trytstexhagthsi/ sh etnptbhwx vuhpyprtsuey thz etuug' tui thrg muuhhcrgbsx "bgxegpgh" tui "yghxygrxyathx" vtci sh drgxyg stnhbtb.

thbgo ntregy pui phhbg uutrhngetuug hgsi thbsgrprh vgfgr tckty dnrt tsgr je khartk/

tuhxgr etuug' vty sh etnptbhbtl vubsgrygr prtsueyi pui hgsixtry' tubygr mgbskhdgr bgngi'ctetbyg tui tbtbhng/ muuhaitbsgri' thz "bgxykh" sgr

thhdgbyungr pui "pgrhgr" nhbgrtkxprhbd uutxgr )uuh tuhl ptktbsxprhbdx' bgxykh phur khh;'pgkgdrhbtu(' ptrntxuyhekprtsueyi' egbshx tui yatetktsi'prtu-chtyhe htdury' xhrhgk'aphytk gxi ptr xpgmhgkgptmhgbyi' tui btl/

sh etnptbh thz btl uuhhy bhayptryhd' nhy t argekhfi tpgyhy muptrshhgi btl tui btl gxi tuiyrubegi ptr hubd tui tky' dgzuby tuiauutl/ gray t srhhpgryk htrmurhe' uuh zhhbgrmhhy ctrhfygy thidtzgy' vty "bgxykh" tpdgeuhpy sh"dgrcgr" cghch gxi khbhg pui"btuutryhx" - sh druhxg ngshmhiphrng - ptr 5 chkhti stktr/

t mgbyrtkg xyrtygdhg pui"bgxykh"' ctzhry thi auuhh.' thz muftpi uuhphk gx dhhy pui farwintregy/ auhi tzuh ktbd murhe uuh thi79w vty "bgxykh" tpdgeuhpy tngrvhhy au,pu, )etbyrtkhbd

2vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

( 11 (פארזעצונג אויף זייט

sgr jrshagr mhcur thi aytybhu htre rupy tuhx "vusu ksw fh yuc"tuhpwi ctakux pui vgkyetnhatbgr yto prhsgi tuhpmudgcit pkti pui bhhg rgduktmhgx chh hubdgektxi thi nuxsu, v,urv uutx uutkydguugi t prgmgbsgbyktzg thhbyrhypui rgdhrubd churtertyhg chz thijsr trhhi/

thhi yhhk pui sh rgduktmhgx' tznjbfho tui yhyagrx pui tkg ektxithi nuxsu, v,urv ptr ehbsgr chz 5htr tky' ztki strpi surfdhhi

etkgsza eurxi tui cteungi tptrntkg "sgdrh"' vtytuhpdgyrhhxky stx bhu htregrhvsu, vjrsh, uugi prhsgi vtyptrgpgbykhfy zhhi pkti sgoptrktpgbgo gbsg uuhbygr/

sgr stzhdgr pkti vtydgcrgbdy ntxhuug tptzhmhg puievkv phrgr tui fkk yugr' uugkfgvtci ektr dgntfy ptr sh

aytyhag ctvgrsg tz stx egibhay eungi thi ctyrtfy/ chzthbnhyi zungr thz yteg dgeungiduyg bhhgx c"v' tz sh vgkysgptryngby uugy bhay thhbphritzt "etkgsza sgdrh" ptsgrubd/

tcgr sh tbsgrg yhhki pui shrgduktmhgx zgbgi ptrckhciteyhuug pkgbgr pubgo vgkysgptryngby' sgrmuuhai' tz ptrhgsi ehbs thi t ektx nuz sh ektxvtci 03 xeuugr pux' uutx nhhby 009xe/ pux ptr t ektx pui 03 ehbsgr't drtbshgzg crhhyehhy uutx thzbhay ngdkhl mu sgrdrhhfi thivhhbyhdi tuhxaygk pui nuxsu,v,urv/ tuhl vty prhsgi dguutkythhbphri ngr ayrgbdg "pgrnhy"rgduktmhgx' tui btl ptrahsgbgkgdtkg ptrarhpyi' uugkfg uutkyidgaygky sh nuxsu, v,urv thi tauugri nmc' xhh pui rujbhu,wshdiaytbspubey tui xhh thi phbtbmhgkidgchy/

cnal sgo dtbmi zungr zgbgidguugi ayhkg etbyteyi muuhai sh

aytyhag vgky sgpy/ tuiprtnhbgbyg fkk yugr pui jrshaithsgbyuo tui btl trytstexhagahfi tui erhhzi' mu ctzhhyhdi tuhl shptrckhcgbg pkgbgr pui rgduktmhgxtuh; nuxsu, v,urv/

thmy' gbskhl' tbvuhc uuhbygr'thz c"v dgeungi sh caurv yucv tzvgky etnhatbgr yto prhsgi uugytpktzi sgo dtbmi pkti tui ktzi shnuxsu, v,urv pubemhtbhri thi zgkcituntpvgbdhei rgkhdhgzi xytyux uuhchz vhhby c"v/ uuh sgr "dtzgy"vgry pui prtnhbgbyg gxebho' vtysh aytyhag vgky sgpy/ tbdgctyiptrahsgbg "paru," thcgr sh bhhgrgduktmhgx' tcgr ngi vtytpdguutrpi tzt mudtbd mukhc shrhzheg tz chh eungbshdg vgkyetnhatbgri uugy ngi yuhai ptkhxhtui btftntk pktbhri agskhfgrgduktmhgx tuh; nuxsu, v,urv' tuish aytbsvtpyehhy ptrwi uutuhkzhhipui ,hbueu, ak ch, rci tuhpwi tkyivhhkhdi ayhhdgr vty zhl duytuhxdgmtky c"v/

kuhy thhi ctrhfy thz ngdkhl tzsh vgky sgpy/ uugy stl uugkithhbaygki ekhhbkhfg yuhai' thcgruutx gx uugri dgphry ptr-vtbskubdgi' tui vtpgbykhl uugyth"v tkgx ctzhhyhdy uugri' tz shmti esaho' sh yhhgrg agpgkgl chhsh hubdkgl tui nhhskgl ektximudkhhl ztki uuhhygr egbgi dgbhxipui rhhbgo jhbul mu ,urv' hrt, anhotui nhsu, yucu, chz nahj uugyeungi/

*thi sh zgkcg mhhy euny bhhgx

uugdi prhag rgduktmhgx uutx uugridhkyhd tuh; tkg aukgx thitngrheg' sgrubygr tuhl nuxsu,v,urv thi bhu htre/ gx rgsy zhl pui"gxi zhfgrvhhy"' stx vhhxy vhdhgbgpui gxi tui yrubegi' chho etfi'yrtbxpgrhri' vtkyi thiprhszahsghr tui prhzgrx' chz muoyha thi ktbya ruo/

sh rgduktmhgx eungi puipgsgrtki tdrheukyur sgptryngbythi uutahbdyti' kuhy t dgzg. uutxetbdrgx vty surfdgphry tzuh ktbdmurhe uuh zungr 40w/

kuhy ctrhfyi' uugki shrgduktmhgx trhhbdhhi thi ertpysgo eungbshdi 1wyi htbutr/

gx thz btl bhay ektr uuhaytre' tui uuh bgdtyhuu' shrgduktmhgx egbgi tpgeyhri shpubemhgx pui nuxsu, v,urv/cttnyg pui aytyhai gshueghatisgpy/ strpi thcgrdgci ngrthbptrntmhg thi sh eungbshdg uutfitui sgr "dtzgy" uugy th"v crgbdgingr sgeubd thcgr sgo uuh btr shsgpy/ tuu gs/ thbptrntmhg uugrytruhxdgdgci/

mti esaho:

b/ h/ xhyh vgky etnhatbgr ktzy btl dgpktbyg rgduktmhgx tuh;

hubdg ektxi thi nuxsu, v,urvbhhg "xeuk pus xghpyh" rgduktmhgx pui pgsgrtki tdrheukyur sgpy/ thi btbyi mueubpy

utfk, uacg,:

"tuxo"' shuuhzhg pui rhzhdg auuhhmgr"bgxykh" thnpgrhg' mtky 06 nhkhti

stktr ptr "nyrbv" cghch ptrnuktthhbx pui sh drgxyg

sgrdrhhfubdgi muo bhhgo htr ,ax"jchh vnxphe' thz sh ptrzgmubd pubgocuh trchhy chho druhxi aptdk-bhhgdgchhsg uutx sh tdgbyur cuhy tuh;"vnxphe uugh" thi erh, hutk ctksbtl sh vuhpy trhhbdtbd muo aytytuh; cghegrytui rtus/

muuhai sh ptrktpgbg hnhoyucho ygd vty vnxphe cagv yucvunumkj, tubygrdgarhci"etbyrtey" mu dhhi uuhhygr nhy shuuhhygrshdg ptzg thbgo cuhprthgey' sh aytkgbg xyrueyuruutx thz thhdgbykhl sh drgxyg yhhkpubgo cuh trchhy/ sgr etbyrteythz dguutri tubygrdgarhci nhy shphrng pui t vhhnhai ths' thithhbektbd nhy "ujh tjhl gnl" uutxthz uuhfyhdg prhbmhp ptr vnxphechh hgsg dgkgdbvhhy pui szatcx'xghkx' xgruuhx tsgretbxyrteati/

sh grayg yhhk pui sh dgchhsg' tdruhxgr mgngbygbgr pubstngby'thz auhi dgcuhy dguutri pui prhgr'tzuh truo ayhhy tkgx drhhy mu dhhi

uuhhygr chz nwuugy cx"s sgrdrhhfisgo "vako zv vcbhi" kaouk,ptr,/

*sh bhhg dgchhsg tbyaprgfy mu

zhhi th"v sh agbxyg vnxpheprthgey chz tvgr' t huph tuiprtfy pui thcgr 04 yuhzby xe/ pux'dtbmg phr ayte thi sgr vhhl' uutxuugy fxsr ahhbgi ayrtki pui vhk;tui vtpgbubd thi yuhzbygr thshagvhhzgr/

sh "drtubs pktr" uugrytuhxdgaygky ptr uuhfyhdg vhk;prtdrtngi kyuc, sh etbxungrx'thi aph. pui t mgbygr ptrthcubdgi/ thbgo mgbygr pui "drtubspktr" uugy zhl dgphbgi t"ygrtphuyhe xuuhnhbd puk"tuhxaytphry nhy tkg uuhfyhdgdgmhhd ptr uutxgr ygrtph' uutx thzt uuhfyhdgr yhhk thi "phzhegkygrtph" ptr vnxphe etbxungrxtui ptr ngbyai thi tkdgnhhi nhynuxegk auutfehhyi' uuh btl t

nwdhhy uuhhygr:

cuh trchhy pui bhhg vnxphe dgchhsg thi erh, hutk ptrdgzgmy

cx"s nhy aytk prtsuemhg

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3 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

uutry pui sgr rgstemhg:gx thz dgante mu zgviuuh sgr guko bumy sh gmv pui ckhhci tbtbho tui stlbhay rhzhehri nhy ptrkhri sh crhuu thi ptxy' surltruhpkhhdi sh tsrgx pui vnxphe dtzgy bhay btr chho"mu" tsrgx' btr tuhl chho "pui" tsrgx' tz thi ptkpui/// ztk gx "murhe eungi" muo rhfyhdi try/// thmystr; ngi mukhhdi sh tbsgrg vtkc gmv' tz nwztk ntfi tetphg ptr zhl cgptr nwahey truhx sgo crhuu/ gx yuyuuhh mu zgvi tzuhphk trhdhbgkg crhuugi uutx uutkyi j"udgegby ptrkuhri uugri tuh; thhchd' tui sh uuhhytd puiptrkhri dgarhcgbg ztfi tuh; thhchd thz zhhgr' zhhgraytre' uuh ctetby/ tkzt: chho "pui" tsrgx khhdy tuhlsgo vnxphe tphx' tui ntfy t etphg cgptrwitruhxahei/

ntng tui ehbs tuhpwi "nhbh-ctx"

ktnhr dhhi drts muo thbmhsgby vhhby thbsgrprh uutxvty nhl tzuh tuhpdgauhsgry tz thl nuz arhhci mu thhl'tui muo dtbmi mhcur' uugdi sgo/

nhhi thhbhek b"h' t zhx 5whgrhd hubdgkg nhy auugrgdgzuby prtckgngi uutx ntfi tho dhhi nhy t dguuhxg"ngshek sguuhhx" tuhpwi pbho' thz dgptri nhy zhhi ntngtuhpwi nhbh-ctx thi erh, hutk/ chh thhi xytbmhg thztruhpdgeungi t ntng nhy gykhfg ekhhbg ehbsgr' tui zh'sh pruh' vty dgbungi dktmi tuh; nhhi thhbhek uuh tuh; txytyug/

zgvbshd tz thr dktmi bgny bhay ehhi ge' vty nhhithhbhek tbdgbungi eurtza tui thr dgprgdy thi pbhotrhhi: "thl ptbh?" – – –

sh pruh thz atehry dguutri' nhy bhay uuhhbhd cuav'tui vty zhfgr dgkgrby t duyg kgemhg' nnhkt pgkyauhi bhay tuhx mu ztdi gpgx thi thr rhfyubd' tcgr thluuhk stx crgbdgi muo ctuutuxyzhhi pui tubzgr dtbmiguko' tui prgdi' mh ehbsgr uutx vtci t prtckgo' xhhuugkfg prtckgo' vtci bhay ehhi dgphki? zhh aphri bhayehhi aygfhdg dktmhdg ckhei? tuh; uugkfi ehbs thzngdkhl mu ztdi' pubsruhxi' uutx gr aphry pui thhgr"euei" tuh; tho tsgr thr nhy wtzgkfgw ckhei?

gx thz ctetby' uuh thr arhhcy tpyntk thi"dtzgy"' tz thi ayty erh, hutk dgphby zhl sgr"prtby" pui vgkpi thshag ehbsgr nhy dgzubyprtckgngi' phzha' dhhxyha' gntmhtbgk' nhy rgdhrubdvhk;' duyg prtdrtngi' jhzue' eurtza' tt"uu/ sgr gukothi erh, hutk thz sgrhcgr ngr ptraygbskhl tui"gruutexi" thi sgo dgchy' sh cuav thz ekgbgr uuhgrdg. tbsgra' nwzgvy sh ehbsgr dgvgrhd thi dtx tuiauvk' zhh zgbgi txtl ngr "temgpyhry" chh hubd tui tkyuuh thi tkg tbsgrg dgdbygr' ngi ctbgny zhl mu zhh uuhbtrntk kuhy zhhgr nmc' c"v/

tcgr sgr ekhhbgr thbmhsgby sgrmhhky tubz tz gxthz ptry bhay ehhi guko v,heui/ thl ztd "ekhhbgr"'tcgr nwegi stx bhay bgngi ptr ekhhi/ gx thz auugr mudkhhci tz vhhby mu ytdx egi t ntng pui ehbsgr' thierh, hutk' uuhhzi tzt tunxgbxhyhuuhygy mu t muuhhyiehbs nhy t prtckgo cag, gr zhmy nhy zhhi ntng/

hhar fuj ptr trhhbkhhdi sh auru, kyuc, vrcho' thruugy auhi uuhxi uuhtzuh mu ptrcgxgri sh aprtl/

sh ctcgerh, hutk

rgstemhg:thr zgby dgrgfy nhy sh ptzhyhuug

tyntxpgrg thi erh, hutk' tui tuhl tz xwthz btldgckhci dgbud pkt. tuhpmuyti tui ntfi cgxgr/ thhbx puish cgxyg ztfi uutx nwegi yti mu sgrdrhhfi tzt ,fkh,'thz yteg bumi sgo eurtza pui thhl tui thhgr napjv'xhh mu dhhi thi dtx' ptri tuhpwi ctx' tui zhl ctbgngigpbykhl tui bj,wshd nhy sgo ehbs uuh tkg ntngx tuictcgx nhy zhhgr ehbs tui thhbhek' tui xhh nhywituhpvhhci t ygkgpti tsgr t pgbg tui njze zhhi tbsgrgtuhpwi zgkci dgchy/

murhe cteungi "jua vrhj"

sh kgmyg jsaho zgbgi dguugi tptr crhuugi puingbyai uutx vtci ptrkuhri sh "jua vrhj" – zhh egbgibhay angei – tui steyuhrho uuhhxi bhay ehhi rputvsgruugdi/

uuhk thl sgrmhhki nhhi thhdgbg grptrubd' cruc acjuvustv mu vah",' tz thl vtc ptrkuhri thbdtbmi nhhijua mu angei' tui t duygr akhj vty nhl tuhxdgvhhkytui murhe dgcrgbdy sgo ange/

gx thz dguugi btfwi vtci t ehbs' ftya ngiptrayhhy bhay pubekhl uutx thz sh ptrchbsubd/ tkxehnpgytrhi vtc thl tuhpdgvgry mu angei' ytytk/fwvtc bhay dgegby aphri uugi stx ehbs str; t yuha/bhay dgangey chho etfi' ctei' ruhngi/ dtrbhay/ gxthz bhay muo ctarhhci sgo argekhfi dgphk uugi tntng egi dtrbhay angei' sgntky aphry ngi sh uugrspubgo jua vrhj uutx sgr ctagpgr vty tubz dgatbei/

thl chi dguugi chh steyuhrho' uugkfg vtci dtrbhaydgegby vgkpi/ chz thhbgr vty nhr rgetngbshry sr/rptk vtrcgygr' tui gr vty ctuuhzi mu vhhki sgoprtckgo' surl trchhyi thi sh yhpg vuhfg xpgri pui shbtz' uuh gr ztk tuhpruhngi gpgx t ptraytpubd grdg.muuhai sh muuhh tuhdi/ sgr jua vrhj thz murhe dgeungimgchxkgl' tui btl 4 uutfi thz tkgx dguugi thi cgxyitrsgbubd c"v' thl vtc dgangey dgzuby tui aytre/

thl vt; tz sh uugrygr uugki vgkpi tbsgrgthshag ehbsgr/

t thshag ntng

argekhfg uuhhytd pui gex-rgh ahrmk

txtl vmkjv tuh; uuhhygr ptr sh duyg trchhy thi"dtzgy" uutx zhhgr phk ngbyai uugri dgvtkpi surl sgo/

uugdi sgo hubdgrnti b"h uutx khhsy auugrg hxurhozhby ti "gex-rgh" ahrmk thz dgptki tuh; tho thi taphytk uutky dguugi duy mu pruchri sh ngytsi pui sr/

xtrbt' uutx uuh ctetby zgbgi auhi txtl thsi dgvtkpidguutri surl sgo/ thi ctrt ptre uugry hgsg ptr uutfidgdgci t kgemhg tuh; sh ngytsi surl vrc f".'tunzhxy/

srl tdc' uutx uuhhxy thr uugdi sgo xupkgngby "gi/gh/ xh/" CAN)gi-ghxhyhk-xhxyhi(?

nhy stben/ uu/

rgstemhg:steyuhrho bumi sgo xupkgngby ptr thhitphmhgkg muuge: gngrszagbxh ruo yrhyngby egdithcgrstzg pui "yhhkgbtk" tui btl ngshmhbgi pui sh"gxhygnhbtuphi" ptnhkhg/ tuhxgrsgo yrgpy ngi tntksteyuhrho gx bumi ptr kubdgi prtckgngi/ tcgr stxtkgx - pui st tui uuhhygr ztdi "tkygrbtyhuug ngshmhi"tbvgbdgr tz gx vgkpy egdi pku)?(' x,o ptrehkgf.'nuj yrtunt' egbxgr' tui btl tunmtkhdg ergbe/ "gi/ gh/xh/" trchhy bhay duy nhy phk grkhh tbyhchtyhe tuiehntu ygrtph' tui ayushgx mhhdi tz muphk sgrpui egiagshdi sh vtr.' sh kubdgi tui sh bhri/

ptruutx trchhy gx ht egdi yhhkgbtk thcgrstzg?uuhhk chh t dtr vuhfg stzg yhhkgbtk' uugry tpdgaygkysh prtsuemhg pui t uuhfyhdi gbzhho' tui stx ntfy shkgcgr ztk dhhi ertfi/ "th/ tr/" steyuhrho uuhhxi auhipubeykhl uuhphk "gi/ gh/ xh/" mu dgci sgo ngbya tz sgrgbzhho ztk uuhsgr prtsumhry uugri tui sh kgcgr ztkeungi mu zhl/

pui sgo tkgo zgy ngi tz "xupkgngby" prtsueyizgbgi bhay tzuh tunaukshd/ zhh egbgi vtci t aytregertpy thi t uugd uutx tubz pauyg ngbyai – uutxbgngi gx "pauy" ptr ngr gbgrdhg tsgr egdi gebh –vtci bhay ehhi tvbubd sgruh;' cag, zhh srhhgi thcgryha tui cgbe yh; thi egrpgr/ stx nhhby' 1( nwztk bhaybgngi tzgkfg ztfi ti drubykhl ayushri uutx zhhgruuhreubd thz' tui 2( tuhc nwbgny gx ht ztk ngituhxsruekhl ztdi ptrwi steytr sgo dtbmi tn,' uuhhkgr egi dgci t duyg rputv uutx muztngi nhy "gi/ gh/xh/" uugry gx thcgrdgsrhhy tuh;/// j"u/

ehbs ayhhy tuh; "ptrytdx"

tubzgr prtckgo thz tpar bhay tzt "prtckgo"'txtl uutkyi zhl dguutubyai mu vtkyi stry' tcgrtntk str; ngi vhk; tuh; t bhay-prtckgo tuhl/// shztl thz tzuh' tz tubzgr hubdgkg ahjhw ayhhy tuh; zhhgrprh hgsi ytd' fngy chho gku,' tui gr thz euho 4 htrtky eg"v/ gr dhhy aktpi truo 7 tzhhdgr' muntk tchxkapgygr' tui cgptr 6 tzhhdgr ptrytdx thz gr auhi"tuh;" thi tkg fkho/ gr aphky zhl truo tui uugy tuhl)bhay tkgntk( dhhi tuhpuugei sh tbsgrg ehbsgr' tphkush ekhhbg cghch/

pui tkx phmk ehbs thz gr tkgntk tuhpdgaytbgi prh'cgrl uugi sh zui ahhby tuh;' tcgr sh kgmyg ptr jsahoayhhy gr tuh; txtl prhgr' uugi gx btl yubek/thbygrgxtby' tz gr dkhhfy mu dhhi aktpi prh/ gr uuhkbhay tuhpzhhi apgy/ tuhc gr phky zhhgr nhs uugy grpauy trhhbdhhi thi cgy pui zhl tkhhbx/

erucho tui prhhby ztdi nwztk tho khhdi aktpiapgygr' tcgr nhr vtkyi bhay sgrpui' uuhhk t 4whgrhdehbs "egi bhay" dhhi aktpi 9 tzhhdgr uuh t druhxgr/tpar ntfi nhr t ygu,/ thhbaptri thi cgy thz tuhlbhay ehhi ztl/ uutx ztdi tbsgrg?

) - (

"ngbyk vgky chho vhhnhai guko"

yhhgrg thshag ehbsgrthl uuhk st nhyyhhki tmhbsgruutx nhy nhr vty ptxhry ctzubsgrdgkhyi vtc thl ptr zhhgr t ktbdg mhhypui sgprgxhg' gbezhhgyh' pjsho tui tbdgmuhdbehhypui phhbpukg bgdtyhuug njacu, ehhi ruv bhay dgvtyhgsg rdg pui ytd vty gx nhr dgyrhh )?( ctdkhhyuuh thr aygky zhl tuusth ptr

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"vnxphe dtzgy"

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4vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

vtc thl dgkhyi hxurh vbpa chz dtrnhhi nbuj, vbpa thz dguutri tuuge

dgruhcy ptr gykhfg htrthl vtc bhay dgvty ehhi ytd tui bhay ehhi btfyptr ehhi auo ths dgstfyvah", nhy zhhi phk jxs tui dgbtsvty nhr ctatbei zhxg ehbsgrkgl

thi t eurmg mhhygx vty trhhbdgahhby thi nhhi ayuc t khfyhdehhytcgr tzuhuuh nhhbg auugrg njacu, vtci

nhr dgphhbhdy ti t dcukvtc thl nhr pruchry ptrdrhbdgri nhywi

ptrayhhi nhhi mhkuutx vah", pui nhr hgmy uuhkthl chi dgmuuhbdgi dguutri mu tuugeahei

nhhi ekhhi ehbspauy thl ztk egbgi eungi mu zhl dgauuhbsngbyai vtci nhr bhay dgauhbynhywi yhyk "auutfg bgruugi" nhr

etkyckuyhd cteruhbygbskhl btl phk va,sku, tui vtrm-

rhhxbsg ,phku, ctdkhhyvty nhr vah", truhxdgakgpy pui nhhi auugrhdehhytui thl pruchr mu vgkpi tbsgrg vhhbyyhhgrg thshag prhhbynhr zgbgi tkg thi vah",wx vtbyehhbgr thz bhay ptrzhfgry nhywi kgcinhr strpi ptrayhhi uutx thz

tubzgr mhk tui ayrgciguko jxs hcbv' sh cgxyg uugd pui dgcithz mu ptrayhhi t muuhhybwx nmc thi kgcidhx bhay ehhi ztk. tuh; hgbgnwx uutbsi tzuh tpiuuhhk su uuhhxy bhay uutxptrt bxhui hgbgo vty ctyrtpiuuh aytre gr yuy tuh; t haugv vtpithbsruhxi egi tkgx tuhxzgvi ckhyaegshd ahhitcgr thbuuhhbhd thi vtr. thz puk nhy dguuhhivhy tp shhi nuhk pui tunzhxyg aphzhdg rhhsyu shl bhay tuh; nhy shhi sruhxbsg aytrehhyuuhhk su uuhhxy bhay uutx chh vah",

thz jauc tui yhhgrzhl aytrei tuhpwi bxhui tui tbdhhi nhywi

kgci thz t dcurv zhhgrvkuuth ztk nahj auhi ceruc eungihgsbwx pgegkg mru, ztk uugri tuugedgbungi

pui: tdgvtkpgbg c"v

b/ c/tpaprgfi g"v egi zhhi t dguutkshdg haugv' gxvty ti vhnkhagr fuj pui truhxmhgi aygrubdgi pubgongbya/ vmkjv rcv/

sh rguutkumhg uutx "vnxphe dtzgy" aygky tvgr shkgmyg vtkcg htr tuhpwi dgchy pui "ngbyk vgky" chhovhhnhai guko' thz bhay ngdkhl mu kuhci nhy uugrygr/thr cteuny zhfgr duyg drhxi' tcgr nhy sgo tkgngivty thr bhay ehhi tvbubd uuh uuhhy thhgr trchhy ekhbdytp thcgrtk/ kfu cfujfo zv uvuag,o t, hartk!

hgmy' kgmybx zgvy ngi zhhgr txtl tbtbxi' chhovhhnhai guko' uugdi "nunjho" tui "gexpgryi" tuh;

ngbyk vgky' tsgr tuh; tzgkfg ptfi uutx zgbgi gbkhlmu "ngbyk vgky"/ thi sh thshag tuhxdtci yrgpy ngitbtbxi ptr' knak' xtagk uugre' ngbyk guugkhughatbx'gntmhtbtkg vhk;' prtckgo chh cjurho' chh ehbsgr'akuo ch,' khhbgi arhpy' vhpbtzg' tui btl tzuhphktbsgrg ztfi uutx zgbgi "thi sh uugky" pui ngbyk vgky'shrgey tsgr tunshrgey/

tuhl yrgpy ngi' cgher thi crhuugi mu rgstemhgx'erhyhe egdi yhhk pui tzgkfg "nunjho"' st uugdi dgky'st uugdi prgnsg tbauhtubdgi' st uugdi x,o thhbgr uutxyuhd bhay/

uugdi sgo uuhk tuhl tuhpcrgbdgi t prtdg: uuhtzuh thzngdkhl mu uuhxi uugr xwthz duy tui uugr bhay? kngavzgbgi vhhby ptrvti mgbskhdgr tui mgbskhdgr prungaun,un"m' tphku dtr vhhnhag' uutx prteyhmhri thhbgpui sh stzhdg ptfi' tcgr ngi vty btl tk. bhay t uugdmu uuhxi uugr ht tui uugr bhay/

muo chhaphk: nna hgmy vtc thl dgzgi ti tbtbx puithhbgo uutx thz xpgmhtkhzhry thi "khhbgi arhpy" tuisurfsgo thz ngdkhl mu uuhxi thbgrkhfg auugrhdehhyiuutx nwvty bhay ptraytbgi ptrsgo – hgmy' knakthhbgr dhhy tvhi tui cteuny t ektrg "shtdbtz" kuhysh arhpy' uutx thz uuhhygr? egi hgbgr arhpy-khhbgr ztdiuutx nwyuy uugdi sgo prhai shtdbtz' egi gr ahei muorhfyhdi akhj?

thl nhhi mu prgdi' uugr ztdy chz uuhphk zhhiprteyhmhrubd ngd dhhi tui chz uuhphk auhi bhay? thhbgruutx egi khhbgi t arhpy' egi dgci gmu, tuh; akuo ch,?thhbgr uutx ptrayhhy t hubd ehbswx thbgrkhfg xyrgxegi tuhl a,skwi chh t hahcv ptr t cjur uutx dkhyay?thhbgr uutx egi tuugebgngi pjs pui t argegshdgthcgrkgcgbha egi tuhl vgkpi kgzi t auugrg thbygrbgygshemhg? thhbgr uutx egi njze zhhi t jcr nhysgprgxhg egi auhi tuhpbgngi ngbyai ptr dgky? thhbguutx vty dgrtyguugy t afbwyg pui tundkhe egi auhivtci t nhhbubd tuh; grbxyg pxhfhtyrhag yrhyngbyx?

thl uugk tpgbgrvhhy nusv zhhi tz thl vtc bhay ehhigbypgr mu sh prtdgx' tui fwuuhhx bhay mh thhbgr vtycfkk' tcgr nhywi ngr tpgbgo mudtbd mu ngbyk vgkychho vhhnhai guko' euny tuhl ngr ektrg tbuuhhzubdgiuutxquugr ht' tui uutxquugr bhay' mu ntfi zhfgr tzngbyai uugri btr dgvtkpi tui bhay j"u ptregry/

tui fwuugk btftntk nxhho zhhi nhy kuhc uugrygr' tzvah", ztk thhl tkg ctmtki fk nhkh snhyc' uuhhk thrvty bhay ehhi vadv uuh uuhhy thhgrg tuhpyugi dhhgi thisgo vhbzhfy/ crfv tui vmkjv/

t hubdgrnti

thi sh ptkdbsg auru, uuhk thl trtparhhci nhhipgrzgbkhfg dgahfyg' fsh njze mu zhhi tbsgrg' cpry thigbkhfg tunaygbsi/ thl arhhc stx muo rucrhe "ngbykvgky chho vhhnhai guko"' tarhfo tz thr vty tztrucrhe uutx thz njze txtl thsi thi auugrg nmcho/ngi str; yteg fxsr rgsi pui sgo tui nuyhdi' tparuugy stx ftya yhhkuuhhz crgfi sh btrhag "xyhdnt"uutx vgray khhsgr chho vhhnhai guko thi sgo dgchy/

thl chi auhi vhhby t hubdgrnti t ahhbg ptr htr btlsh j,ubv' t ytyg pui t ayuc nhy ehbsgrkgl eg"v/pgrzgbkhl chi thl c"v dgcgbyay nhy dtr t duyi etp'tui vcbv muo kgrbgi' uutx thl vtc c"v phhi

tuhxdgbumy' uuh tuhl chi thl tbdgbungi chh ngbyai tkxaytre ekud tui "dgrhci" )thl arhhc stx k,ugk, puisgo crhuu(/

nhhi dgahfyg vhhcy zhl ti btl tkx hubdgr cjur uutxmukhc xhcu, chi thl dguugi t ayhe mhhy tubygr druhxsrue' tbsgo uutx thhbgr ztk nhr truhxvgkpi' tui stxvty nhl trhhbdgphry thi sgprgxhg/ tzuh zgbgisurfdgktpi phk htri' tui tphku uugi sgr turztl pubgoprtckgo thz auhi xytchkhzhry dguutri' thz btl shsgprgxhg dgckhci' uuhhk nhhi prhgrshdg gntmhtbtkgdgzubyvhhy thz auhi mucrtfi dguutri/

sh sgrsruebsg sgprgxhg vty nhr dgegby ctptkiti ehhi auo xhcv' ti ehhi auo uutrgbubd' pkumkhbd' tuiuugr rgsy btl uugi gx ht dguugi t xhcv' tphku tekhhbyahdg ztl/ knak: tuhc t stuugbgi thz tsurl zhhgrprtxy' bhay tuhpwi aytpk uutx thl vtc dguutky' chithl dguutri sgprgxy/

gx vty dgsuhgry zhhgr t ktbdg mhhy thl ztk egbgiptrayhhi uutx dhhy ptr nhy nhr/ thi sh grayg mhhyivtc thl stx tbdgeuey tkx x,o "gmcu,"' tui thlvtc dgkgrby txtl xprho uutx rgsi pui anjv' thlvtc pruchry mu trchhyi tuh; sgo uugd' chz/// chz fwchidgeungi muo ctakux tz thl vtc t "ekhbhai" prtckgouutx ngi str; ctvtbski tui vhhki/

bu' pui uugi thl vtc dgntfy sgo ctakux' chz uugithl vty dgbungi sh rhfyhdg arhy "mu yti gpgx" uugdisgo' vty dgsuhgry mgi htr – t mgbskhd htri uutx nhhikgci thz dguugi t dhvbo tuh; sgr uugky )sh uutx uuhhxibhay uutx nhhby sgprgxhg c"v uugki stx ehhbntk bhayptrayhhi(/

ptrayhhy zhl tz nhhi zgkcxy zhfgrvhhy thz dgptkimu tubygr buk )"cgktu zhrtu" ckg"z( tubygr tzgkfgtubygrsruebsg tunaygbsi/

tdc' uuhk thl zhl uugbsi mu sh duyg prhhby uutx pkgdytpyntk prgdi' "ptruutx zgxyu tuhx tzuh ptrzuhgry?"uutx sh xtry prtdgx vtci' tbayty vgkpi' dgdtxiztk. tuh; sh uutubsi/ tuusth nhhby ehhbgr bhay ehhiakgfyx' tcgr muphk ptraytbs thcgr t muuhhybwxdgphki vtci zhh ptry bhay/ ngbhi kgbhi ctu,u gbhi'ntfy zhl tpy tz gx anugxi t drupg ngbyai' thhbgrthz dguutri ruhy' yrgpi zhl ngbyai uutx prgdi hgbgo"ptruutx chxyu dguutri ruhy?" – ztki sh ngbyai uuhxitz zhh ctdhhgi ti tey pui rmhjv nna/ thr ntfy btltrdgr sgo nmc/ sh cgxyg ptr hgbgo thz' uugi thrntfy zhl bhay uuhxbshd' fthku thr vty bhay ctngrey/

ktnhr murhe dhhi muo gbhi///uuhktbd thl chi dguugi t cjur ptr zhl vtc thl

dgkhyi tui dgauuhdi' tcgr btl sh j,ubv' uugi 2 ngbyaikgci muztngi' thz dguugi auugr tzuh tbmudhhi/ gray vtcthl pruchri surl "uuhytnhbgi" tui uugi stx vty bhaydgvtkpi vtc thl dgbungi yrtfyi pui dhhi mu tygrtphxy' tcgr tstbe sh "xyhdnt" thz nhr dguugizhhgr auugr stx ptrmuaktdi thbsgrvhho' tui ju. sgovtc thl nurt dgvty tz sgr ptey tz thl' dgkubdgbgrhubdgrnti' dhhy mu t ygrtphxy' uugy nhl btl ngrtrtpektpi/ kngav vtc thl stx thhbntk nrnz dguugithi ayuc' tui c"v zh vty gx tuhx tuhpdgbungi zhhgr'zhhgr' ptzhyhuu tui' tsrcv' nhl aytre njze dguugi musgo arhy/

tzuh chi thl tbdgeungi muo ygrtphxy/ kngav chithl cfkk bhay dguutri pui sgo muektpy' tsrcv' thlvtc nhl tkhhbx dgagmy tz fwvtc dgvty sgo eurtzathi nhr mu dhhi/ tzuh thz stx tbdgdtbdgi t ktbdg mhhy'tuhxdgcbshd tuh; sgo yuhzbygr stktri -- tcgr dgvtkpichi thl bhay dguutri/

st uuhk thl yteg ngurr zhhi sh ygrtphxyi tuuhfyhdg ztl/ stx uugki zhh stl nusv zhhi tz bhay hgsgrthhbgr uugry dgvtkpi surl zhh' thz tuhc zhh zgvi btlgykhfg xgxhgx tz gx vty bhay ehhi vmkjv' ztki zhhtpgbgrvhhy ztdi ptrwi ekhgby tz thr zgby bhay ptrnhr' tui bhay njze zhhi ptkagrvhhy tz gx uugy "nhysgr mhhy" trchhyi tui dkhhfmhhyhd truhxakgpi pui hgbgozhhi kgmyi stktr pui yta/

murhe muo gbhi – xu; fk xu;' btl tptr htr pui ytiarhy ti ehhbg grbxyg rgzukytyi' vtc thl tbdgvuhci muyrtfyi pui yti sh "dgpgrkhfg" ztl pui bgngi"ngshmhbgi" uutx stx erhdy ngi chho "argegshdi"steytr uutx rupy zhl "pxhfhtytr"/ sgntky vtc thltbdgeuey sh dtbmg ztl uuh "hgsgr nhhby" tz nx,nt thz

Page 5: mti esaho: dhhgbshd muo srue/// vnxphe thi erh, hutk … nhywi ehbs hgsi grc rta jusa/ * sgr "pkgh drup" prtdrto thz yhhk pui vnxphewx "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" prtdrto thi erh, hutk

5 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

sgr pxhfhtytr bhay uuhhbhdgr uuh t ntsbgr "dguugzgbgrnaudgbgr" ngbya uutx trchhy t dtbmi ytd btr nhy"naudgho"' zhhi tphx euey tuhx uuh ti "tbaytky" pui"naudgho tui juxrh sgv"' tui cfkk bgngi "ngshmhbgi"thz stl nna dgpgrkhl' uuhhk:

1( gx vty chygrg xhhs tpgeyx2( ngi uugry tbdgchbsi sgrmu tuhpwi dtbmi kgci3( btr "naudgho" bgngi "bgruugi phki"btfwi vtci sh tkg ztfi thhbdgctei thi etp'

ptrayhhy zhl tkhhbx uuh auugr gx thz ptr t vhhnhaingbya mu tpntfi mu bgngi ngshmhbgi' tcgr nhr thz shtkg ztfi bhay dguugi ehhi tpvtky btfwi zhl thcgrmhhditz ti tbsgrg uugd pui vhk; vtc thl bhay/ tzuh chi thltbdgeungi muo pxhfhtytr' uuhxbshd ektr thi nhhidguuhxi tz uugi nhhbg ctetbyg ztki uuhxi pui sgouutkyi zhh nna dgwjkawy' kuhy sh btrhag xyhdnt uutxvgray chh tubz/

uutx ztk thl thhl ztdi' yhhgrg thsi/zhhy thl chi tbdgeungi muo pxhfhtytr zgbgi tkg

ptkag snhubu,' thkuzhgx tui ptbytzhgx tuuge dgpkuhdinhywi ruhl/ trhhbdgeungi chi thl thi t btrntkg tphxuuh "ckuhz" btrntkg ngbyai uutryi – btr duho' chhuugngi sh xyhdnt thz auhi ktbd ptrauutubsi dguutri/sgr pxhfhtytr tkhhbx thz t zgkyi phhbgr tui ekudgrngbya/ gr vty nhl tuhxdgvgry nhy dgphk' nhhivhxytrhg' nhhbg xhnpytngi/ ctks vty gr nhrptrarhci t ngshmhi pui sh "tbyh-sgprgxgbs"etygdtrhg' gx vhhxy "gpgextr"' t uutubsgrctrgngshmhi uutx trchhy tuhxgrdguugbkhl duy' ti ehhi auozhhyhdg tpgeyi' tui pui sgo tkhhbx thz nhhi zgkcxyzhfgrvhhy murhe truh; t ahhbg ptr aytpkgi/

bu' uutx nhhby thz nhr dgeungi sh grayg ztl thidgstbe? "rcubu ak guko' ptruutx thi sgr uugky vtcthl dgkhyi dtbmg mgi htr' dguutks' m g i h t r' hxurhoburtho' mgr' gdn, bpa' czhubu,' thi sgr mhhy uutx shrputv thz dguugi thi ptrntxh egdi thcgr sh dtx?"zhfgr thz tkgx ctagry' tcgr t vuhpy duro thz zhfgrsh btrhag yhpau,wshdg "xyhdnt" chh tubzgr guko puibhay rgsi pui "sh ztfi"' bhay zufi vhk;' tui jx uakuo'jx ujkhkv' bhay bgngi ngshmhbgi/

ktnhr yteg mu khhdi sh ygbu, uutx thl vtc prhgrsgrntby uugdi pxhfhtytr tui ngshmhbgi/

4( gx vty chygrg xhhs tpgeyx/A thl vtc bhay pruchry tkg mgbskhdgr ngshmhbgi

uutx zgbgi st tuhpwi ntregy ptr sgo' tcgr stx thzzhfgr tz nwegi tk. yrgpi ptr thhbgo thhi ngshmhiuutx vty bhay ehhi xhhs tpgeyx tuh; tho' tui tuhctkg ti tuhxbto vtci ht zhhyhdg tpgeyi' egi ngi zhlmudguutuhbgi sgrmu tsgr zhh thdbtrhri' uuhxbshd tz shtbsgrg uugd thz phk trdgr )ptr dguuhxg wauugrgw xhhstpgeyx zgbgi st drhbdg kgzubdgi uutx pxhfhtytri tuitphku vhhnhag gxebho uuhhxi sgrpui – rgs/(

5( ngi uugry tbdgchbsi sgrmu tuhpwi dtbmi kgci/A stx thz t khdby tui thhbrgsgbha' ngi egi ht

trtpdhhi xhh uugi nhy tbuuhhzubdgi pui steytr/ btruutx sgi' btfwi bgngi sh ngshmhi uuhhxy ngi auhi uuhbtrha ngi thz mu kgci tui zhl nuyagi ti sgo' nnhktckhhcy ngi sgrnhy uuhktbd gx pgky tuhx/

/B ktnhr ztdi tuh; t nhbuy tz ht' ngi str; gxbgngi tuhpwi kgci' uutx thz akgfy? thl uuhk thhl prgdi'uuhtzuh euey thr ti t ngbya uutx rhhfgry' tphku btrthhi mhdtrgyk t ytd? stx thz txtl trdgr uuh bgngitbyh-sgprgxgbs ngshmhbgi' ptr gykhfg xhcu,/ thhbx'sgr ruhfgrgr thz ctn, "gsheygs" muo mhdtrgyk'uutx tuh; sgo thz ehhbgr bhay njuke/ muuhhybx' grbgny xo vnu, hgsi ytd' tui thl bgo xo vjhho/srhybx' ptrwi ruhfgrgr etxy gx tumru, nhy thshadgky' tui nhhbg ngshmhbgi eungi tunzhxy tsgr fngytunzhxy/

/C )srhybx' ptruutx thz gx tbsgra uuh tbsgrgngshmhbgi uutx nwstr; bgngi ytd ygdkhl tuhpwi dtbmikgci' txphrhi' xygyhi' xhbsrths' tui btl vubsgrygrtbsgrg? uugy ngi hgb. tuhl bhay bgngi uuhhk gx thztuh; kgcbxkgbdkhl? – rgs/(

6( btr "naudgho" bgngi "bgruugi phki"/A graybx' zhhy uuhxi' tz thi tngrheg tkhhbx bgngi

mgbskhdgr nhkhtbgi ngbyai )rhhl tui trgo' hubd tuitky' ngbgr tui pruhgi' rgdhrubd phrgr tui cykbho'chzbgx ntdbtyi tui vhhnktzg' "tkg" xtry ngbyai -

rgs/( sh "phki" hgsi thhbmhdi ytd' tui tuh; zhh tkg uugyngi stl bhay ztdi zhh zgbgi "naudgho"' buxj shvhhnhag thhbdgrgsyg xyhdnt/

/B muuhhybx' thz "yhhkgbtk" tuhl t "bgruugi phk"'nwbgny gx ptr phzhag uuhhytd tcgr gx trchhy surlntfi sgo nuj bhay aphri uuhhytdi pui thhi pkt.' bu'tbyh-sgprgxgbs ntfi tuhl btr tchxk trsgbubd thinuj/

/C srhybx' thz sgi bhay t mhdtrgyk tuhl btr muctruthdi sh bgruugi? thz btr uuhhk gpgextr tsgrgbkhfx thz thi ytckgy ptrgo thz gx grdgr' tui tznwuugy gx bgngi uuh cruhbg ayuhc thi ptphr' nhy tekhhbgo phhgrk' uugy gx auhi uugri "btrntk"?

muo akux' ptr sh uutx khhsi pui sh xtryprtckgngi tui vtci auhi pruchry tkg drhbdg tuitkygrbtyhuug nhykgi' ti grptkd' chyg vtyx rjnbu,tuh; thhl tkhhbx tui tkg truo tui yuy uutx ngi str;/vtky thhl bhay tp pui bgngi vhk;/ thr euey tuhxpubey uuh t ngbya uutx vty cruhy ptr zhhbg tuhditcgr dhhy tuhx ptr vubdgr uuhhk gr egi bhaytuhxayrgei sh vtby tui crgbdgi sh cruhy muo nuhk/thhgr rputv thz nna bgci thhl' tsgr trhcgr sh dtx/

t aygbshdgrkhhbgr

b/ c/tbyaukshdy ptrwi bhay tubygrarhhci nhhibtngi – gx thz mu ptrstbegi sh yruhgrhdg "xyhdnt"

rgstemhg:uutx egbgi nhr ztdi? t crfv mu ntfi'akvo uakbu akl vo/

"nhxygrhgzg uuhhytd thi cuhl"

tzuh uuh thr dkhhfy uuh eurmgr uugk thl bhay ntrhlzhhi nhy etnpkhngbyi uuh xwuutky dgptxy ptr tztyhhgrg thbvtkyxrhhfg tuhxdtcg/ thl vtc auhinhydgvtkyi uuh txtl ngbyai khhdi trhhi zhhgrwx tprtckgo thi khhbgrx dtzgy' tui c"v txtl vtci murhedgahey gbypgrx' uugk thl tuhl nhyyhhki t prtckgotui vtpgbykhl uugki duyg thsi uuhxi uutx mu gbypgri/

auhi tptr htr uutx – fwchi bhay ehhi steytr egithl bhay tbuuhhzi pubeykhl uutu – thl vtcthbygrgxtbyg uuhhytdi chho tbvuhc ntdi/ thl aphrstx ngrxybx hgsi muprh chho tuhpayhhi' tui stxvtky ti chz uugi thl gx prhaytd tui btfwi gxi dhhygx tuuge' tcgr apgygr euny gx murhe/ uuhctks gxictruthdy sh uuhhytdi' str; gx hgsg ayhe mhhy gxithbnhyi ytd// uugi thl chi bgruugz yuy gx tuhl aytreuuhh' bhay ehhi jhkue uugkfg mhhy/

thl vtc auhi dgrgsy nhy tptr ngbyai uutx vtcicgrl sgo zgkci prtckgo' tui ehhbgr vty bhay dgvtyehhi dgvgrhdg gbypgr/ steyuhrho uuhhxi tuhl bhay uutxstx thz tui uuhtzuh gx mu kgzi' hgsgr ztdy gpgxtbsgra/

uugr gx vty tzt prtckgo' tntk tsgr vhhby' uugyzhfgr ptrayhhi uutx thl nhhi' tui tuhc thhnhmgruuhhxy gpgx t ctahhsgbha sgruh;' tui uuhtzuh gx uugrytuhxdgvhhky' ztk chyg vgkpi nhl tui btl thsi tuitrhhbarhhci t crhuu/ hhar fuj/

t ptruuhhytdygpruh

rgstemhg:thr uugry rgetngbshry mu zgvi t duyi"szah/ thh/" xpgmhtkhxy' tphku ngi str; muntksurfdhhi txtl steyuhrho chz nweuny ti muo rhfyhdiakhj/

"vhk; ptr zhhgr ehmkshd ehbs"

sgr crhuu thz ti gbypgr muo crhuu ptrhdi jusa puit ntng uutx thr ehbs thz zhhgr "ehmkshd"' zhhgrxgbxhyhuu mu uugri tbdgrhry' tui nwegi thr bhaydgvgrhd tbyti' ctsi' ntfi sh vtr' tt"uu/ thl nhhi tzstx ehbs vty t "xgbxtrh thbygdrghati" prtckgotui' bhhi' tzt "gx/ thh/" prtckgo nhhby bhay ngr

grbxy uuh stx tkhhbx' nwegi zhhi t btrntk ehbs thihgsi dgchy' tui vtci sgo thhbmhdi prtckgo tuidtrbhay ngr/

chh sgo ehbs ektpy tuhx t "xgbxtrhthbygdrghati" auutfehhy' tz sgr "jua vnhaua"' sheub. pui aphri uugi nwuugry tbdgrhry' thz tbyuuhekyzhhgr "gexyrgo" chh sgo ehbs' tz tphku btr t ekhhbgrhr uugry tuhxdgyhhyay thi nuj uutu t ntxhuugtyteg/

sh zgkcg ztl yrgpy ngi chh sh tuhgri' uugi t ehbsegi vtci t prtckgo tz tphku t ayhkg dgrusgr uugrytuhxdgyhhyay thi nuj uuh t dgpgrkhfg dgruha' tui stxehbs thz yteg zhhgr xgbxhyhuu mu xhh uugkfg dgrusgr/sh zgkcg ztl' nhhi thl' yrgpy ngi chh sgo ehbs uugditbrhri/

gx thz st zhhgr phhbg ygrtph egdi sgo xpgmhphaiprtckgo' tui gx thz uuhfyhd tbmvuhci uuh prhgr/ tuhcngi ktzy tzt "xgbxtrh" prtckgo dhhi uuhhygr' egistx tpauutfi sgo ehbs thi btrntki kgci' mu uugki zhhitpdgzubsgry' ckhhci nhy auutfg zgkcxy-agmubd' tuitphku uuhhygr mu pxhftktdhag auutfehhyi/

tunmtkhdg gkygri pui ehbsgr nhy tzt prtckgovtci c"v dgvty ytytkg vmkjv nhy ygrtph' tui hpvagv tj, euso/

) - (

rgstemhg:muuhh khhbgrx vtci trhhbdgahey sgozgkci gbypgr' fngy uutry chh uutry/

dtzgy thbvtky tui xytbstryi

thi nzrzhi tkt knzurzhi/ uuhctks sh tuhxdtcg uugrytzuh duy dgarhci' tui stx thz sh thhbmhdxyg mhhyubdtuh; thsha uutx thl khhgi )uuhhk sh tbsgrg zgbgidgarhci nhy dtr txtl drhhzi thi drtntyhe' tui tkxthhbgr uutx egi tchxk fkkho thi kav"e' thsha tuigbdkha egi thl zhh pauy bhay khhbgi( grkuhc thl zhlptrmuaktdi t duyg dgstbe' tz uugi thr vty t crhuuuugdi t ygng uutx thz tuhl sgrntby thi zgkci"dtzgy"' ztky thr muo gbsg crhuu muarhhci ")zgvtryhek stry tui stry("/

sh zgkcg ztl egi zhhi ptregry' tz chh bhhgx tsgrtryhekgi thcgr ygngx uutx uugri tuhl sgrntby chhsh crhuugi' ztk ngi muarhhci ")zgv crhuu uugdi sgo thivhhbyhdi bungr("

muo chhaphk' ty thi sgo dtzgy )jaui( thz dguugituhpwi grayi zhhy t bhhgx uugdi "etks" ngshmhbgi'uutky ngi muo gbsg dgegby muarhhci "ghw chh shcrhuugi" uutx t ctcg ,jhw vty trhhbdgarhci uugdi shcgbgphyi pui yrubei prhag vhhnhag vtby-dgntfygtrtbsza szaux/ pteyha' tuhc stx thz thbygrgxtby'thz stx tbsgrg tuhl/

cfkk' vtc thl zhhgr vbtv pui thhgr arhhci nhy shfkkho thi drtntyhe' tui thl vt; tz tbsgrg uugki zhltpkgrbgi sgrpui )tsgr ctmtki ptr euutkhygytbayty euutbyhygy(/ tphku bhay' ztki zhh tuhl ftyavtci uutx mu khhbgi/

hhar fuj ptrwi trhhbkhhdi sh auru,/

n/ e/

rgstemhg:hhar fuj ptr sh uutrhng uugrygr/// gxthz t dtr duygr dgstbe' tcgr uugy bhay uugritbdgbungi' uuhhk t mhhyubd uutx dhy tp sgo rhfyhdirgxpgey ptr sh khhbgr ahjhu vtky zhl muo pgkzi-pgxyi hxus tz crhuugi tui nhhbubdgi vtci bhay ehhi auoahhfu, nhy bhhgx tui tryhekgi/ t crhuu egi ztdi pubeyptregry uuh t bhhgx' tui t nhhbubd egi zhhi ytytktbyh-rgstemhg/ ftyahd x,o ntfi t "rgpgrgb."muuhai sh muuhh thcgr sh zgkcg ygng yuhay bhay sgothbvtky pui sh bhhgx tsgr crhuu' thz gx stl tptrchbsubd muuhai muuhh uugkyi uutx str; uugrituhxdgnhyi tphku npbh nrth, vghi/

tui xhh uuh yrgpi sh khhbgrx uutx zhh uuhki thi tkgtpyhhkubdgi pui sh tuhxdtcg' uuh thhgr crhuu ztdy tzuhduy gsu,' tphku ti mudgci sgo rgpgrgb./

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sgr vhxytrhagr erhzhx thitngrhegwx rhgk gxyghy ntregy'uutx sgrdrhhfy pui sh vgfxygntbvgyi aphmi chz sh ekgbxygshrvwkgl chh jrshag thsi' tuiabhhsy ayhegr pui sh drgxyg uutkxyrhy phrngx chz ekhhbg dgagpyitruo sh etrbgr' thz dguutri t phmkekgbgr chh gkygri pui xpgmhgkgehbsgr' uugkfg egbgi thmy cteungit stpkyg stzg vhk; ptr tithhdgbg shrv/

sh vhk; prtdrtngi ptrxpgmhgkg gkygri zgbgi mgyhhkythi ntrydgsza vhk; tui vtuzhbddrgbyx/

sh "drgby" vhk; euny thiptrgo pui t drgby uutx egisgrdrhhfi chz 000'51$ pgr napjv't dtr srtntyhag xung uutx thzphk vgfgr uuh ktetkg etnhubhyhdrgbyx uutx grayg ntk shrveuhpgr egbgi cteungi thi phkdgdbygr/ thi rgtkhygy' tcgr' thzzhhgr auugr mu cteungi sgo druhxidrgby' tui gx thz st t ktbdg"uughyhbd khxyg" pui gkygri uutxuutryi sgruh;/

sh ntrydgsza vhk; uugrymudgaygky tuh; ngr t crhhyiptrbgo ptr gkygri pui xpgmhgkgehbsgr tuh; t crhhyi ptrbgo thcgrdtb. bhu htre xyghy' thi ptrgo puit 4 prtmgby ntrydgsza'trtbszahry surl "xtbh-ngh"' txyghy ntrydgsza vhk; tdgbyur'tuhxakhxkhl btr nhy "go/ gbs yh/"ctbe/ mu cteungi sgo stzhdiprtdrto strpi sh tpkhetbyi tuhlbtfeungi dguuhxg rgduktmhgx tuiptrarhpyi' tcgr gx thz bhay tzuhauugr tui ktbd-suhgrbs uuh sh"drgby" ptr t shrv/

*uutx sh vhk; nhhby ptr t

napjv vhhbyhdg mhhyi thz tparthcgrhd mu ztdi' tcgr sgr erhzhxthbgo rhgk gxyghy ntregy' tuixpgmhpha thi rgzhsgbatk vtuzhbd'uugry tzuhphk trdgr pui ytd mu ytdtz nwegi bhytntk btfhtdi nhy shtbyuuhekubdgi/

tuh; "uutk xyrhy"' sgr phbtb.mgbygr pui bhu htre' tngrheg' tuiphkhhfy sh dtbmg uugky' auugcy tdgshfyg druhg uutkei uutx uugryhgsi ytd ngr tui ngr yubek/ shdrgxyg "khhci" pui sh phbtbmhgkguugky' uuh "ngrhk khbya" tui "xhyhctbe"' vtci chz sgruuhhk ptrkuhrifngy 02 chkhti stktr mukhc rhgkgxyghy tui ntrydgszaprtckgngi/

"szagh/ ph/ ntrdgi"' "cgbe tuu

tngrheg'" "uutahbdyti nhuyaugk"tui "uutetuuhg" zgbgi tuhl tuh;druhxg mru, nhy chkhtbgi stktrituuge nhywi ruhl' tcgr chh zhh vtyngi btl bhay ehhi pubeykhfgmhpgri/

sgr erhzhx dhhy mgchxkgltrhcgr mu tbsgrg phrngx tuithbsuxyrhgx/ "th-yrghs"' tptpukgrg gkgeyrtbhag ctbe' vtyauhi ptrkhri thcgr vtkc pui thrxyte ntregy uugrs' mukhc nhbhnuo1$ chkhti rhgk gxyghy atsbx/thmy eungi ctrhfyi pui "vtuoshptu" uugdi srtntyhag xghkxrgsuemhgx' uuhhk tz sgr vtuzhbdntregy thz auutl' dhhy ngi bhaythhbeuhpi bhhg ztfi ptrwi vuhz/

sgr atsi pubgo ntrydgszaerhzhx chz tvgr egi ctyrgpi txfuo pui 051$ chkhti – tcgr stxvtci tbtkhxyi dgztdy ptrhdg uutl/vhhby mu ytd uugry sgr mhpgrdgkhhdy' bhaweav' chh 004 chkhtistktr/ tui stx thz ckuhz tuh; shdgatmyg atsi chz vhhby' bhayrgfgbgbshd uutx sgr mueubpy uugycrgbdgi/

nhy tzgkfg vtr-tuhpaygkbsgatsbx zgbgi tkg phbtbmhgkgphrngx tuh; aphkegx uuhtzuh sgrrhgk gxyghy tui vtuzhbd ntregyertl uugy zhh ctyrgpi/ sh prtdgpui "rgxgxhg" thz auhi bhay uugdi"tuhc" btr uugdi "uugi"' tzuh uuh cgicgrbgbeh' ptrzhmgr pui "pgsgrtkrgzgruu" – sh mgbyrtkg ctbe puitngrheg – vty dgztdy chh zhhituhpyrhy thi etbdrgx' tz shgetbtnhg thz pui zungr tbdgvuhcitrhhi thi t ptzg pui auutfehhy/

ngr pgxhnhxyhag tbtkhxyiztdi tz sh rgxgxhg egi sgrdrhhfi tyhpgri aytpk uuh gruutrygy' tuiuugri sh trdxyg getbtnhag xgztithi sh ptrthhbhdyg zhby sh chygrg"sgprgati" pui cgptr sh muuhhyguugky nkjnv/

*sgr erhzhx thz muaytbs

dgeungi' thi eurmi' mukhc tzgkygbg muztneuo pui gykhfgpteytri uutx vtci zhl tbdgekgcymuztngi tui dguutri t uutexbsgabhh-ctk uutx euhkgry zhl trtptruhx pui etbyrtk/

sgr tbvuhc pui thmyhdi erhzhxegi' kuhy ngrxyg gexpgryi' zhl

tbvuhci mu rgfgbgi thi sh 09wgrhtri' sh tzuhdgrupgbg "zhci pgyg"htri pui btfwi grayi prgzhsgby cuachz sh "sty-eto ertl" chho gbsgpubgo ekhbyti etsgb./

sgntky thi sh 09wgr htri vtyfhbg tbdgvuhci ptrpkhhmi tngrhegnhy chkhdg prtsueyi' t auutubduutx vty aytre dgagshdy tuh;thhchd sh tngrhetbgr rhyghk tuiptcrhetmhg thbsuxyrhgx )zgvygexyhk' pktxyhe' gkgeyrtbhex(/sgr fhbgzgr aygei thz pui sgoxtry uutx aktdy nhy chhsg gei:nhkhtbgi szatcx thi tngrheg zgbgiptrkuhri dguutri' tui sh chkhdgthnptryhryg prtsueyi vtcidgmuuhbdgi tunmtkhdg ekhhbgdgagpyi mu dhhi ctberty )zgvuutk-ntry(/ mhbhegr ztdi tzkgmybx vty sgr fhbgzgr aygeicteungi dtr t srhyg aph. )tfhbgzgr ptygby(' pui xo vnu, tuickhh uutx ngi yrgpy thi fngy tkgzhhgrg prtsueyi' pui mhhicgraykgl chz ehbsgr aphkmhhd/

sgr "fhbg prtckgo" thz duyptrsgey dguutri surl sh ckhgbsgxyte ntregy pui hgbg "pgyghtri" )zgv sgh-yrgshbd(' tcgr shsgeg thz ptrauutubsi dguutri nhywi"sty-eto ctck" muztngi nhy tntxhuug ertl tuh; uutk xyrhy'uutx thz dguugi t dtr srtntyhagzg. ptr sh getbtnhg/

sh 11-9 ygrtr tyteg vtydgdgci ti tunctarhhckhfg zg. ptrsh tngrhetbgr getbtnhg – tuh;tzt aytreg uugd tz tuh; tptruutfi thz sh chzbgx uugky dguugifngy ptrtkhzhry' tui dgmhhkygjsaho sgrbtl vty zhl tbdgvuhci titphmhgkg rgxgxhg/

nhy tzt srhh-ptfhdg tytnhagtyteg tuh; sh getbtnhg' vty shtngrhetbgr rgdhrubd' surl shpgsgrtk rgzgruu thi aph. pui gkgidrhbxpti' sgntky tbdgvuhci tetnphhi mu ktzi ergshy uugridrhbdgr' surl ktzi yrtxegi"thbygrgxy rtygx" tuh; shabgkxyg uugd trtp thi vhxytrhg/sh cgxgrg rtygx vtci ektrdgrtyguugy sh tngrhetbgrgetbtnhg pui sh yrhpk-zg. fhbg'xyte ntregy ertl' tui 11-9ygrtr tyteg/ ptruutx? uuhhk gxvty dgntfy tchxk drhbdgr mu yti

chzbgx uuh prhgr' ngi vty cteungidrhbdg muyrhy mu dgky/

sh chkhdg thbygrgxy rtygxvtci – pubeykhl uuh gruutrygy –dgcuhy sh drtbshgzg pubstngbytuh; uutx sh getbtnhg vty zhltbdgvtkyi sh tkg htri zhby 10w: shdrgxyg rhgk gxyghy tuhpckh thitngrhetbgr vhxytrhg/ sh rtygxzgbgi dguugi tzuh thi srwgrs tuintrydgszagx zgbgi dguutri chkhduuh ctray )"phexs" ntrydgszartygx zgbgi suet bhay tpvgbdhethi pgsgrtk rgzgruu rtygx' btrthi 01 htr yrgzaurh ctbsx' tui stxckhhcy ptr t muuhhyg ctarhhcubd -tcgr ptey thz sgntky dguugi tzxhh pgsgrtk rgzgruu rtygx tui xhhyrgzaurh rtygx' zgbgi dguugiapty chkhd thi sh zgkcg mhhy(/

mukhc sh chkhdg rtygx vtyhgsgr muuhhygr ngbya tui zhhi afidgegby euhpi t vuhz/ tzt ckhgbsgvtuzhbd ntregy thz dguutrictdkhhy nhy tpkhhgbxgx' vtuothnprtuungby' ngck' huyhkhyhx'phbtbmhrubd' tuh; tzt druhxi ptrbgotz sh dtbmg getbtnhg vty zhltbdgvtkyi sgruh;/

thi tzgkfg "duyg mhhyi" eungimu dhhi tuhl sh tbsgrg gkgngbyi'tui aprhbdgi trhhi mu hgsgdgkgdbvhhy uutu nwegi ftpi t abgkistktr/ gx vtci thcgrbtfytuhpdgckhy tzgkfg thbsuxyrhgx uuhsguugktpgrx' rhgk gxyghycrtuegrx' ntrydgsza crtuegrx'x,o crtuegrx' tprghzgrx'pkhpgrx tui/// pkhp-pkhpgrx/

"cbhi purj, ctuhr" thz dguutrit ptryhdg rgtkhygy thi ntbvgyi'nhtnh' ktx uugdtx' ktxtbszagkgx' sgyrthy tui btldruhxg aygy/ bhay thbdtbmirgtkhygy' uuhhk txtl "etbstu"prthgeyi thi nhtnh' muo chhaphk'zgbgi auhi dguugi dgpkhpy srhh ntkcgptr ngi vty dgkhhdy t auhpkthi sgr grs' tui yhhk pui shprthgeyi vtci yteg ytytkdgertfy/

cgbe vtci dgayupyntrydgsza phrngx' crtuegrxvtci dgsruey tuh; btthuug ngbyai'tui ngi thz dgktpi euhpi tuh;chkhdg rtygx/ etbeurgb. thzdguutri tzuh vhmhd' tz hgsg ctbe thzthcgrdgaprhbdgi sh tbsgrg nhy

btl ngr chkhdg rtygx tui tuhcbhay dgbud chkhd' vty ngi dgntfyeubmkhfg prtsueyi uuh "thbygrgxytbkh"' "tro gszatxygck"' "yhzgr"tui "ctkui" tt"uu/ sgr btthuugrshrv euhpgr vty bhay dgkhhby shekhhbg auru,' tui tubygrdgarhciptryhdg ztfi/

tbayty sh btrntkg trsgbubduutx vgray chh tzt tjrhu,wshdgztl uuh euhpi t shrv' vtci sh drhbdgctshbdgi dgktzy hgsi ngbya nhy tptr tuhdi tui t duyi jcr tui tparti thnghk tsrgx euhpi t vuhz nhy t"phhbgo" ntrydgsza/ ehhiptrshbxyi' ehhi btngi' ehhi tsrgx/

mukhc sgo druhxi dghgd mu euhpit shrv' vtci sguugktpgrx tuizhhgrg tdgbyi dgvty sh prhuuhkhdhgpui tkgx trtbszahri kuhy zhhgrthbygrgxg/ sh dkhekhfg ptnhkhguutx sgrdrhhfy sgo druhxi"tngrhetbgr jkuo" pui vtci tithhdgbg shrv vty dguuhhby tuhpwidtbmi uugd muo "ektuzhbd"' cag, shtbsgrg zhhy ehhfy ptr dgkgfygrtuhpwi dtbmi uugd muo gk/ gk/ xh/tetuby/

tkgbptkx' sgr ntregy thzdguutexi uuh tuh; vhhuugi/ ngbyaivtci dgeuhpy tptryngbyx ptr"thbuugxyngby"' uuhxbshd tzuuhctks sgr ntregy uutexy tzuhvhxytrha uugy zhhgr ptrngdinhyuutexi mu txyrtbtnhag vuhfi/uutx rgsxyu' uugi sh rtygx uugkimurhe truhpdhhi - thz dgdtbdgi sgrjacui vgfgr t etuug nhy eufi -uugy ngi gx ptreuhpi nhy tztprtphy mu ntfi j,ubv tkg ehbsgrtui thhbhekgl tui tptr h,unho puiayty' nhy tchxgkg rgay/

gx thz dgeungi mu t nmc pui "muduy"' uutx uugi gx vtky stryi thzgx auhi mu duy mu zhhi tn,' tui gxthz dguutri bhay ngr uuh t rhzhdgr"ctkui" pui rhgk gxyghy' muograyi ntk thi vhxytrhg/ nwvtytk. dguutuxy tz "rhgk gxyghy thzktetk'" tui gx thz btl tk. tn,thi ngrxybx ptki' tcgr thi sgonmc vty ngi dgvty sh zgkcg"ctkui" thi tzuhphk rthtbgi tz gxthz dguutri t "etkgeyhuugr" nmctungyuo' chz' chz' chz sgr ctkuivty dgertfy/

pubey cgptr sh ctkui vtydgertfy sgr pgsgrtk rgzgruu vtyabgk murhe dgakgpy sh thbygrgxyrtygx tuh; truh;' mu ptrnhhsithbpktmhg/ thi sh zgkcg mhhy zgbgituhl sh ntrydgsza prhhzi murhetruh;/ thi sh zgkcg mhhy zgbgi shprhhzi pui rhgk gxyghy dgktpi mu

ch, btni chartk:

thi khfy pui vtuzhbd erhzhx' prhag vhk; ptrxpgmhgkg gkygri mu euhpi zhhgr grayg vuhz

- vnxphe bhhgx -

%4 ntrydgsza surl "xtbh-ngh" tui "go/ gbs yh/" ctbe q "uughyhbd khxyg" ptr drgbyx chz 000'51$

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- vnxphe bhhgx -tundkuhckhfg vuhfg aytpkgi' tuh;tzt ptrbgo tz pauyg ngbyai vtcibhay dgegby jkunwgi pui "gptrsi"tzgkfg prhhzi/

sh etnchbtmhg pui vgfgrgrtygx tui vgfgrg prhhzi vtcidgntfy zhhgr auugr' tui btfsgobtl auugrgr' mu euhpi t vuhz/

sti thz sgr "xhhek" tbdgeungimuo ekhntex' tui dgbungi ptki thiptregryi rhfyubd' tz vtuzhbd prhhziztki ptki' ngbyai uugrituhxdgaphky' sh rtygx zgbgisrtntyha truh;' "gszatxygckrghyx" zgbgi btl ngr truh;' ngivty bhay mu ctmtki sh ntry-dgszagx' ngi ktzy sh vhhzgr tuh;"ptrektuzagr"' sh ntrydgszaphrngx tui cgbe khhsi atsi' tui///

t nhbuy/ st uuhhby ngi/ shntrydgsza phrngx tui cgbe khhsiatsi/ ty stx vty thmy dgcrgbdysgo rhzhdi vhxytrhai erhzhx thivtuzhbd tui ntrydgszagx - tuituhytntyha t ngfyhdi zg. mu shdtbmg getbtnhg - uuhhk mukhc sgoauugri ntregy' tui shtxyrtbtnhag atsbx pui auutfgntrydgszagx' thz sgr dtbmgr"ergshy" ntregy dguutri zhhgrgbd' zhhgr ayrgbd/ bu' tz chzbgxgregbgi bhay ctrdi dgky ptrtpgrtmhgx' tui ngbyai egbgi bhayctrdi dgky mu euhpi t vuhz' vtyngi t rgxgxhg/

*sh xyrueyur pubgo ergshy

ntregy' tui ptruutx "xhyh ctbe"tui "uutetuuhg"' knak' vtci dgvtytzuhphk chkhtbgi atsi' tui tuhlptruutx vtci ngi ptrktbdy vhhbytzt duyg "ergshy vhxytrhg" mucteungi t ntrydgsza' thz zhhgretnpkhmhry/ tcgr tuhpwi aph.dtpk trchhy gx uuh ptkdbs/

1( htbek ptsrtyahe uuhk euhpi

t shrv' tui gr dhhy mu t ntrydgszacrtuegr ptr t ntrydgsza/

2( sgr crtuegr dhhy' knak' mu"uutetuuhg"' tui cteuny pui zhh tntrydgsza ptr hgbek/ )pui st thzhgbek thbdtbmi truhx pui chks/(

3( sgr crtuegr cteuny tetnhati tui vty ngr dtrbhay nhysgo ntrydgsza/

4( "uutetuuhg" ctmtky stxdgky ptrwi sguugktpgr/

5( "uutetuuhg" egi bgngi shdgky pui thhdgbgo etxg' tsgrctrdi pui t drgxgrg ctbe' uuh"cgbe tuu tngrheg"' mu phbtbmhrisgo ktui/

6( "uutetuuhg" thz bhaythbygrgxhry zhl tpmudgci nhywintrydgsza tuh; 03 htr' nnhktbgngi zhh stx dtbmg pgek tuiptreuhpi gx ctks ptr t muuhhyi'knak "cgbe tuu tngrheg"' tuipyur ti gxe/

7( sgr bhhgr thhdgbyungr pubgontrydgsza egi gx ptreuhpiuuhhygr ptr t "xgruuhxgr" phrng'uutx phry uuhhygr sh ptphr trchhypubgo ktui sh eungbshdg 03 htr'tsgr egi ngi gx tkhhbx "xgruuhxi/"

8( st euny t druhxg phrng uuh"xhyh ctbe" tsgr "prgsh nge"'tsgr t pgsgrtkg tdgbyur uuh"szahbh ngh"' tui euhpi tp sgontrydgsza ptr zhl/

9( sh druhxg phrng aygkymuztngi t "puk" )LOOP( puiyuhzbygr ntrydgszagx' tui ntfisgrpui aptdk bhhg/// thbuugxyngbyctbsx ptr thbuugxyhrgr/ )chh sgoprtmgsur egi ngi arhhci t ktbdgcul pubeykhl uuhtzuh gx trchhy/(

01( sh "ergshy rtyg" ptr shntrydgsza ctbsx zgbgi bhayctzhry tuh; sh rtyg pui sh ngbyaiuutx ctmtki pteyha sgontrydgsza hgsi jusa )shrv

thhdgbyungr tsgr rhgk gxyghyntdbty(' btr tuh; sh rtyg pui shdruhxg phrng uutx aygky muztngish "puk"' uuhhk thbuugxyhrgr eueibtr tuh; uugkfg phrng gx ptreuhpyzhh sh gbsg prtsuey/ tzuh truo egi"dtksnti xtex" khhdi t "yrhpkgh/" rtyg tuh; ctbsx uutx zgbgidgcuhy tuh; ntrydgszagx puitrhng ptrshbgr nhy ctbertyvhxytrhgx/

11( uugr euhpy sh stzhdgctbsx? "hgsgr": tbsgrg druhxgphrngx' thbaurgbx etnptbhx'pgbxhg ptbsx' druhxg gahrho' tuihgsgr nhy t ckgecgrh/

thmy thz tzuh/ aygbshd thz st tekhhbg prtmgby ngbyai uutx ktzizhhgr ntrydgsza ertfi' tui sgr"xhxygo" vty auhi trhhbdgcuhy shstzhdg rhzheg/ tcgr thi sh kgmyghtri thz sh stzhdg ntrydgsza ertlrtyg dgayhdi ngr uuh stpky' tuistx vty dgcrgbdy fttx thbgodtbmi "xhxygo" uutx kuhpy tzuhetnpkhmhry/ nhy tzuhphk dgertfygntrydgszagx' ruc sgrpui "xuc-prhho" )ngbyai nhy auutfg ergshytsgr ptrshbxyi(' euny bhay trhhish ntbtykhfg dgky mu phbtbmhri shctbsx > nnhkt ptreuhpy ngiuuhhbhdgr ctbsx > nnhkt thz sh"puk" ekgbgr > ptrshby sh "puk"phrng uuhhbhdgr > nnhkt uuhk knak"xhyh ctbe" ngr bhay tpeuhpi ehhintrydgszagx pui "uutetuuhg" >uuhk "uutetuuhg" ngr bhay trchhyinhy ntrydgszagx > sgr crtuegrstr; zufi t muuhhyg ctbe > uutxvty sh zgkcg mru, > nnhkt uuhkhgsgr trchhyi btr nhy "prhho")duyg euutkhyh( ntrydgszagx >nnhkt egi hgbek ptsrtyahe tuibtl nhkhtbgi uuh gr bhay cteungiehhi ntrydgsza/

thi kuh; pui sh htri vtci sh

drgxyg "uutk xyrhy" phrngxdgntfy rhzhdg chzbgx nhyntrydgszagx' tui yteg t druhxiyhhk pui "auutfg" ntrydgszagx)nhy vgfgrg rtygx!(' tui shstzhdg chzbgx vty thmy dgertfy/

sgr dtbmgr vtuzhbd phbtb.ntregy thi tngrheg ctyrgpytruo 01 yrhkhti stktr hgrkhl/ shmgbskhdgr chkhtbgi thi atsbx uutxsh cgbe vtci auhi ptrmhhfby' tui shvubsgrygr chkhtbgi uutx zgbgigruutrygy thi mueubpy' eungi puisgo uutx ntrydgszagx pui tzuhphkdgky uugri pauy bhay ctmtky/ shatsbx zgbgi tzuh druhx tz ehhbgruuhk ngr bhay rhzhehri' tui tuhc vtyngi bhay ehhi gfyg duyg ergshy'tui ertbyg ctuuhhz tuh; stuipghngby dgky' thz bhayt ehhiatbxi pui cteungi t ntrydgsza/

*ngi str; bhay dhhi uuhhy mu zgi

t kgcgshd chks pui sgo erhzhx/thi ngrxyg dgdbygr pui

jrshag thsi' mc"a uuhkhtnxcurd'erh, hutk' uuh tuhl ctrt ptre tuintbxh thi t ekgbgri zhi' thz shkgmyg ntbtyi tbyaytbgi tdruhxgr erhzhx thi vtuzhbd mukhc shprhgr sgrntbyg pteytri/

thi jrshag dgdbygr zgbgiptrvti uuhhbhd ptnhkhgx nhyertbyg ctuuhhz tuh; ptrshbxyi tuistui pghngby dgkygr/ tuhl duygergshy yrgpy ngi uuhhbhd - uuhhk muvtci duyg ergshy nuz ngi vtcidgvty ergshy etrykgl t ktbdgmhhy nhy rgktyhuug vuhfg ctbu. tuiduyg ctmtkubdgi' uutx ngbyai nhyuuhhbhd ptrshbxyi egbgi bhayctuuhhzi/

sgr erhzhx vty muaytbsdgcrgbdy tz phk napju, uutx vtcidgpktby mu euhpi t vuhz' nhy druhxanjv muo grayi ntk' nuzituhpdgci sgo pkti/ "pkhpgrx" tui"pkhp-pkhpgrx" egbgi bhay pyrwizhhgr pkhpgf. uuhhk zhh vtci pauybhay ptr uugngi' xhhsi srhh-ptfhdgpkhpgrx uutx ekgri tz sgr erhzhxuugy surfdhhi thi t prtdg puidgmhhkyg uutfi tui sgntky uugyngi egbgi pxj ntfi' tui sgrvhhbyhdgr nmc ntfy auhitunngdkhl mu ekgri pui tzt ztl/

shrv prhhzi yrtxegi' tsgruuhhbhdxybx dhhgi bhay truh; uuh chzvhhby/ ngbyai uutx egbgi bhayvtci t ntrydgsza zufi muptreuhpi ptr t prtphy' tcgr shprtphy' tuhc nwegi gx btltrhhbftpi' thz cfkk bhay tzuh xtluuh gruutrygy/ tbsgrg uutryi nhygeabu, chz sgr ntregy uugy murhetruhpdhhi/ ngbyai uutx zufi mu euhpit shrv tui prhhgi zhl mu sh ngrxytchkg prhhzi' uuhki btl tk. bhayeuhpi' ayhhgbshd nhy dgsuks chz uugish prhhzi uugki btl ngr ptki' tuikuhy tkg tbshhyubdgi vtci zhh txtldgsuks/

sgr nmc chho jrshai thsgbyuothz phkhhfy bhay tzuh dgpgrkhl uuhbgdtyhuug ctrhfyi egbgi tbshhyi/sgr ntregy thz bhay ptrtkhzhry/thshag vhhzgr uutexi ahhi c"v'

dtxi uugri tbdgphky/thi uuhkhtnxcurd vty sh

aytyhag chkshbd sgpy/ grayptrhdi ntbty ctaygyhdy bhhgrgzhsgbatk "ztubhbd" tuh; btl 002cktei muuhai bhh-uun"x tui cgsptrsxyhhuugxgby' nhy sh ngdkhfehhy mucuhgi tuh; dguuhxg dtxi' uuhcgsptrs guugbhu' bhhg shru, chz 01ayte vuhl/ thi erh, hutk vtci shctxgx pui sh ,hbueu, ak ch, rcitrhhbdgbungi thi zhhgrg ruyxaptdk-bhhg dtxi/ thi ntbxh vtysgr dguuhbx pui ytui xupgruuhhzgrxy/ kturgbx dgcrgbdy tpyhnhzotuh; btl crhhyg uutuex thbgodgsrueyi vtuzhbd ntregy/

bhay dgpgrkhl' yteg' uuhktbdngi vty ptrshbxyi tui ergshy/

*thi tzt mhhy thz hgsg vhk; nna

erhyha/sgrhcgr vgry ngi tzuhphk kuhc

uugrygr tuh; tnrs"s' sh xyghytdgbyur pui xpgmhgkg vhk;' ptrtrtbszahri sh muuhh vhk;prtdrtngi ptr gruutexgbgetbxungrx tsgr zhhgrg gkygriuutx uuhki euhpi tphmhgk' nhy tkgetryi tuhpwi yha' t shrv muograyi ntk/

sgr "drgby" prtdrto' uutx dhy'uuh dgztdy' t ntexhnuo pui000'51$' vty auugrg rgduktmhgx'tui gx thz btr ptrvti thi gykhfgetubyhx/ ptr thshag etbxungrxthi bhu htre xyghy thz gx teyugkbtr thi trtbsza etubyh )erh, hutk('uuhhk sgr prtdrto uugry bhaymudgaygky thi cruekhi tsgrrtekgbs/ )egi zhhi uuhhk tnrs"s uuhkprgzgruuhri ptnhkhgx thi uuhhbhdgrctuutuhbyg dgdbygr/( sgr prtdrtovty tuhl' uuh dgztdy' t ktbdg"uughyhbd khxyg" uutx dhhy zhhgr'zhhgr' ktbdzto/

mu cteungi sgo "chkhdgrntrydgsza" prtdrto egi ngiuutuhbgi xhh uutu thi bhu htre xyghy'tcgr ngi str; vtci ftya "pghr"ergshy' tui tuhpuuhhzi pui uutbgyngi ctmtky sh stui pghngby/uuhctks sgr prtdrto thztrtbszahry btr nhy "go/ gbs yh/"ctbe' thz t druhxg prtdg uuhtzuh'tuhc cfkk' ntrydgsza crtuegrxegbgi trhhbeungi thi chks/ tcgrsguugktpgrx zgbgi bhaygruutrygy mu bumi sgo crtuegrprtckgo mu aygri gkygri puixpgmhgkg ehbsgr mu dgbhxi pui sgovhk; prtdrto/

uuhctks sh rgdhrubd ctmtkytzuhphk thbgo drgby prtdrto' tuixucxhshry sgo ntrydgsza thimuuhhyi prtdrto' uuhki sh cttnygctdkhhyi sgo dtbmi prtmgsur puieuhpi sh shrv' tui zhh uuhki tkgxnhyvtkyi pui sh grayg nhbuy chzbtfwi ektuzi/

gkygri pui xpgmhgkg ehbsgruutx zufi ngr thbptrntmhg uugdi shmuuhh prtdrtngi' egbgi rupi shktetkg vnxphe tphx thi zhhgrdgdby/ gkygri uutx dgbhxi auhi puivnxphe vhk; chz vhhby egbgi rupizhhgr xgruuhx ettrshbghytr/

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8vnxphe dtzgy| jaui ,ax"j

vhhnhai mhcur tui rgsi t phhbgothsha' tui btr btfsgo zhh tbdgbungimu trchhyi thi sh tdgbyur/

tuhxgrsgo' vty vnxphetbdgvuhci mu xgruuhri "tuhrkhthbygruugbati" ptr ehbsgr chz 5htr tky' tbayty sh dguugbkhfgctdrgbhmubd pui tpaygki sh xtryvhk; uugi t ehbs uugry 3 htr tky/

tui' thcgrhd mu ztdi' sheuutkhygy' dgyrhhatpy tuiprtpgxhtbgkg mudtbd' tkgx gk

yvr, veusa' nhy uutx vnxphephtbhry vhk; prtdrtngi ptr tkgxtry dgcruhfi' uuh vtuzhbdrgbtuutmhg' pgrzgbkhfg dgvhkpi thiayuc' rgxphy' xpgmhgkg vhk;'xhbhtr eghr' thz tuhl sgrpubstngby pui vnxphewx tuhrkhthbygruugbati prtdrto mu xgruuhrisgo guko nhy fcus tui ptraytbs'nhy vtr. tui banv' ptr tkgehbsgrkgl/

*tmhbs euny c"v btl ti

thcgrrtabsgr yrhy ptrtuhx' sh

drhbsubd pui "vnxphe pkgh drupx"ptr ehbsgr uutx zgbgi ctrgfyhdyptr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati" tuizgbgi tky pui 42 chz 63 ntbtyi/ sh"pkgh drupx" uugri mudgaygky ptrtkg ehbsgr nhy "tuhrkhthbygruugbati"' tphku tuhc ngicteuny sgo prtdrto pui tbsgrgtdgbyuri' phrngx tsgr ygrtphxyi/

ptr sh cgxyg rgzukytyi' vtyvnxphe trtbszahry 2 ctzubsgrg"pkgh drupx/"

sh grayg drupg uugy zhhidguuhsngy ptr ehbsgr nhy

sguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx' uuh"stui xhbsrtuo"' tsgr tbsgrggrbxyg ztfi uutx zgbgi tuhpwi ktbdiygrnhi' sh ehbsgr vtci ctdrgbhmygpubemhgx' tui zhh strpi vtci duyggrptrgbg ygrtph thi t phhbgcteuugng tyntxpgrg/

sh muuhhyg drupg thzmuztndgaygky pui ehbsgr uutxvtci vgfgrg pubemhgx' ehbsgr uutxcteungi "tuhrkh thbygruugbati"tuh; t surfdhhgbsg ptrbgo' ptsgribhay tzgkfg thbygbxhuug ygrtph'tui cteungi cgxgrg rgzukytyi muzhhi thi t drupg nhy "jcrho" thizgkci aytpk/

sgr prtdrto uugy th"v uugrimudgaygky thi tubygrayi aytepui "shbuc tubzgrvhho"' t rhzhdgprtfypukg pkt. uutx thz vgrkhlrgbtuuhry tui sgetrhry dguutriptr sgo muuge' uutx uugy aytremudgci mu sh dganteg tyntxpgrgpui sh ekhhbg ehbsgr/ thbxpgeytrxpui bhu htre xyghy sgpy/ tuu vgkyvtci' ptrwi ctaygyhdi sgo bhhgo"pkgh drup" prtdrto' dgntfy tdrubykhfg tubygrzhfubd tuhpwi pkt.tui dgdgci zhhgr duyvhhxubd nhyptzhyhuug kuhc uugrygr/

chhsg "pkgh drupx" uugri

tbdgphry surl t xyg; pui duyg'grptrgbg tui thsha-rgsbsgprtpgxhtbtkg ygrtphxyi' mucrgbdgi sh ntexhnuo rgzukytyiptr hgsi ehbs ctzubsgr/

yrtbxptrytmhg uugy uugrimudgaygky ptr tkg ehbsgr/

*thi mudtc muo "pkgh drup"

prtdrto' uugry thi sh zgkcg mhhymudgaygky t bhhg thbmhtyhuug ptrgkygri uutx zhhgrg ehbsgr cteungi"tuhrkh thbygruugbati" puivnxphe/

gx rgsy zhl pui xpgmhgkgkgemhgx uutx sh th/ thh/ ygrtphxyiuugki muaygki ptr sh gkygri' thiekhhbg drupgx' gbkhl mu"uutreatpx"' thi t xhxygo pui 5ntk t uutl' hgsi ntk t ctzubsgrgygng/

kuhywi thmyhdi tuhxaygk' uugrimudgaygky tuh; sh ptkdbsg phb;ygngx:

1( uuhtzuh mu ctvtbski t ehbsnhy stui xhbsrtuo'

2( "ntytr xehkx" chh hubdgehbsgr'

3( phygri prtckgngi chhehbsgr'

4( xphya'5( tuhpphrubd

*tkzt' uutx yuy ngi? bhay ehhi

xtl: ngi vhhcy tuh; t ygkgpti/xhh ptr sh "pkgh drup"

prtdrto' tui xhh zhl thhbmuarhhcithi sh "gkygri drupgx" kgemhgprtdrto' rupy sh ettrshbghytrpui vnxphe tuhrkh thbygruugbatithi erh, hutk' nrx/ ktkua ,jhw'tuh; '0048-477-548 gexygbati/133 pkt. thz ctdrgbhmy' ufkveuso zfv/

( 1 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

mti esaho:

vnxphe thi erh, hutk gpgby "pkgh drupx" ptrekhhbg ehbsgr tubygr "tuhrkh thbygruugbati"

mgbskhdgr napju, ctdrhxi grayg prtdrto pui sgo xtry thi erh, hutk vhxytrhg"gkygri drupgx" muztndgaygky mu vgri kgemhgx pui ygrtphxyi 5 ntk t uutl

- vnxphe bhhgx -

xyrtue' gexhsgby ts"d/chho grayi ayte uugy zhhi t

crhhyg tui dtr vgrkhfg trhhbdtbd'tui uugy ctayhhi thbuuhhbhd pui tdruhxg tui prtfypukg"tushytrhuo" ztk uutx vnxpheuugy bumi ptr tdgbyur muztneubpyi'juv"n prtdrtngi' nxhcu, ptrgkygri' steyuhrho' tt"uu - tzuhtruo uugy ngi auhi bhay strpi zufituhshytrhuo ctbu. thi sgr prgns/sh tushytrhuo uugy vtci t vuhfgstl' thcgr muuhh aytei truh;' tuish ayte vgfgr sgo uugy zhhi khhshdthbnhyi' uuh t "j"/

tuh; sh muuhh zhhyi pubgotushytrhuo uugy zhhi sh bhhg druhxg"sgh vgchkhyghati" mgbygr puivnxphe/ tuh; sh rgfyg zhhy uugyzhhi sh ngbgr tpyhhkubd' tui sh khbeg

zhhy uugy zhhi mudgaygky ptr shpruhgi "sgh vgc" tpyhhkubd/

sh muuhhyg ayte uugy zhhi' uuhdgztdy' ngrxybx khhshd thbnhyi'nhy t "j" rhbdx tui truo shtushytrhuo pui tubygrayi ayteuutx thz vuhl uuh muuhh aytei/ sgr"j" truo uugy euutryhri sh"rgxphy" tpyhhkubd pui vnxphe thierh, hutk' uutx tbyvtky sh"gpygr xeuk rgxphy" prtdrto'"egnp banv"' ctzubsgr ptrhubdkgl tui ptr nhhskgl gk yvr,

veusa/tuhpwi srhyi ayte' uutx uugy

auhi zhhi murhe thbdtbmi phk thi shkgbd tui crhhy' uugri mudgaygkybhhg druhxg tui kupyhdg tphxgx ptrsh mgbskhdgr aytc nhydkhsgr puivnxphe uugkfg trchhyi dgyrhh tuipkhhxhd mu crgbdgi tkg grkhh vhk;prtdrtngi ptrwi dgzuby tuiuutuhkzhhi pui vubsgrygr napju,thi erh, hutk/

*uuh dgztdy' thz sgr pubstngby

auhi dgcuhy dguutri t mhhy prhgr'nnhkt ayhhy auhi tkgx drhhy c"vmu dhhi uuhhygr nhywi druhxi prthgeycagv yucv unumkj,/

thmy nhywi bhhgo etbyrteyeuny sh uuhhygrshdg ptzg puiaytkgbgo xyrueyur/ tui uuhktbd shaytk uugry dgntfy thi thhbx puitngrhegwx drgxyg aytk ptcrhei'thz vnxphe ptrbungi nhywi "chs"pui sh uuhhygrshdg ptzg' sh prghnhbdpui sh dtbmg dgchhsg' tz uugi shaytk trchhy thz ptryhd ztk ngi titpaygk dhhi uuhhygr nhy shetbxyrteati/

vnxphe' tui sh yuhzbygretbxungrx tui zhhgrg napju, uutxdgbhxi pui sh tdgbyur ytd-ygdkhl'euei truhx nhy kgfmubd tuivtpgbubd uugi sh prgfyhdg dgchhsg'sh vgrkhfg euutryhr pui vnxphetdgbyur thi trtbsza etubyh' uugyauhi zhhi ptryhd tui drhhythcgrmubgngi sh gcus, veusa puithmyhdi euutryhr/ gx ckhhcy btrthcgr uuhhygr n,pkk mu zhhi tuh;vmkjv tui xhhg,t sanht' curtguko cebhi vako zv vcbhi/

nwdhhy uuhhygr:

cuh trchhy pui bhhg vnxphe dgchhsg thi erh, hutk ptrdgzgmy

cx"s nhy aytk prtsuemhg( 2 (פארזעצונג פון זייט

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9 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

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10vnxphe dtzgy| jaui ,ax"j

uuhphk ngr pui sh prtmgsuri' tui uuhcgxgrg aytc nhydkhsgr zhhtuhxmuphri/

"kgbtex vhk" thz dgdtbdgi thidgrhfy tpmuvtkyi sr/ eurhti puitruhxdhhi' ftya gexpgryi vtci puish grayg nhbuy dgprgdy uuhphkktdhe gx khdy thi t ctakux muvtkyi t fhrurd thi t pkt. uutu ngiuuhk bhay trchhyi/ sgr dgrhfyetn; vty dgsuhgry t vtkc htr'tui thmy' gbsg teytcgr' thz sr/eurhti tbdgeungi muo "ctrhtyrhemgbygr" pui druhxi tubhuugrxhyhaphytk tuh; sh 43wxyg dtx tui1wyg guugbhu/

"gi/ uuhh/ hu/" vty t druhxgaytc thbgo "ctrhtyrhe mgbygr"'tbdgphry surl sh nti tui uuhhcfhrurdi' sr/ szatrsza phgkshbd tuisr/ erhxyhi rgi/ chhsg eungitrhdhbgk pui tuhxyrtkhg/ thi shdgmhhkyg uutfi zhby sr/ eurhti thzdguutri yhhk pui sh ctrhnyg drupg'zgbgi auhi sh ntdi tpgrtmhgxpubgo mgbygr zhhgr srtntyhadgayhdi' pui truo 02 tpgrtmhgx tuutl' chz fngy srhhxhd/

"kgbtex vhk" vty dgbumy tkgfgrkhfg xyrtygdhg egdi sr/eurhti/ thi thr etbyrtey nhywiaphytk thz dgaytbgi tz zh ytrbhay ntfi ntdi tpgrtmhgx thi trtshux pui 03 aytyhag ckteitruo "kgbtex vhk" chz tptr htrbtfwi truhxdhhi pui stry/ btl thrpkti truhxmudhhi' vtci "kgbtex"tsuutetyi dgztdy tz "gi/ uuhh/ hu/"thz ygfbha thi sh 03 ckte rtshux/uugki ngbyai prgdi' uutx vhhxy'tuh; hgsg ntpg euny sgr druhxgraphytk tuhx vhca uuhhygr uuh shstzhdg drgbhmi' tcgr "kgbtex"tsuutetyi vtci dgztdy tz ptrwimuuge pubgo etbyrtey rgfby ngibtr "xeuugr cktei"' tui hgsg ckteuutx thz bhay thbdtbmi phr-etbyhd'euny bhay thi jacui/// ktfy bhay/nnhkt thz "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" ht dgbud

btby tz sr/ eurhti ytr bhay stryprteyhmhri/

thcgrhd mu ztdi tz ngi vtytruhxdguutrpi sh ygbv pui dgrhfyabgkgr uuh t dgkg ygexh aprhbdymuuhai sh muuhh aphygkgr/ gx vtydgsuhgry t vtkc htr sh dgrhfyntbguurgx' tcgr zh vty dguuhbgi'tui "gi/ uuhh/ hu/" uutexy uuhhygr/

"gi/ uuhh/ hu/"' ztdi ctrhfyi'ntfy uuhhbhd mhngx pui t ptmhgbywxngdkhfehhy mu ctmtki sh etxyi/tuhc thhbgr vty bhay mu ctmtki'tui vty bhay "ngsheghs"' thz tuhlngdkhl mu cteungi pukg yrhyngby'tcgr gx thz cgxgr mu prgdi pgrzg-bkhl cgptr ngi ptxy ctakuxi/

cgbgphyi pui sh tpgrtmhg

tuhxgr sh aphygkgr shrgey'cgbgphyhri tuhl tunmtkhdgptmhgbyi pui srtntyhag uutdptrkuxyi surl sh ntdi tpgrtmhgx/

kuhy ayushgx' tui kgcgshdgchhaphki uutx ngi zgvy thi shgpgbykhfehhy' uugri ruc ngbyaidgvhhky pui auugrg thcgruutdertbevhhyi surl sh tpgrtmhgx'sgrubygr vuhfg ckuy srue' vuhfgetkgxygrtk' akt; prtckgngitui shhgchyhx/ t ayushg surl sh"szatbxi gbs szatbxti" phrng'uutx ptreuhpy fhrurdhag dgmhhdptr ntdi tpgrtmhgx' mhhdy gbkhfgrgzukytyi/

thi tngrheg' ztdy sh "szagh/gbs szagh/" ayushg' thz thcgruutdt prtckgo chh muuhh srhyk pui shgruutexgbg ctpgkegrubd' tui vtkcpui zhh zgbgi dtr aytre thcgruutd/sh ntdi tpgrtmhgx uugrirgetngbshry chh ngbyai nhy ngruuh 001 puby vgfgr zhhgr dgzubyguutd' tsgr tphku chh uuhhbhdgr uugitbsgrg tbyh-uutd tubygrbgnubdgivtci bhay dgcrgbdy ehhi grbxygrgzukytyi/

gx zgbgi ptrvti 4 xtry ntditpgrtmhgx mu vhhki thcgruutd tuitkg sgrpui crgbdgi ctshhybsg

cgbgphyi muo dgzuby' ztdy sgrtbphrgr pui sh ayushg' sr/ vgbrhcufuutks' t fhrurd chho hubhuugrxhyhtuu nhbgxtyg/ sgr fhrurd vtysurfdgbhaygry tkg gbdkhagkhygrtyur tuh; ntdi tpgrtmhgxpui sh kgmyg 31 htr' sgebshd shrgetrsx pui ngr uuh 22 yuhzby pt-mhgbyi thi gkygr pui 61 chz 46 htr/

sgr surfabhykhfgr uutdptrkuxy btl t ntdi tpgrtmhg'mhhdi sh rgetrsx' thz 16 prtmgbypui sh thcgrhdg pubyi/ tuhc tngbya uugdy mc"a 002 puby ngruuh gr str;' egi gr gruutryi muptrkhri t surfabhy pui 021 puby/

sh ngrxyg grptkd euny pui shauugrxyg xtry ntdi tpgrtmhg'uutx vhhxy "sutshbgk xuuhya" tuiuugry dgntfy ngr thi thhrtpg uuhthi tngrheg/ gx ctayhhy puitruhxbgngi srhh-pgryk ntdi tuitrunyuhai sh ehaegx tz sh gxi ztksurfdhhi t ptrehrmyi ptrshhtubdprtmgx tui tzuh truo uugrituhpdgtrchhy uuhhbhdgr etkgrhgx/thi tngrheg' uuhsgrtuo' uugry tpydgbumy sgr "dgxyrhe chhpgx"prtmgsur' thi uugkfi steyuhrhothztkhri sgo ntdi tui ktzi thcgrbtr t ekhhbg yhhk - cgrl uuh tdguugbkhfg thh - tui stx uugryctvtpyi mu sh ehaegx' muctdrgbhmi uuhphk sgr ngbya egigxi/ sgr stzhdgr "chhpgx"prtmgsur crgbdy t surfabhykhfgptrkuxy pui 26 prtmgby pubgothcgrhdi uutd/

sh kgmyg ptr htr' tcgr' thzzhhgr aytre tuhpdgftpy sh "kgp-cgbs" prtmgsur' uutx egi dgntfyuugri surl dguugbkhfg fhrurdhg tsgr"ktptrtuxetphe" - uutx nhhbysurl gykhfg dtr ekhhbg kgfgkgltbayty t druhxi abhy/ sh "kgp-cgbs" ngyts vty dgcrgbdy tdruhxi uutuex thi sh xtrytpgrtmhgx' uuhhk gx thz drhbdgrptrwi ptmhgby thi phk dgchyi/

pxhftktdhg puish tpgrtmhg

tuhpwi uugd mu uugri tpgrhryuugdi thcgruutd' thz st t druhxguuhfyhdg xytbmhg tuh; ngbyk vgkytui pxhftktdhg' tuh; uutxsteyuhrho khhdi kgmybx ngr tuingr dguuhfy cgptr t ptmhgby egidhhi uuhhygr mu sh tpgrtmhg/

ptmhgbyi chh "gi/ uuhh/ hu/"' uuhtuhl chh "uugkh vtxphytk" thi bhuszagrxh' uutx vty thhbx pui shcgxyg ctrhtyrhe tpgrtmhgmgbygri thi sgo dtbmi mpui-nzrj

rthti pui tngrheg' dhhgi tsurlayrgbdg tui drubykhfg ptrvgri musgrdhhi zhhgr pxhftktdhagaytrehhy mu egbgi nhyntfi sgodtbmi surfdtbd/

sr/ ntre zhngrnti' t druhxgrrtus thhktbs fhrurd' arhhcy thi tayushg tz tzuhphk uuh 02 prtmgbyngbyai uugri tpdgztdy ntditpgrtmhgx mukhc surfptki thingbyk vgky dgchy/ gr ctytbytcgr tz sgr mhk pui sh ngbyk vgkytuhxprtdg thz bhay mu cktehringbyai pui surfdhhi sh uuhfyhdgtpgrtmhg/

"nhr yugi stx btr mu zgvi tuhcsgr ngbya vty t pxhftktdhagztl uutx egi aygri sh grptkd puish tpgrtmhg tui sh bhhg kgcbxtrsgbubd uutx euny btfsgo' tuituhc gr vty tzt ztl' ztk gr uugrictvtbsky sgrptr tui btfsgo egigr dhhi uuhhygr mu sh tpgrtmhg'"arhhcy gr/

sh ngrxyg ngbyai zgbgidguutri tpdgztdy uuhhk zhh vtcidgdgxi muphk uugdi xyrgx/ tbsgrgvty ngi tpdgztdy uugdi sgprgxhg'tui tbsgrg gbkhfg ztfi/ ngbyaiuugri tuhl tpdgztdy uuhhk zhh zgvibhay tuhx drhhy muo druhxi yuha btlsh tpgrtmhg tsgr uuhhk zhh vtcibhay sh ptnhkhg tubygr-ayhmguutx pgky tzuh erhyha tuhx/

thhi druhxgr ngbyk vgkyprtckgo uutx egi zhl atpi' uuhauhi ctrhfygy thi "dtzgy" prhgr'thz t dgaktdgbg dgnhy uugi ngieuny muo tbgregbubd tz sh ntditpgrtmhg vty bhay dgvhhky "tkgprtckgngi/" thi "bhu htre yhhnx"thz dguugi prtnhbgby ctrhfygy tzt druhxg prtmgby ntdi tpgrtmhgthcgrkgcgr vtci t rhzheg puisgprgxhg' uuhhk chho surfdhhi shtpgrtmhg vtci zhh dgvty mu-druhxgvtpgbubd tz' hgmy gbskhl' uugy zhlyuhai zhhgr dtbmg kgci' tkgprtckgngi uugri ptrauutubsi' ngivhhcy ti uuh t bhh-dgcuhri ehbs/ stxthz thhbx pui sh ztfi ptruutx ngintfy t ngbyk vgky ptrvgrthhsgr nwegi dhhi uuhhygr' tcgrtphku uugi ngi dhhy duy tsurl sgoptrvgr egi sgr prtckgo btl tk.truhxeungi apgygr/

sr/ zhngrnti phry tuhx' nhythcgrrtabsg v,pgku,' tz shctakuxi pui aphygkgr tuh; shngbyk vgky ptrvgri thz zhhgrrhfyhd tui ertby' tphku ngi uutkyzhh dgegby juas zhhi thi zhhibtfdgchd nhywi mhk mu ntfi stxdgky pui sh tpgrtmhgx/ uugibhhyrtkg sruhxbshdg gexpgryingxyi tp sh ptmhgby tuhxprtdgptphri tui ptxi t ctakux uugr httui uugr bhay' ztdy sr/ zhngrnti'zgbgi zhhgrg ctakuxi dtr thhbhd mush aphytk ctakuxi/

stx mhhdy' ztdy gr' tzsteyuhrho bgngi zhhgr grbxy sgostzhdi yhhk pui sh prh-tpgrtmhgprtmgsuri/

sh chzbgx tui tptrtyi

sh "kgp-cgbs" tpgrtmhgyrtdy sgo btngi bhay mukhc sh

ntpg pubgo ntdi tsgr mukhc shctuugdubdgi pubgo steytrwxngxgrkgl' btr mukhc sh vuhpydgmhhd uutx ngi bumy chh shtpgrtmhg' grmhhdy surl sh"tkgrszagi" etnptbh/ thhdgbykhlthz sgr dgmhhd prtsumhry dguutrisurl t ekhhbg phrng "thbtngs" puietkhptrbhg' tui thi 60w vty"tkgrszagi" zhh tpdgeuhpy ptrduy dgky/ bhay ktbd murhe vty"tkgrszagi" dgaktxi tetbyrtey nhy "etu-uuhshgi" muvgkpi yrgbhri ngr fhrurdi thi shetnptbhwx ntahbgrh ptr uutdptrkuxy tpgrtmhgx/

tcgr zhhgr stnhbtb. tuhpwintregy euny sgo uuhbygr mu tetkyg gbsg/

sh "g;/ sh/ gh/" vty btruutxctaygyhdy t bhhg tptrty nhywibtngi "rhkhhz" uutx uugry grmhhdysurl sh tuhcbsgrntbyg "szatbxtigbs szatbxti" thnpgrhg' t duygprtsuey uutx uugy kuhy ngrxygtbtkhxyi thcgrbgngi t dtbmgvtkc pubgo kgp-cgbs ntregy/mhbhegr prgdi uuhtzuh nwuugy rupi shtpgrtmhg pui vhhby tui uuhhygr' rh-kgp? tsgr thbt-kgp-khhz? bumythhgrg ytktbyi/

fhrurdi uugki tbvuhci mu bumi"rhkhhz" thi sgmgncgr' uutx thzvhca prhgr uuh tbtkhxyi vtcigruutrygy/ thi 70w uugy sh ntregyptr uutd-ptrkuxy tpgrtmhg dgmhhdvtkyi chh truo 073$ nhkhti' tcgrchz dgmhhkyg htr egi gx truhpdhhichz thcgr t chkhti' ztdy "uutetuuhgxgehurhyhx" tbtkhxy kgrhchdgkthhzi/

tcgr "tkgrszagi" aktpybhay/ sh etnptbh pktby mu ayushribhhg ntdi tpgrtmhg ngytsi tuh;hubdg gruutexgbg tui tphku druhxgehbsgr' t pgks uutx "szagh/ gbsszagh/" uuhk cfkk bhay bgngi thictyrtfy tuh; sgruuhhk/

sh vuhy ckhhcy vgbdgi

steyuhrho' tui btl ngr shptmhgbyi' zgbgi tuncteuugo murgsi uugdi sh thhbg druhxg pgkgruutx tkg ntdi tpgrtmhgx vtci:nhywi ptrkuxy pui tzuhphkmgbskhdgr tsgr dtr vubsgrygrpuby' egi sh vuhy bhay tk. arhbegitzuh abgk uuh sh ptrkuhrgbg pubyi'tui sh vuhy ckhhcy vgbdgi/

uuh hubdgr t ngbya thz chhosurfdhhi sh tpgrtmhg' tkx ngrgktxyha thz sh vuhy tui gx aygkyzhl mu muo bhhgo ptrgo' tcgr fngythhchd uugy ckhhci tchxk thcgrhdgvuhy' tui uuh gkygr tkx ngr/sgrhcgr thz uuhfyhd mu bgngi thictyrtfy tz btl sh ntdi tpgrtmhg't vtkc htr apgygr cgrl' uugy ngiegbgi tbvuhci mu rgsi uugdietxngyhag tpgrtmhgx mugkhnhbhri sh vuhy dgpge/ uugi zhhzgbgi mu druhx tui auugr' egi gxcrgbdgi vuhy tbymhbsubdgi tuitphku thbpgemhgx/

thbaurgbx etnptbhx'dkhhfmhhyhd' ctmtki bhay shetxngyhag vuhy ptrrhfyubdgi'xhhsi gx thz uuhfyhd muo dgzuby/

sh aphytk shgyg:

bhu htregr aphygkgr thi dghgd mu tsrgxhri druhxg uutuex thi

" kgp-cgbs" ntdi tpgrtmhgxcgbgphyi pui ntdi tpgrtmhgx mu ptrkhri uutd btftntk thcgrmhhdyngrvhhy uugri dgvhhky pui shhgchyhx' ckuy srue' etkgxygrtk tui btl

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xyte' thi chzbgx ptrktbx( thi"tuxo"' sh tkyg ctetbyg phrngpui t"h' uutx thz btl sgntky dguugish ngrxyg ctetby nhy dgkg tuidrhbg etmetx mu dgci t ygo thizup/ thcgrhd mu ztdi tz zhby sti vtysh etnptbh' tubygrdgayhmy surlsh rhzhdg "bgxykh"' vhcaptrdrgxgry sh mtk prtsueyi' mubta tui btl/

thi 60w vty bgxykh-tuxotpdgeuhpy t druhxg cgegrhh phrng'tui thz trhhi thi sh chxeuuhy tuinzubu, khbhg/ srhh htr prhgr vty shphrng dgbungi t prhag rhfyubd:farwg thhz ergo/ gx vty dgsuhgryt ayhe mhhy chz sh thhz-ergoshuuhzhg thz tbdgeungi chz bhu htre'tcgr sgo ptrdtbdgbgo zungr vtyzhl auhi crhhy tui aytre sgregbythi tkg farwg dgagpyi' tphku thivhhnhag dgdbygr' sh tdrgxhuugntregyhbd pui "tuxo" tui "bgxykh"tuhpwi thbvtky pui nhkfhdgprhzgrx/

etxyungrx vtci btl vhhbydgnhayg dgphki tuh; sh nhkfhdxuutx uugri thnptryhry pui t"h'tuhpwi ygo' tuh; sh thbdrhshgbyxtui btl tbsgrg dgchyi' cag,vhzhdg phrngx nhy jrshagthhdgbyungr vtci cnal tkg htridgvty muyruh pui etxyungrx tuit cgxgrg mudtbd mu sh tpgyhyxgbxtrx tuhpwi mhbd' tcgr stxtkgx aygky bhay tp "bgxykh" pui

dhhi uuhhygr thi puki auutubd/vhhby mu ytd vty "bgxykh" t

%45 au,pu, thi "tuxo"' uutxcrgbdy thr stryi ytytkgetbyrtk tuh; tkg tpgrtmhgx' tuisurl sh stzhdg phrng vty "bgxykh"dgegby ftpi thr ktbdhtrhdgdkuxyhdg ptbd: farwg cghchptrnukt/

*gx vty btl ehhbgr bhay

ptrdgxi sgo erhzhx nhy t farwgcghch ptrnukt prtsuey ebtpg 4htr murhe' uugi 2 ekhhbg ehbsgr thit"h zgbgi bpyr dguutri tuimgbskhdgr zgbgi ertbe dguutri uuhhksh ptrnuktx vtci bhay dgvtydgbud "ch/ 1" uuhytnhi mu tbyuuhekizhhgr nuj/ gx vty zhltruhxdgaygky tz hgbg ptrnuktxzgbgi prtsumhry dguutri thishhyaktbs' thi t pkgby pui shtngrhetbgr phrng "huntbt/" hgbgptrnuktx zgbgi dhl trtp pui sh

ptkhmgx' tui prhuutygthbuugxyhrgr vtci tpdgeuhpy shdgpktdyg etnptbh ptr aptychkhd/

btl sgo xetbstk thz "nyrbv"dguutri t phrbsg crgbs pui farwgcghch ptrnukt' xhh nhkfhdg tui xhhptrguug' tui vty vhhby mu ytdx%55 pubgo farwi cghch ptrnuktntregy thcgr sh dtbmg uugky/

"nyrbv" thz sgr thhdgbyuo puish nhyk-nzrj phrng "ntctrtyprtsueyi k/ y/ s/"' t ayhkg phrngnhy prhuutyg thhdgbyungr/ tmhbsvty "tuxo"' zhhgbshd t dgmhhd pui"bgxykh"' ctaktxi mu mtki truo06 nhkhti stktr ptr t %15etbyrtk au,pu, thi "ntctrty"'tui tzuh truo dguuhbgi etbyrtk tuh;sh "nyrbv" khbhg/ )"ntctrty" vtybtl gykhfg prtsuey khbhgx thi sgrzhhy/(

thi 60w vty "nyrbv" dgvtyxghkx pui truo 25 nhkhti stktr/

*thi sh etrhstri pui farwg

xujrho tui prtsueyi vty ngi auhit ahhbg ptr uutfi dganugxy uugdi"tuxo" tui "nyrbv"' tcgr tuhxgrdgmhhkyg ngbyai vty ngi bhaydguutuxy sh thhbmkvhhyi uutx eungithmy truhx/

"bgxykh" tkhhbx vty t rhzhdgkhbhg pui cghch ptrnukt' uutx nwegizgvi thi tkg druhxg duhthagdgagpyi/ yhhk pui zhh vtci faru,xgryhphetyi pui tngrhetbgrtrdtbhztmhgx' tui yhhk zgbgi tzuhuuhhy pui faru, tz zhh ptrshbgibhytntk sh auutfxyg "vfar"/

tmhbs' tz sh etnptbh vtygruutrci t ctrhnyg farwgptrnukt crgbs' thz bhay ektr uutx"bgxykh" uugy yti thi mueubpy'ckhhci uuhhygr nhywi "nyrbv" crgbsuutx tzuhphk thshag ntngx egbgiauhi duy' tsgr yuhai sh btngi tuh;"tuxo" - t crgbs ptr zhl thigykhfg etygdtrhgx - tsgr dtrtruhpekgci thr mgbyrtkg btngi"bgxykh" tuh; sh xtng farwg cghchptrnukt/

btngi tvgr' btngi tvhi' thhbxpui sh ztfi uutx "bgxykh" uugyzhfgr yti nhy "nyrbv" ptrnukt'thz vgfgri sh prhhzi thi t"h tuitruo sh uugky/

thi t "phbtbmhgkg xyghyngby"mu xyte au,pu,' ztdy t "bgxykh"uutryztdgr tz "sh aytrehhy puitubzgrg crgbs bgho prtsueyi dhytubz sh ngdkhfehhy mu vgfgri shprhhzi" mu egbgi sgei vgfgrg prhhzipui ruhg ntygrhtk tui tuhl' ztdictrhfyi' mu crgbdgi cgxgrgprtphyi/

*thi 60w' vty "bgxykh" dgvty'

thi tngrhetbgr stktri' xghkx pui08 chkhti stktr' nhy t bgy prtphypui 11 chkhti/ tuhxgr thrg thhdgbgcrgbs bgngi thi mgbskhdgr ntregyetygdtrhgx' thz sh etnptbh tuhl shthhdgbyungr pui sh "gketi" tuhdi-

vgky thnpgrhg' uutx prtsumhrymgbskhdgr xtry ngshmhbgi' kgbxgx'pkhxhdehhyi tui tuhdi fhrurdhgtptrtyi/ nhr pauyg ngbyaictdgdgbgi zhl nhy "gketi" surlthrg "tpyh-prh" kgbxgx tuipkhxhdehhy prtsueyi/

thi sgr zhhy dganugxy' vty"bgxykh" tuhl t pgryk au,pu, thish dktctkg etxngyhex phrng"kwtrhgk"/

sh ngshmhbhag phrng "gctykgcx" vty truo 03% pui sh cghchpus ntregy thi tngrheg' ztdy t"bgxykh" uutryztdgr' tui "bgxykh"vty btr 02 prtmgby' tui uuhk suetthcgrbgngi gcty tkx sh bungrthhbx thi sh thbsuxyrhg/ tuhxeuhpi"nyrbv" thz thhi arhy tuhpwi uugdstx mu grrhhfi/

*dkhhfmhhyhd vgry ngi pui btl t

rhzhdg gxi-yrubegi thnpgrhg druhxgthbygrgxg thbgo farwi ntregy/ sh"pgpxh-et" phrng' uutx tuhxgrzhhgr vuhpy dgyrtbe nhy sgo btngivtci zhh btl mgbskhdgr crgbsx thigxbx tui dgyrtbegi' zufy tbdgckhlmu euhpi t ngrvhhy au,pu,' tsgrtphku t ekgbgri yhhk' thi sh farwg"xtcrt" xtkty khbhg uutx nwzgvykgmybx tuh; sh ptkhmgx thi thshagdgagpyi/

gx thz bhay ektr' sgruuhhk' uugitsgr tuhc cfkk tzt nej uugyptreungi thi btbyi mueubpy' tcgrgpgbykhfg ctrhfyi uuh tuhlprhuutyg euugkgr mhhdi tz nwvtkybtl chho xtng tbvuhc thi sh gptfguugi druhxg thbygrbtmhtbtkg rhzithi gxi tui yrubegi ftpi t ckhetuh; sh ngr dgzubyg prtsueyi puifarwi ntregy tui gx dgpgky zhhsh xmgbg/

11 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

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utfk, uacg,:

"tuxo"' shuuhzhg pui rhzhdg auuhhmgr"bgxykh" thnpgrhg' mtky 06 nhkhti

stktr ptr "nyrbv" cghch ptrnukt

ckhe tuh; mu-duyg ztfi' uuhhk gx thzyteg ht tzuh duy uuh dgztdy' uuh gxztdi gsu, sh tkg napju, uutxzgbgi auhi dgvtkpi dguutri nhysgo/

hgsg nmc thz tbsgra' tui hgsgtptryngby thz tbsgra/ yhhk pui shtrchhy uutx khdy tuh; nu"v hartknrsfh rtzbcgrd vh"u' sgrettrshbghytr pui "vnxphe gexgxyu vtuo"' thz trtpmudhhi thi ayuc'rgsi nhy sh napjv' tui stryipgrzgbkhl tuhpwi pkt. trtbszahrit "pkgi" uuhtzuh mu rgbtuuhri sh vuhztz sgr dgvtkpgbgr ztk egbgi zhhiruthd tui cteuugo nhy vrjc,vsg,/ sgrbtl uugry dgaktxi t

etbyrtey nhy ti grptrgbg phrng- kuhy t "chs" nhy tkg kgdtkgptrarhpyi - uutx ztk tuhxphri shcuh trchhy' tui/// ptryhd/ t bhhg'kgfyhdg' prhag tui cteuugng shrvnhy tkg phyaguuegx/

auhi vhca thcgr t htr mhhyuutx vnxphe thz ctaygyhdydguutri mu dgci sgo prtdrto thitpxyghy bhu htre' thi rtekgbs tuitrtbsza etubyhx/ gx vty zhltbdgvuhci ptngkhl' uuhhk napju,vtci btl bhay tbgregby shdtksgbg dgkgdbvhhy uutx sgrprtdrto aygky mu' tcgrmgchxkgl zgbgi sh rupitrhhbdgeungi' ngr tui ngr' chz muovhhbyhdi ytd uugi vnxphe trchhy

tuh; txtl prthgeyi thi sh zgkcgmhhy/

tmhbs thz thz vnxphectaygyhdy dguutri mu xgruuhrisgo prtdrto tuh; btl t htr' tuinhy sh ctaygyhdubd thznhydgeungi t drgby pui btl 007yuhzby stktr ptr sgo prtdrto/gbsg zungr vty auhi sgr "dtzgy"dgntksi uugdi sgo bhhgo drgby'arhhcbshd tz gx uugy yteg suhgriktbdg jsaho chz sh ptbsx dhhgitsurl sgo churtertyhai xhxygopui "bhu htre xyghy sgptryngbytuu vtuzhbd gbs etnhubhyhsguugktpngby"' tcgr gx thzehhbntk bhay mu prh mu tpgkhrisgrptr/

tkzt' thmy nhy sh ctbhhtubdpubgo prtdrto tui sgr prhagrdrgby' thz vnxphe thi puki auutubdpui sh trchhy tui uugy tuhpbgngiprhag tpkhetmhgx ptr "gexgx yuvtuo" – ufk veuso zfv/

ptr ngr thbptrntmhg rupy rwhartk nrsfh tuh; sh ptkdbsgbungri/ thi erh, hutk: 0048-477-548 gexygbati /233 thi rtekgbsetubyh rupy shrgey tuh;

/2320-305-548/

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gus hbucui cahcv:

prhag 80w tpkhetmhgx ptr "vnxphegexgx yu vtuo" uugri auhi tbdgbungishru, pui ngbyai thi tpxyghy nhy dgzuby-auutfehhyi rgbtuuhry cjhbo

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thcgr 021 kgbsgr vtci auhitubygrdgarhci sh bhhg "yrhyh" uutxuugy aygki muo grayi ntkdktctkg xytbstryi pui mhuuhkgrgfyi ptr ngbyai nhy

shxgchkhyhx/ tngrheg vty bhaytubygrdgarhci sgo tpntl' tuipktby bhay sgruh; thi btbyimueubpy/

kuhy t "hu/ gi/" uutryztdgr'

zgbgi ptrvti truo sh uugky truoo056 nhkhti )ebtpg 01 prtmgby puiuugky ptpuktmhg( hubdg tuigruutexgbg ngbyai uugkfg egbgidhhi tubygr sh etygdtrhg puingbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx' tuizhhgrg mhuuhkg rgfyi uuhk sgrtpntl prgzgruuhri tuh; t dktctkiptrbgo/

sh cua tsnhbhxyrtmhg ayhmybhay sgo tpntl' nhywi tuhxrhhs tztngrheg vty xhh uuh sh aytrexyg"shxgchkhyhx rgfyi" dgzgmi tuh;sh uugky/ xhh uugkfg uugkykhfgtpntl thcgr shxgchkhyhx rgfyi sh"hu/ gi/" aygky tvgr' uugy gxehhbntk bhay zhhi tzuh uuhhydrhhfbsuuh sgr "tngrhegbx nhyshxgchkhyhx tey" uutx etbdrgxvty surfdgphry thi 099w/

etbtst' tubdtri' euct'tpdtbhxyti' trdgbyhbg'tuhxyrtkhg' sgbntre' cgkhz'ptehxyti' yahkgh' ,hni' thbshg'htpti' ngexhetu' bhdgrhg'khfybayhhi' egbhg' bgptk' xtushtrtchg' xktuutehg' xusti'rtuutbst' ruxktbs' uuhgybto' puhki'rungbhg' ptrtduuth' aptbhg tui

xhrhg zgbgi muuhai sh kgbsgr uutxvtci auhi tubygrdgarhci sgotpntl/ sh ngrxyg tuhpdgtrchhygkgbsgr' thi aph. pui tngrheg' uuhdgztdy' htdi zhl bhay sgrmu/

xgbtytr yto vtrehi'sgnterty pui thhtuug tuiktbdhtrhdgr phtbhr pui shxgchkhyhxrgfyi tui vhk; prtdrtngi thiuutahbdyti' phry t prhuutygetnphhi mu yuhai sh aygkubd puiuuhhxi vuhz tui ht ayhmi sgo yrhyh/vtrehi' uugkfgr vty t crusgr nhyyuhcehhy tui btl grbxygshxgchkhyhx' vty ptrthtr dgvtygrptkd nhy t xgbty chk uutx rupytngrheg mu tczgruuhrituhxkgbshag shxgchkhyhx ptkhxhxcgptr zhh cteungi phbtbmhgkg vhk;pui tngrheg' tcgr sgr tngbsngbythz bhay chbsgbs tuh; sh pgsgrtkgrgdhrubd tui sh cua tsnhbhxyrtmhgyuy yteg dtrbhay thi sgo vhbzhfy/

thhi tryhek thbgo tpntl uutxcrgbdy atrpg tptzhmhg thitngrheg tui tbsgrg druhxg kgbsgr'thz sh ngdkhfehhy ptr prhuutygngbyai mu crgbdgi shxgchkhyhrgfy ptrkgmubd ektdgx egditbsgrg ngbyai' phrngx tui tphkurgdhrubd egrpgratpyi mu t "hu/gi/" etnhyg pui 61 ngbyai' tuhc zhhvtci auhi tuhxdgbumy tkg kgdtkgngytsi thi zhhgr thhdi ktbs/

stx nhhby' tuhc thhbgr thi

tngrheg ektdy t ngbya' phrng' shrgdhrubd' thcgr ptrkgmygshxgchkhyh rgfyi' tui gr ptrkhrytuh; tkg aytpkgi tphku chhoxuprho etury thi uutahbdyti – egigr' kuhy sgo tpntl' crgbdgi shektdg muo "dktctki etnhyg tuh;shxgchkhyh rgfyi'" t ztl pui uutxsgntertyhag kgbsgr uuhki bhayvgri uuhhk gx bgny tuuge ntfy puizhhgrg thhdgbg huxyh. xhxygngi/

pui sh thcgr 021 kgbsgr uutxvtci auhi tubygrdgarhci sgotpntl' vtci ckuhz srhh kgbsgr auhirtyhphmhry sgo tpntl thi zhhgrptrktngby muztngi nhywi dgrhfyektdg tryhek: erttyhg' tubdtritui ptbtnt/

sh aprtl pubgo yrhyh thzctaygyhdy dguutri surl tkgkgbsgr thbgo "hu/ gi/" chh sh"dgbgrtk txgnckh" puixgpygncgr 60w/ sgo ntbty'btuugncgr' thz grahbgi tptreurmyg uugrxhg pubgo yrhyh'tuh; sh gbdkhag aprtl' mu ntfidrhbdgr ptr rgdhrubd cttnyg tuingbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx muptrayhhi tkg thhbmkvhhyi/

nhywi dktctki shxgchkhyhrgfyi tpntl tzuh uuhhyptrdgarhyi' thz sh "hu/ gi/"ptrbungi nhy t bhhg dktctkgdgzuby thbmhtyhuug' mu dgci ptrtkg steyuhrho thi sh uugky tnhbhntkg yrgbhrubd tuh;tpgrtmhgx' tz zhh ztki egbgisurfphri srhbdgbsg ntbguurgx uuhhypui aphygkgr tuh; t zhfgri uugd'nhy ptxhdg xghpyh' tbgxyhzag tuiduyg btl-tpgrtmhg grvuhkubd/ tztyrgbhrubd' ztdy sh "uutrks vgkytrdtbhztmhg"' egi rtyguugi hgsihtr gykhfg nhkhti kgcbx/

12vnxphe dtzgy| jaui ,ax"j

- rgdhrubd tui ptkhxh -

thcgr muutbmhd aytcnhydkhsgr chh "szatuutbht"' tdruhxg xpgmhgkg vhk; tdgbyur thirtekgbs etubyh' vtci cteungi shyruhgrhdg bhhgx mu zufi t bhhgszatc' uuhctks sh uutexbsgtuhxdtci pui xpgmhgkg vhk;ctdkhhy auutfgrg ayhmg puirgdhrubd euugkgr vtci dgmuuhbdgi shtdgbyur mu abhhsi etxyi zhhgrsrtntyha/

tuhxgr sh 12 trchhygr uutxuugri tpdgztdy' uugy sh tdgbyurtuhl ktzi khhshd zgex ptzhmhgxuugkfg uutkyi dgstrpy grphkyuugri thi sh eungbshdg uutfi/ shtdgbyur ptrntdy truo 008thhbdgaygkyg/

auhi thcgr 02 htr uutx shtdgbyur vty bhay dgabhyi ehhiszatcx' tcgr "mhhyi vtci zhldgyuhay' srtntyha' tui nhraptmhri btftbtbs tuh; t nhbg-pgks pui muaygki ngr vhk; nhyuuhhbhdgr vhk; pui sh rgdhrubd'" ztdyptuk ygbskgr' szatuutbhtwx ag;gezgehuyhuu/ "thi rgtkhygy' uugkinhr nuzi pruchri mu yti ngr nhyuuhhbhdgr dgky/"

thi sh kgmyg htri' grekgryygbskgr' vty sh rgdhrubd bhaydgabhyi shrgey ehhi xpgmhgkgvhk; ptbsx' tcgr uuhfyhdg ayhmgtui hgrkhfg vgfgrubdgi zgbgidguutri uuhhbhdgr tsgr thbdtbmipktl' cag, sh etxyi pui muaygkivhk; zgbgi fxsr dguutexi/ hgrkhfg"etxy tuu khuuhbd" vgfgrubd )tuhlctetby tkx "etktwx"( zgbgidguutri uuhhbhdgr' tui etnpgbxtmhgptr dguuhxg tdgbyur tuhxdtci uutxsh rgdhrubd str; ctmtki zgbgidgckhci tunctmtky zhby 499w/"szatuutbht" vty sh kgmyggykhfg htr tuhxdgdgci vhcagtuhxdtci surl t "khhi tuu ergshy"nhywi jacui tz nwuugy zhh murhecteungi' tcgr sh tdgbyur thzdgckhci tuhxdgaphky' mtkbshdprtmgby tuh; sh stzhdg tuhxdtci/

pui tkctbh' dkhhfmhhyhd' zgbgidgeungi prhag thbmhtyhuugi muvgfgri sh vgky thbaurgbx tuitbsgrg cgbgphyi pui xpgmhgkgvhk; aytc nhydkhsgr' uuh pgbxhg'etu-pgh vhk;/ sh zgkcg cttnygvtci tuhl thhbdgphry ngr tuiayrgbdgrg tushyx tuh; sh phbtbmi'

uutx bgny tuuge mhhy tui gbgrdhgpui sh phbtbmhgkg xyg; tui khhdybtl ngr srue tuh; sh tdgbyur/

sh tpdgztdyg xyg; zgbgi tkgpui tphx tui prtdrto aytcnhydkhsgr' bhay ehhi "shrgeyeghr" xyg; uugkfg dgci zhl tppgrzgbkhl nhy xpgmhgkgetbxungrx/

t uutryztdgr ptr sh rtekgbsetubyh shuuhzhg pui "hubhhygs uugh"'t btmhtbtkg ptrthhi pui bti-prtphy tdgbyuri' ctsuhgry sgoarhy pui "szatuutbht"' ztdbshd tzsh tdgbyurwx auugrg nmc uutx vtydgmuuhbdgi sh szatc abhyi thz taytreg "tktro ru;" mu sh rgdhrubdetrhstri' tui mu sh dgzgkatpy thitkdgnhhi' tuh; sh auugrgtunaygbsi pui bti-prtphytdgbyuri uutx aygki mu vhk;prtdrtngi ptr ngbyai nhysguugktpngbyk shxgchkhyhx tuigbkhfg nmcho/

"thl uugk bhay zhhi thcgrrtaytuhc tbsgrg tdgbyuri strpi abhhsizhhgr xyg; tuiqtsgr abhhsi vhk;prtdrtngi'" mu zhhi xytchk thi phb-tbmhgki vhbzhfy' ztdy ygbskgr/

"szatuutbht" erhzhx:

uutexbsg tuhxdtci pui xpgmhgkg vhk; ntfy ptrkhri mgbskhdgr szatcx

021 kgbsgr auhi tubygrdgarhci dktctkg tpntl

ptr ngbyai nhy shxgchkhyhx' tngrheg bhay

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jbufv ,ak"v – nzk yuc

tbsgra uuh hgsi ytd' uugi zhhi aptmhr truhx pui fukk zgextzhhdgr ptrbtfyx dhhy vhca ptngkhl' bhay uugkbshd tzuhabgk truhxdhhi pui sh ,urvwshdg tyntxpgrg' zufbshd tuhpwiuugd truhx btl t jxhshai anugxwk nhy zhhi jcru,t' vtyanutk xupr vhhby dgbungi abgkg yrhy' uuh gr ztk zhl htdigrdg./

tui gr htdy zhl yteg' rw anutk/ uutx vhhxy' "gs a,fkvrdk ni vaue'" ztdy sh vkfv/ rw anutk' t druhxgr knsi' tuitzuh tuhl t rhfyhdgr t nsese cekv fcjnurv' uugy ptkdi/

tbeungbshd mu zhhi vuhz' vty tpdguutry t aytregthcgrrtaubd ptr anutk' zgvbshd stryi zhhi ktbdhtrhdi afitui btbygr hshs khhcua nhkkgr/ sh thcgrrtaubd thz bhaydguugi mukhc khhcuawx grahhbubd' uuhhk dtb. tpy vtci sh muuhhhubdgkhhy zhl ctdgdby grdg. uutu bgci tsgr thi zhhgr dgchhsgtuhpwi uugd trhhi mh truhx/ vhhby vty anutk bhay dgvty ehhimhhy ptr eurmg afi-hshs anugxgrhh' nwstr; dhhi mhbsi/anutk thz truh; mu zhhi ayte' btl t eurmg anhhfkshdg "zhhdgzuby" ptr khhcua' uugkfgr thz trhhi mu zhhi shrv tuh; thhiayte bhsgrhdgr/ sh aytreg thcgrrtaubd ptr anutk thzgray dgeungi btfwi trhcgryrgyi sgo auugk pui zhhi vuhz'uutx vty dgbmkhl ctzhhyhdy sgo anhhfk pui zhhi pbho' cag,khhcua vty dgvty t ptregryg crufho vctho thi ayuc' uutxvty ctmhry nhy t prhhkhfi tuhxsrue tuhpwi pbho pui tuhgr mutuhgr/

khhcua tui anutk zgbgi jcrho btl pui ehbsuuhhz' dhhgbshdthi zgkci jsr' stuugbgbshd thi zgkci chvn"s ac,ho tui huoyuc' apgygr muztngi thi hahcv' tui tzuh zgbgi chhsgtuhpdguutexi muztngi/ chhsg vtci nhy sgr mhhy dgphbgi stxctagryg' j,ubv dgvty cagv yucv unumkj,' tui dgdtbdgituhpaygki ti thhdgbg ch, btni chartk/ tkx hubdgkhhy vtyzhhgr hshsu, uuhhygr ptrdgzgmy' yrgpbshd ptxhdg shru, thizgkci dgchhsg/

uugi gx thz chh tho dgcuhri t nhhsgkg muo htr' thz ptrkhhcha nhkkgrwx anjv bhay dguugi ehhi drgbh./ zhhi jcranutk vty zhl nhydgprhhs nhy sh anjv' grahbgi muo ehsuatrct/ anutkwx rchmhi vty dgahey t ehnpgytrhi n,bv ptr shafbwyg nhkkgr/ muuhh htr apgygr thz khhcua ctatbegidguutri nhy t zhx hubdgkg' tui dgdgci acj uvustv ptrwivhhkhdi ctagpgr ptrwi tho agbei auhi muuhh dgzubyg zhxgehbsgrkgl/

anutk xupr tui zhhi pruh' ayhhgbshd fngy srhh htr auhizhby sh j,ubv' vtci btl tk. bhay zufv dguugi mu vgri stxdguuhhi pui t ehbs' tcgr muphk mhngx vtci zhh bhay dgntfysgrpui vtpbshd tz ceruc uugy eungi sh haugv/ tz sh htritcgr vtci zhl mgchxkgl dgruey' tui gr vty btl mu ehhi zrgak ehhnt bhay zufv dguugi' vtci tho auhi ptrahsgbgnjacu, dgbungi gdcgri/

sgr "nfv cpyha" thz dguugi uugi khhcua vty thi t duygagv zufv dguugi mu zhhi pgryi ehbs/ tui gr – btl bhay ehhithhbx/ sgntky' tbeungbshd mu bhhi ehbsgrktzg htri vtci thohtua dgphki dgyui trunbgngi' uutx uugy zhhi? sh pruh pkgdyctbgmi thr ehai hgsg btfy nhy t euutk pui yrgri' agpabshdsgrchh t ,pkv muo curt fk guknho tz zh nhy thr nti anutk

ztki auhi zufv zhhi thbthhbgo mu suru, harho uncurfho/ tuiargeuugshdg njacu, pkgdi thr trunbgngi hgbg yubegkgbgfy' yrtfygbshd chh zhl uutx uugy zhhi sgr mueubpy' tcgrbtl thrg vhhxg ,phku, muo ytyi thi vhnk thz thr dgnhyruthdgr dguutri/

"t duyi ytd'" vty anutk tuhxdgrupi' muntfbshd sh yhrbtfwi trhhbeungi/ sh nburv thz dguugi drhhy' chz ptr sh ebuhyi'uutx gr vty nephs dguugi mu ntfi tkhhbx ptrwi mhbsi/

"t duyi ytd'" vty zh dggbypgry pui ehl thi t auutfgayhng/

gr dhhy trhhi thi ehl tui yrgpy zhhi pruh thi t ptrfnurgyidgzhfy/

"ztd nhr uutx yuy sruey shr chho vtr.' uutx thz vhhbytbsgra uuh hgsi ytd?"

nhy t mucrtfgbg ayhng vty zh tho trtpdgkhhdy thrgdgphki nhy tpgbg uugrygr/ ayhhgbshd hgmy thi sh jbufv ygd't mhhy uugi sh napjv thz muztngi' ehbsgrkgl uutryi tp sgrytyg ztk tvhhneungi mhbsi sh jbufv khfygkgl' sh ntngprgdky phhbg ktyegx' sh ekhhbuutrd ayhhgi truo tui euei munhy zhhgrg kgfyhdg bhhdgrhdg thhdgkgl – tui// chh tubz thiayuc thz/// ehhbgr uutry shr bhay tp' thl vtc bhay ptruugngi tvgrmuaygki dganteg ntkmhhyi tuhxgr muuhhptrmhgx ptr tubz' ehhbgr ayhhy bhay truo' t vuhkehhyvgray thi ayuc' thbsgrmhhy uutx thi tkg ayucgr uuh chhtubzgr afi khhcua vgray t prhhkhfehhy' t kuxyhdehhy/

"hgmy ptrayhhxyu' nhhi yhhgrgr nti' ptruutx thl chitzuh mudgkhhdy? uuhtzuh egi ngi stx tsurfyrtdi?"

anutk' vgrbshd sh tuhprhfyhdg rhhs pui zhhi ta, jhk' vtcish uugrygr tho mgyrhhxky sh yhpxyg xyrubgx thi zhhi vtr./uugi gr vty dgegby eungi muo uutry' vty gr vtrmhd njzedguugi nhy tnubv thi cyjui tz vec"v ptrktzy bhay ehhbgo'tubz uugy gr tuhl bhay ptrktzi/ mu ktbd vty anutk bhaydgegby rgsi' aphrbshd t ayhegbha thi vtkz uutx ztdy ti tfuutkhg pui yrgri uutx dhhgi ty ptrpkhhmi sh tuhdi/ bhayuugkbshd zhhi pruh ztk stx muzgvi' vty gr zhl dghtdytbmudrhhyi sh nburv/

btfwi mhbsi sh vhhkhdg khfygkgl' nhy ayrhhnk tui cgehagfnbvd tcu,hu' vty gr zhl tuugedgzgmy egdi zhh' tui nhyckhyaebsg tuhdi ctyrtfy zhhgr ahhi' thbsgrmhhy uutx t ckh.thi nuj vty tho sgrntby pubgo thshai dgztbd' "kgfygkg'kgfygkg! su ahhbxy tui su crgbxy' tuhci thi vhnk cgyi suegbxy/// kgfygkg' kgfygkg' kggggfygkg' thh' thh' thh///" grvty tubygrdgzhbdgi nhy dgphk' chz' chz' bhay egbgbshd zhl ngrthhbvtkyi vty gr tuhxdgcrtfi thi t chygri dguuhhi'trhhbsruebshd zhhi dtbmi pbho thi sh znhru, kjbufv/ zhhi pruh'btfwi vgri zhhi dguuhhi' vty zh tuhl dgbungi nhyuuhhbgi/ chhsimuztngi' gr thi zhhi uuhbek' tui zh thi thrg' vtci zhl ptrdtxithi htngrkhfg cfhu, muo curt fk guknho muo druhxgi ytyithi vhngk' zhh ztki auhi zufv zhhi mu kgfyhdg thshag suru,/

sh rhhbg vhhkhdg ,phku, pui nti tui pruh chho ahhi pui shjbufv khfygkgl' vtci dgyti zhhgrx tuhci thi vhnk/

*btl thcgr mgi auugrg htr pui nuyagbhai phzha tui

dhhxyha' zgbgi anutk xupr tui zhhi pruh dguutri ytyg tuintng pui t zhx kgfyhd nhhsgkg' dgzuby tui aytre/ sh pgbgthz mu trgo mu ctarhhci zhhgr tuhxgrdguugbkhfg prhhs' tzuh

tuhl thz zhhgr nuhk dguugi trgo nhy uugrygr mu stbegi sgocurt fk guknho' thku phbu nkt ahrv fho' thi tbjbu nxphehokvusu, kl sw tkehbu/

thi zgkci ytd' nna' uutx sgr rgsk chh anutk xupr vtyzhl dgsrhhy muo duyi' nhywi dgcury pui zhhi grayi ehbs' vtyzhl stx rgsk chygr t srhh dgyti thi ptregryi rhfyubd chhzhhi afi tui jcr' khhcua nhkkgr/

gx thz tho dgcuhri stx phbpyg ehbs tui steyuhrho vtciztptry ctngrey t prtckgo uutx tbyaprgfy mu ctdrgbhmizhhi tbyuuhekubd phzha tui dhhxyha/ zhhbg nuj pubemhgx uugkizhhi fngav' tcgr zhhbg ctuugdubdgi ctdrgbhmy/ uuh t shbgrthbnhyi ytd vty sh chygrg caurv ctyrtpi khhcua tui zhhipruh/ khhcua vty bhay gxphgy mu ptrshhgi sh caurv tui auhizgbgi sh njacu, tho dgktpi tuh; uuhhygr' uutx uugy ngi ztdiptr sh ehbsgr? uuh tzuh uugy zhl sh ayuc uuhhygr phri? uugyngi zhhi ptrbungi nhy ty sh banvkwg chh steyurho tuiaphygkgr? khhcua vty zhl tcgr bhay dgktzy ptrphri puity sh njacu,' gr vty gx neck dguugi ctvcv' uuhxbshd tz fknv sgchs rjnbt kyc gchs' tkgx uutx vah", yuy thz duy/

btl gykhfg ygd thz anutk xupr nhy zhhi pruhtvhhndgeungi' muztngi nhy zhhgr bhh dgcuhri tui ktbdtuhxdgcgyi ehbs/ stx ntk vty anutk thcgrdgyrgyi shauugk pui zhhi vuhz uugi t crhhyg anhhfk thz tuhxdgaprhhytuh; zhhi dgzhfy/

tcgr chho tubygrayi afi khhcua nhkkgr' thz sh xmgbgdtr tbsgra dguugi' gr nhy zhhi pruh zgbgi tvhhndgeungi puiaphytk nhy khhshdg vgby' thcgrktzbshd stx ehbs thi aphytkptr uuhhygrshdg ctvtbskubdgi/ stx ntk vty khhcuathcgrdgyrgyi sh auugk pui zhhi vuhz nhy t auugri dgnhy tuiptrmgryi dgzhfy' bhay uuhxbshd uutx mu gbypgri ptr shehbsgr thi ayuc uugi zhh prgdi' uutu thz tubzgr bhhg crusgrk?stx uutx khhcua vty nurt dgvty ty stx thz yteg dgeungi'sh ehbsgrkgl vtci ptryuhay ckhei thhbgr nhywi tbsgri'aphrbshd tz gpgx thz st bhay dktyhd' tcgr zhh vtci tzuhphkptraytbs dgvty bhay mu prgdi zhhgrg gkygri uutx dhhy ptr/

tzuh thz stx htr surfdgktpi chh sh muuhh napju,' uugi chhnapj, xupr vgray t zhx htr' agpbshd bj, pui zhhgr nhhsk"ahhbsgkg"' aphrbshd uuh tkgx dhhy tzuh duy tui phhi' zhh zhmituhpwi vgfxyi aph. pubgo rgsk/ tcgr thi sh mhhy thz chhnapj, nhkkgr dguugi t auugr htr' uuhhkbshd ngr thi aphytkuuh thbsgrvhho' zhhgbshd ptrbungi nhyi uutuhkzhhi pui zhhgr ehbs"tkhgzr'" thi sh mhhy uugi sh thcrhdg ehbsgr zgbgi hgsg ptrygd dguutri dguutri muzhhy tui muaprhhy muuhai erucho tuiafbho/

,ak"u – t ntngwx vtr.

bhay mu ktbd thz napj, xupr dgaytbgi chho aph. pubgorts' thi thhi tuhdi ckhe vty zhl stx rgsk dgdgcgi t prhaisrhh/

ptxhry vty stx thhi thbsgrprh' sh zui vty dgahhby nhythr pukxyi ertpy' ti thhbdgbgng uuhbyk vty trhhbdgcktzisurl sh tpgbg pgbxygr' nrx/ xupr vty mudgdrhhy stx gxiptr thr 31wntbtyhdg ahhbsgkg/ uuh hgsi ytd vty zh stx ehbstrhhbdgzgmy thi vhh-yaghr tui dgdtbdgi muo prhszahsghrbgngi nhkl ptrwi ehbs' thi ty hgbgo ntngby vty stx ehbsctngrey t etkhryg btawgkg khdi bgci thr tuhpwi yha/

bjni vkuh

srhhy zhl t uugky

t tn,wg srtntyhag ptxhrubd uutx vty zhl tpdgaphky thi tubzgr mhhy nhy muuhh napju, uugkfg zgbgi dgptri

tuh; sh ptregryg zhhyi pubgo rts' uugi chh thhbg thz dguugi chygrthz chho tbsgri dguugi prhhkhl' chz gx thz dgeungi mu thhi ekhntex

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ahhbsgkg vty tuhxdgayrgey sh vtby mu sh uuhhyxyg ngdkhl'tcgr sti' nhy thrg tuhxdgayrgeyg vgbygkgl' vty zhptrkuhri sgo ctktb. tui – pubeykhl uuhtzuh uuhhxy ngi btltk. bhay – trtpdgyrtxegy tuh; sgr grs nhy t ngfyhdizg./

vgrbshd sgo zg. vty zhl sh ntng ckh.-abgktuhxdgsrhhy' tui dgzgi uuh thr yhhgr ctkhcy tumrwk khdytuhpwi pktr uuhhx uuh sh uutby' bhay chh zhl/ "tuh! nhhi ehbs sukgcxy? ahhbsgkg gpi shhbg tuhdgkgl! eue tuh; ntnh!" thieuk uthi gubv/ thi ptbhe' vty zh dgdgci t euuhya' "vmkv' huh'vmkv!!" tcgr zh vty btl tk. dgvty sgo eurtza mu bgngitkhhbx sgo ygkgpti yrhhck tui rupi vmkv/ sh dgyrhhguutkubyhri zgbgi tbdgeungi uuh dgpkuhdi thi sh kupy' thithhkgbgha dgftpy stx ehbs tui nhy ckhyaegshdg kgnpkgltui htngrkhfg xhrgbgx thr dgphry muo btbyxyi aphytk'nurt vtcgbshd stx thr ekhhbg nuj ztk bhay vtci dgftpy tigrbxyi ektp k"g/ thi sh stzhdg durkwshdg nhbuyi vty zhl nrx/xupr dguutbsi muo ytyi thi vhnk' tuh ctagpgr! vty zh tergf. dgdgci' thl cgy shr pui vtrmi yhpi bgo bhay tuugestx ktbd tuhxdgvtpyg ehbs pui nhr' ytyg thi vhnk vgk;!

chho tbeungi thi aphytk thz auhi stx ehbs c"v dguugichho ctuutuxyzhhi/ sh ntng vty tchxk tpdgtygny zgvbshdtz thr yhhgr tumr thz chho kgci' vusu ksw fh yuc fh kgukojxsu' vty thr vtr. dgarhdi/ ytyg' thl stbe shr ptr shhbgdruhxg jxsho/

t aytc steyuhrho vtci ,hf; trundgbungi stx ehbs thrtubygrmuzufi' zhfgr ntfi mh thr nj vty bhay dgftpy ehhiektp/ btfwi tubygrzufi stx ehbs vtci sh steyurhoctaygyhdy ptr sh ctztrdyg gkygri tz kuhy sh "egy xegi"tui tbsgrg ygxyi zgy bhay tuhx tz stx ehbs ztk vtcidgftpy t ektp tuhpwi nj/ btl thi hgbgo ytd vty ngictprhhy stx ehbs pui aphytk' thi sh mhhy uutx sh gkygrivtci tpdgtygny' tv' ngi btr tpdgeungi nhy arge/

sh thhbdgbgng tyntxpgrg vty uuhhygr dgvgray thiayuc pui napj, xupr' euugkbshd vuhpgbgx bj, pui zhhgrthhbmhd ctkhcyg c, hjhsvwkg/ chho tubygrayi afi' khhcuanhkkgr' vty bhay tzt prhhkhfg tyntxpgrg dgvgray' tauugrg ,eupv thz ptr zhh tsurl' nuyagbshd zhl nhy zhhgrtkhgzrwk/

sh dtbmg mhhy zhby ahhbsgkgwx ektp' vty nrx/ xuprdgaphry chh zhl yh; thi vtrmi' tz thr ehbs thz gpgx bhay tzuhuuh zh thz dguugi cgptr/ zh vty yteg bhay dgegby tbshhyituh; ehhi tuhxgrkhfg gbsgrubdgi thbgo ehbs' tcgr stxntnhag vtr. egi ngi bhay tuhxptpi' t ntngwx vtr.aphry/ muuhh jsaho apgygr' uugi dguugbkhfg ehbsgr thi thrhtrdtbd dgci auhi sh grayg yrhy' vty nrx/ xupr ctngreystx thr ehbs thz bhay uuh tkg' uuh btr zh uuhk aygki t yrhyyuy zh ,hf; tbhsgrptki' tzuh vty gx fxsr tbdgvtkyi ti ehhigbsgrubd kyucv/ "rgsi" vty zh dgegby uuh tkg ehbsgrkgl thithr htrdtbd' tcgr "dhhi" – stx bhay/

thr nti' anutk' tui trunhdg erucho' vtci tpdgrgsy shntng pui sh btrhaehhy' tcgr zh vty bhay tbdgbungi zhhgrgrhhs' ztdbshd tz t ntngwx vtr. ptrayhhy cgxgr' tui zhaphry tz gpgx thz bhay thi trsgbubd nhy ahhbsgkg' uugkfgthz btl ngr murhe dgptki/ zh vty dgrgsy mu thr nti tuigrekgry' tz ngi nuz dhhi tubygrzufi stx ehbs/ gr vtybtftntk pruchry gx tuuge mu ntfi tkx thhbrgsgbha'mukhhdbshd' mu uutx str; ngi ctnuyagi stx ehbs nhy auugrgtubygrzufudgi/ tcgr uvht ctjs' zh vty bhay btfdgdgci/

anutk' btfwi thcgranugxi sh ztl nhy zhhi rta vfukk'uugkfgr vty dgztdy uuh sh ntng' vty gbskhl nxfho dguuginwztk tubygrzufi stx ehbs zgvi uutx dhhy ptr' mh ngi vtybhay gpgx ptrzgvi sh grayg ntk/ ptrayhhy zhl tz thcgrsrhhxhd htr murhe' uugi sh ngav vty ptxhry' thz shngshmhbhag uugky dguugi vhca ptrdgarhyi' tcgrtunptrdkhhfctr mu vhhbyhdg mhhyi' sgrptr thz dguugi drhbd muzhhi sgrartei pui "bhay tuhpftpi" t prtckgo ctmhhybx/

ahhbsgkg thz tsurl t ktbdg xgrhg pui ygxyi' auugrgygxyi pui tkg xtryi' chh druhxg xpgmhtkhxyi/ jrshag cheurjukho gxebho tui trdtbhztmhgx vtci dgvtkpi cteungitpthbyngbyx abgkgr uuh dguugbkhl' tcgr ptry vty tkgxdgsuhgry t ahhbg ptr uutfi/ chh ngrxybx ygxyi vty stxehbs ptrphry zhhgr chygr' tcgr sh ntng vty ptrchxi sh khpitui dgaytrey thr agpgkg/

uuh gx vty zhl tuhxdgaygky thz sh ntngwx vtr. dguugidgrgfy – btl sh phkg ygxyi vtci steyuhrho pgxydgaygkytz stx trtpptki pui vhh-yaghr tui ftpi tzt ektp' vtydgktzy t ayhegkg tpgey tuhpwi nuj k"g' uutx nhhby tz stxehbs uugy zhl tbyuuhekgi zhhgr ktbdzto' nhy rgsumhryg

pubemhgx tui ctuugdubd' bhay muphk tbsgra uuh sgr nmc nhyuutx sgo afi nhkkgrwx ehbs tkhgzr thz dgcuhri dguutri/ chhsgnapju, vtci zhl hgmy muztngbdgyrtpi tuh; thhi pkt.' zhhzgbgi dguutri tjho kmrv thi puki zhi pui uutry/

dtb. tbvuhc vty napj, xupr zhhgr auugr dgegbyptrshhgi sh chygrg caurv' uutx vhhxy zhhgr thhbmhd ctkhcyehbs' uutx thz trtpdgeungi tuh; sgr uugky btl mgi phhbpukgehbsgrktzg htri/ euho ywngi gxphgy mu agpi tchxgkg bj,pui thr' tui st/// thi thhi tuhdbckhe//// zhh vtci jkhkv bhayn,rgo dguugi/ t ngbya thz btr t ngbya' tui gx sruey zhhgrauugr ptr sh trunhdg mu zgvi zhhgr ytfygr thi tzt mgr/ptry tcgr' vtci zhh pruchry zhl njze mu zhhi' tui gx neck zhhictvcv/

tmhbs vtci chhsg napju, zhhgr duy dgegby ptrayhhithhbgr sgo tbsgri/ chhsg zgbgi auhi dguugi tuh; chhsg zhhyipubgo rgsk' aphrbshd t mhhy pui anjv tui t mhhy pui phhi'aygbshd uugi chh hgbgo thz dguugi ptregry/

*mhhyi zgbgi dgktpi – ygd zgbgi dguutri uutfi' uutfi zgbgi

dguutri jsaho/ gx thz btftntk tbdgeungi jbufv/ anutkvty zhl sgrntby pui hgbgo jbufv' muuhh htr murhe' uugi chh shahhi pui sh khfygkgl vty gr tzuh vtrmhd dgcgyi pubgoduyzgkhdi ytyi gr ztk tho agbei t ehbs' tui uuh gr thz ytegdgvtkpi dguutri t htr sgruh;' thh' uuh duy gr nhy zhhi pruhvtci zhl dgaphry thi ty hgbg dkhekhfg ntngbyi uugi zhh vtcitruhx aptmhry pui aphytk nhy t dgzuby kgfyhd nhhsgkg/hgmy' zhmbshd tuhpxbhh chh sh vhhkhdg kgfy' vgry gr pui tbsgrimhngr stx dguuhhi pui t ehbs' tcgr bhay stx dguuhhi tuh; uutxgr vty tzuh thhbdgrhxi' btr stx dguuhhi pui t ehbs uutx thzbgcgl dgagshdy pui t ektp' agpgkg/ sgr dgstbe vty thoctbungi yhpgr tui yhpgr' chz sgr dgzhfy thz phhfy dguutri puish dgztkmgbg/ tui' uuh thbygrgxtby' tuhl zhhbg yrgri zgbgithmy tzuh tbsgra uuh sgntky' tbayty cgyi dgvtkpi muuugri' yuy gr thhbrhhxi ptr zhhi ahhbsgkg uutx str; t rputvakhnv/

t xmgbg' bhay muphk tbsgra' vty zhl tpdgaphky tuhpwitbsgri ayte' chh sh nhkkgrx' uutu khhcua vty vhhx n,pkkdguugi chh sh jbufv khfygkgl tz zhhi tkhgzrwk ztk uugrituhpdgktfyi nhy tkgx uutx gr str;/ stx ehbs tkhhbx thzdgzgmi bgci ytyi' thhbztpbshd nhy zhhbg rhhbg ctwjbwyg tuhdisgo ahhi pui sh uutrpbshdg pktngkgl/

,an"z – ht tsgr bhhi?

anutk xupr' pui mhhy mu mhhy' pkgdy tuhpcrgbdgi shngdkhfehhy pui vtkyi ahhbsgkg thi t xpgmhgkg nuxs ptrehbsgr thi tzgkfg ptki/ zhhi pruh vty bhay dguutky vgrisgrpui' vtcbshd sgrchh ti tuhprhfyhdg ygbv tz stx ehbs uutxthl vtc tzuh ktbd tuhxdguutry' stx ehbs uutx thz dgcuhridguutri dgzuby tui aytre' stx ehbs uutx thl vtc dgwjkunwythr mu dgci sh cgxyg jhbul uutx thz btr ahhl nhywictagpgrwx vhk;' ty stx ehbs ztk thl hgmy thcgrdgci thiprgnsg vgby? bhhi! vty zh atr; grekgry' tz vec"v vtytzuh mudgphry stx nhhi ehbs ztk zhhi tzuh' bgo thl gx ti nhykhcatpy tui tnubv/ thl vt; btl tz tpar stl uugy btl t bxptxhri' tui nhhi yhhgrg ahhbsgkg uugy btl tntk dgzuby uugri/ty tzuh vty zh zhl dgygbvwy nhy thr nti anutk uugi abhrkglyrgri ctbgmi thrg ctei/

chhsg vtci zhl dgvtkyi mu sh zgkcg aygkubdgi' tui vtcizhl bhay dghtdy mu yuhai nhhbubdgi thcgr sh ygng/ thbnhyi shktbdhtrhdg uuhfuj vty t prhag ayrtk trhhbdgahhby thi shxupr ayuc' uugi zhh zgbgi ctatbei dguutri nhy t zhxg tuidgzubyg kgfyhdg hubdgkg cagv yucv unumkj,/ sh anjv thzdguugi dguutkshd' gs thi kagr' zhh vtci dgvtsguugy stx ehbsnhy dgyrhhatpy tui khcatpy' tui sgrchh tfyubd dgdgcidtrbhay mu ptrnhbgri pui ahhbsgkg/

sh gkygri vtci dgphgayagy chhsg ehbsgr thhbhd' tui gxvty dgvgray ti tyntxpgrg pui akuw uakuv' bj, tui vrjc,vsg,/ sh htri zgbgi dgktpi ruthd/ ahhbskg thz dguutri 01 htr'btfsgo gkg;' sti muugk;' tcgr thr tbyuuhekubd thz dgdtbdgizhhgr ptngkhl/ zh vty dgkgcy thi thr uugkyk' uutx sh dtbmguugky pui thr ntng srhhy zhl tuhl truo thr/ thr nmc vtydgcrgbdy tz btbyg tui ctetbyg vtci grekgry ptr sh ntngnrx/ xupr tz tuhc nhhby zh yteg sh uutuhkzhhi pubgo ehbs' ztk zhthr trhhbaygki thi thhbg pui sh xpgmhgkg nuxsu,' tcgrzhhgrg uugrygr zgbgi dgptki tuh; yuhcg tuhgri/ sh thhbmhdxyguutx vty dgcrgbdy t surfcrul thz dguugi thr afbv nrx/nhkkgr/ zh' surfdhhgbshd sh zgkcg nmc nhy thr tkhgzr' vtynhy ktdhag rhhs grekgry ptr nrx/ xupr tz gx kuhby zhl ht

trhhbmuaygki stx ehbs thbgo nuxs' ztdbshd pui thhdgbggrptrubd' zgvbshd t ahbuh kyucv chho nmc pui thr tkhgzrwkuutx dgphby zhl thi tzt pkt./ nrx/ xupr vty tbdgbungi shrty pui nrx/ nhkkgr' tui btfwi zhl surfrgsi nhy sh rhfyhdgpgrztbgi' vty zh ctaktxi mu ahei stx ehbs/ nhy t auugrvtr.' tuhdi puk nhy yrgri' vty zh zhl dgzgdby nhy thrahhbsgkg/ stx ehbs mu uugngi zh thz dguugi tzuh mudgchbsgi phrtui muutbmhd agv t ytd' tui zhci ygd t uutl' uugy zh nuzi ktzidhhi tchxk truhx' gx thz zhhgr auugr' tcgr tuhc nhhby ngi sgoehbswx uutuhkzhhi str; ngi tntk ntfi tuntbdgbgng ctakuxi/

*t dtbmg uutl thz ahhbsgkg dguugi thi sgo nuxs' tui tuh;

ac, eusa pkgdy zh tvhhneungi/ uugi sh gkygri zgbgi thrdgdtbdi ctzufi thbnhyi sh uutl' vtci zhh thr dgpubgi thi t duygayhnubd' tui stx vty tchxk ctruvhdy sh vtr. pui nrx/ xuprtz thr ehbs thz ftyahd duy tuhpdgkhhdy zhhgbshd trundgbunginhy nhhskgl pui thr gkygr nhy gbkhfg prtckgngi/

stx nhhsk vty tzuh khc dgvty stx pkt.' tz numa"e btlvcskv pkgdy zh auhi uugki murhe dhhi thbgo nuxs/ zh vty bhaydgegby tuhxuutryi chz ntbytd/ nrx/ xupr vty zhl eusodgaphry ctyrtpi pui sh jae pubgo ehbs murhe mu dhhi thbgonuxs' uuhhk tpar thz stx t xhdbtk tz zh thz bhay dgbudthcgrdgdgci ptrwi ehbs tui mukhc sgo uuhk stx ehbs zhlgbsgra dgphbgi thbgo nuxs uuh thbsgrvhho/ guugbyugk vty zhtbgregby tz sgr dgstbe thz bhay rhfyhd tui' cfkk' tuhc uugyzh zhl ktzi sheyhri pui thrg dgphki' uugy ehhi duyx sgrpui bhaytruhxeungi' tui cgxgr thz ptr thr ehbs uutx zh vty tzuh khc'tz zh ztk zhl dgpubgi thbgo nuxs/

,an"y – t crhuugkg

t ahhbgo ytd' truo muuhh htr apgygr' thz anutk dgckhciayhhi chho ptxy etxyk uuh ptrpruhri/

gr vty' uuh hgsi ytd' dgbungi sh ptxy' tcgr vhhby thzstry dguugi t etbuugry' tsrgxhry mu "ytyh tui ntnh xupr/"zhhi vtr. vty ptrpgky t ektp' uutx? uugr egi stx zhhi'ahhbsgkg? nhhi ahhbsgkg vty dgarhci t crhuu? anutk vtyzhl thhbdgvtkyi pui gpgbgi sgo crhuu' uugkbshd dgci sgo fcusptr zhhi pruh/ trhheungbshd thi ayuc vty zhl anutktbdgrupgi mu zhhi pruh' "vgrxy? t drux pui ahhbsgkg///"

"uutx vhhxy!" vty zh dgprgdy nhy bhhdgr' bhay zhhgbshdtzuh dguutuhby mu vgri "druxi" pui thr ehbs/

mu ktbd vty gr thr bhay dgktzy uutryi/ gr vty thrthcgrdgdgci stx ptrntfyg etbuugry/ nhy mhygrshdg vgbyvty nrx/ xupr dggpgby sgo crhuu' bhay dkhhcbshd uutx zhzgvy/ ahhbsgkg' sh tzuh ctdrgbhmyg nhhsk' egi duy arhhci nhysh vtby' tui btl tzt vtrmhdg crhuu/

mu nhhbg yhhgrg tui thcgrdgdgcgbg gkygri ahjhu'thl chi zhhgr muprhsi st thi nhhi aukg' thl phk zhhgr

tbdgbgo nhy nhhbg kgrgrhbx tui jcrwygx' thl phk auhi uuh t druhxnhhsk' thl egi auhi dhhi thbdtbmi tkhhi' c"v/

ytyh tui ntnh thl cgbe nhr auhi zhhgr btl gbe' thl uutry auhigx ztk uugri ac, eusa thl ztk gbe egbgi zgvi/

pui gbegr ytfygr'ahhbsgkg xupr

uugrygr zgbgi thcrhd mu ctarhci sh dgphki pui sh gkygrichho khhbgi sgo crhuu/ stx nhhsk' pui thhi zhhy' egi auhi c"vaygki thhdgbg yrhy' tcgr pui muuhhyi zhhy ekgny stx vtr.muzgvbshd uuh zh thz btl tk. thi t dgmuhnyi nmc/

tuhl trhcgr chho afi' chh sh nhkkgrx' thz sgr erhzhx nhytkhgzrwx auhi bhay uutx tntk/ steyuhrho vtci tchxkthcgrdgyrhci' sh cgxyg ygrtphxyi tuhpwi ntregy vtcimudgaygky sh cgxyg ygfbhei tui surftuhx tkg htri chz tvgrvty ngi mgchxkgl dgkgzy thhi prtckgo btfwi tbsgri' ftyabhay tkgx/ vhhby thz tkhgzr t uutuhkgr hahcv cjur uugkfgrthz truhpdgeuey chh btbyg tui jcrho/

,ab"t – btftntk jbufv

sh srtntyhag ptrarhy pui ahhbsgkgwx nmc thz dguutriektrgr tui aytregr/ tky uugrbshd zgfmi htr' thz zh auhidguugi zhhgr uuhhy pui thrg tntkhdg prtckgngi/ sgr nuxsvty trhhbdgkhhdy nna thcgrngbyakhfg fuju, tui tuh; hgsi

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15 vnxphe dtzgy| fxku ,ax"j

dgchy thz zh dguutri cgxgr tui cgxgr/ anutk tui zhhi pruhvtci tbdgeuey thr nmc uuh t kgcgshdgr bx pui vhnk/

tuh; jbufv ,ab"t thz dgeungi sh caurv yucv uutx vtytrhhbdgphry sh gkygri thi sh vgfxyg xpgri: ahhbsgkg xupreuny "tvhho///!" thh' thh' thh' uugrygr egbgi stx bhay dgbudtruhxcrgbdgi/

muo grayi ntk thi thr kgci thz ahhbsgkg dgaytbgi chhovhhxi ytp tui thcgrdgsrhhy phhbg prhag ktyegx tuh; jbufv'cag, sh ntng vty zhl ruthd dgptry nhywi ekhhbgo hubdgk/uugi anutk xupr thz tvhhndgeungi hgbgo tuugby' btl ngrhc'thz gr trhhbdgeungi thi ayuc nhy t dgvuhcgbgo anhhfk uutxgr vty auhi bhay dgvty txtl' txtl htri/ stx dtbmg khfymhbsi vty dgvty t vhnkhai dgphk chh anutk/ sgr "avjhhbu"pui hgbgo grayi jbufv khfyk thz dguugi gpgx tztbx tuitzgkfgx/ xwyhhya' gr vty dgsgbey duy sh vhhxg ,phkv hgbgojbufv btl mgi ehbsgrktzg htri uutx thz dggbypgry dguutri/sgrbtl sgr erhzhx nhywi ektp' aphytk' ctvtbskubdgi'muugk; htr thi ayuc' phr htr thi nuxs' dgvtkpi dguutri nhy tci zfr' tui st ayhhy stx nhhsk tkhhbx dgzuby tui ergpyhd'uugi thr nmc uugry cgxgr tui cgxgr hgsi ytd ctzubsgr/vbru, vkku eusa vo/// ugk bxhl ugk bpktu,hl///

*pui zgfmi thz dguutri zhcgmi' btfsgo tfmi' tui///

ahhbsgkgwx gkygri vtci' ptr tkgngi' dgvty t drubykhfianugx nhy thrg tntkhdg steyuhrho uugdi zhhgr ytfygrwxnmc' tui mh nwegi tuhxvgri ahsufho/ cjxsh sw thz sgr gbypgrdguugi' ht' ti ehhi auo xpe tsgr prtckgo/ zhh zgbgi stitrhcgr mu dsukh hartk akhy"t ptr uutrhng crfu,' tui nhyvgrmgr ctkztnhry thi tnubv tui cyjui vtci zhh gbskhltuhpdgvuhci sh ygkgptbgi uugkfg vtci' uuh uutubsgrkhl'dgekhbdgi ngr tpy uuh zhh vtci gruutrygy/

bhay ktbd apgygr' thz gx tbdgeungi/ "nzk yuc' nzkyuc!" uutttttx----?

tuh; sh "dtx" rupy ngi gx sh ntng pui tkg ctncg

ahsufho/ khhcua nhkkgr vty dgdgci t zui' anutk xupr tytfygr/ btbyg afbho thi zgkci dgchhsg' chhsg nhy tsrtntyhag ptrdtbdgbvhhy' t zuud vdui nna/ sh dtbmg aytydhhy tuh; rgsgr/ xwyhhya' j,i tui fkv zgbgi dgbuh thi zgkcigkygr' dgcuhri thi zgkci ytd' uugr gx dgsgbey/ gbch vdpicgbch vdpi/

jaui ,ab"s uhvh charui nkl

///gus hang cgrh hvusv ucjumu, hruakho/ nwdhhy auhi mu shjupv/ thi thhbg pui sh vgrkhfg thi thshai bhu htre euny vhhbyptr sh dgvuhcgbg j,ubv pui vj,i tkhgzr nhkkgr gc"d vfkvahhbsk xupr/ str; ngi btl gpgx mukhhdi? vzurgho csngvcrbv hemuru/

tui uuhhygr kuhpi sh ygd' uutfi' jsaho' htri' tui anutkxupr zhmy uuhsgr chh sh jbufv khfygkgl tui zhbdy sh znhru,'thi ayrhhnk cgehag/ sh njacu, kuhpi murhe t muutbmhd htr' tvhxytrhagr ntngby' gr thi sgo uuhbek tui zh chho tbsgri'vhhxg ,phku, chz muo fxt vfcus/// zhh uugri dgvtkpi' stxekhhbg nhhsk uutrpy nhy jfnvwkgl tz sh vgrmgr uugridgptbdgi/// zh ptky trtp pui vhh-yaghr' stx kgci uugrydgyuhay/// yrrrrrr////// sh ygkgpti ekhbdy/ nrx/ xupr ktzybhay thr nti dgaygry uugri pui sh nburv tui zh vhhcy tuh;/

"nzk yuc' nzk yuc!" t euuhya vhkfy tp thi dtbmi vuhz/ "------nnnnnnnzk yuc!"

t hubdk/rw anutk tui rw khhcua vty zhl eur. sgrbtl dgyrtpi thi

zhhgr ktbdhtrhdg muztneubpy pkt.' tubyi chh sh xygpx/ nzkyuc' nju,i' nzk yuc' vtci zhh zhl uutrho dguutubyai/ nzk yuc'"zhhsg!" --- muanhhfgky zhl rw khhcua' ht ht' ztdy rw anutk/tkgx thi zfu, pui sh jbufv khfygkgl' sh khfygkgl chh uugkfinhr vtci dguuhhby tui vhhx n,pkk dguugi tuh; zrg ak ehhnt'ty chh sh khfygkgl chh uugkfi nhr vtci dguuhhby tz tubzgr

ahhbsgkg ztk dgzuby uugri' ty chh sh khfygkgl uutu thl vtcdgzgvi uuh stx yhhgr ehbs tbyuuheky zhl tzuh ahhi tui erhfytruhx pui sh auugrhdehhyi' tui hgmy ty chh sh khfygkgl vtcinhr zufv dguugi mu zgvi sh dtksgbg ehhy pui napj, xupr yuyzhl uuhhygr mhgi' thl stbe shr ytyg' thl kuhc shr ytyg ptrshhbg jxsho uutx su vtxy dgyui tui su yuxy tui su uugxy yuinhy tubz uuhhygr tuh; thhchd/

ht ht' rw anutk - ztdy rw khhcua - bx,ru, srfh vvadjv'sh uugdi pui fchfuk zgbgi ctvtkyi' nhr ptrayhhgi bhay zhhbgsrfho' ztfi uutx zgvi tuhx chh tubz tunptraygbskhl' uugrinhy sh mhhy ektrgr/ mu dgsgbexyu nju,i yhhgrgr uuh nhr vtcichhsg dgvty ehbsgr thi sh zgkcg btfy' thi sh mhhy uutx suvtxy dtvty t dgzuby ehbs' thz chh nhr dguugi stx ptregryg/apgygr thz shhi ehbs dgptki' tui pui t dgzuby ehbs thz zhdguutri dgagshdy' vtcbshd sh zgkcg prtckgo uuh nhhitkhgzrwk/ tui dgsgbexy btl uuh nhhi pruh vty dgwpugkwy chhthhgr pruh zh ztk trhhbaygki "nhhi abur" ahhbsgkg thi shxpgmhgkg nuxs' tui nhy sh mhhy vty ngi dgzgvi t ahbuhkyucv' tzuh tuhl chh tkhgzrwk "shhi thhsgo" thz dguutri dtr tdruhxg ahbuh kyucv/ ty stx tkgx vty vec"v tzuh mudgphrytz ty tubz khhcua nhkkgr nhy anutk xupr ztki zhl nasl zhhi/bumr ,tbv htfk prhu' hgmy crul vao gxi nhr sh phru,' nhragpi bj, muztngi' vusu kvw fh yuc fh kguko jxsu/

jbufv ,ax"j thsha bj,

sgo jbufv vctv gkhbu kyucv' pui htr ,ax"j' uugycrgbdgi sh srhhmbyg dgcuryxytd pui sus hutk nhkkgr b"h' uutxnhhby t dgvuhcgbg "cr nmuv" nhy anjv tui bj, uutx vtybhay ehhi at.' muo prhhs pui sh zhhsgx tui ctcgx sh vgksi puitubzgr dgahfyg' tui muo prhhs pui zhhbg gkygri rw tkhgzr tuinrx/ ahhbsk nhkkgr/ t ths ytr zhl ehhbntk bhay nhhta zhhi'uuhhk tphku uuh yubek xwthz' uugy vah", tkhhbx ntfi khfyhd/

nu"v hrnhw rttc vh"ucturs ngncgr ' vnxphe tuu rtekgbs etubyh

krdk anj, bhauth cbu vj,i vher hrujo ztc b”h gc"d vfkv vjaucv ,jhw

c, nu"v nbjo ayhdkh. vh"u*

nu"vngbsk phagr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw

shrgey eghr xyg;' cruekhi sgh vgc krdk anj, vbhauthi

*

nu"vnrsfh vgra kuhpgr vh"ushrgey eghr xyg;' gherx crusgrvhho' erh, hutk

uzudw vjaucv ,jhw shrgey eghr xyg;' shbuc tubzgrvhho' erh, hutk

krdk anj, vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"vtar cgbgshey vh"ushrgeytr eghr xyg;' drgbsuuhu crusgrvhho' ntbxhuzudw vjaucv ,jhw krdk anj, vuks, vc, ,jhw

*

nu"vhartk egkkgr vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw btfy xyg;' ghegrx crusgrvhho' erh, hutkkrdk anj, vuks, vci b”h

*

nu"vhuag prhhbs vh"uuzudw vjaucv ,jhw rgxphy ettrshbgygr' vnxphe erh, hutk

krdk anj, vbhauthi*

hvh rmui nkpbh tchbu acanho a,ruu fukfo ruc bj, sesuav uvrjc,vsg, nfk humth jkmhfo kao uk,ptr, gs cht, vdutk

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sr/ tkhuugr xtex' t druhxgrbhurtktszahxy tui ktbdhtrhdgrgexpgry chho "ch, tcrvo" tkyg-vhho mgbygr thi crtbex' vty zhlctrhny dgntfy thi sh ngshmhbhaguugky nhy zhhbg thcgrmhhdbsgayushgx tz dganteg nuzhe'xpgmhgk pui ruthdi ektxhai xtry'thz zhhgr duy ptr sh nuj pubemhgxpui ngbyai nhy tksxvhhngrx'ptrehbxtbx' tuyhzo' tui tbsgrgnuj aktpehhyi/

tmhbs vty sr/ xtextruhxdgdgci t cul mu grekgri shstzhdg ptzhyhuug grahhbubd' tuirhhzbshd btby tui uuhhy mu ptreuhpisgo cul' sgrmhhky grthbygrgxtbyg ztfi pui zhhi

grptrubd chho thshai mgbygr thi shcrtbex/

"nuzhe ygrtph" thz auhi vhhbydtb. tuhpdgftpy chh gexpgryi'zhhgbshd t nhyk uutx sgrdrhhfy shyhpxyg xyrubgx thi t ngbya tphkuuugi sgr nuj rgdhxyrhry auhi bhaytzuh duy tbsgrg ngytsi puietnhubhetmhg/ ptrvti ngbyai uutxcktzi tuh; sh nuzhe cgbgphyi ngruuh zhh zgbgi' ztdy xtex' tui tbsgrgktfi dgbmkhl tp sgrpui/ "thl dhhthbnhyi'" ztdy gr/

tphku uugi nuzhe vgkpy ht' ztdysr/ xtex tui tbsgrg' thz gx bhaytzuh uuhhy ti tpgey tuh; thhchd' uuht duyg gmv tuh; cag, ngav'uuhktbd sh nuzhe dhhy/ sti' vgrbshd

sh nuzhetkhag btyi' ztdy sgrbhurtktszahxy' egbgi ngbyai nhyptrktagbg zfrubu, sgrntbgi tkygztfi' ngbyai nhy ruthbhryg"xphya" egbgi zhl murheftpi nhyektrg uugrygr' tui tphku ngbyaiuutx egbgi zhl euho ctuugdicteungi t prhag gbgrdhg tza chztrtpdhhi tuh; sh pux tui ftpi tygbmk/

chtktdha thz sh turztl pui shrgtemhgx' ztdi steyuhrho' tz nuzhebtyhmi uugri ctvtbsky surlgykhfg tpyhhkubdgi thi nuj' nnhkttphku uugi thhi yhhk tsgr ngr thinuj thz dgagshdy' tui nwegi bhayrgsi' dhhi' tsgr dgsgbei – egi tcgrsgr nuj ht muztnaygki sh

pubemhgx pui gykhfg pkgmgrtuhptntk tui "ptrshhgi" sh nuzhedgbud drubykhl mu crgbdgi druhxgphzhag rgtemhgx thbgo ngbya/

thhi dtr thbygrgxtbyg ztluutx sr/ xtex vty nhydgvtkyi'thz dguugi nhy t ctrhnyi fhrurd puitpxyghy bhu htre' sr/ ytbhxhxtrht' uugkfgr vtythcgrdgkgcy t aytreg "ckh."tuh; zhhi egrpgr' tzt xtry ckh.gphzts uutx dtr uuhhbhd ngbyaiegbgi thcgrkgci/ tui' uutubsgr

thcgr uutubsgr' btl sh "ckh." vtygr cteungi t dgpgrkhfg suraybtl phtbt nuzhe/ thi t vuhfi gkygrvty gr zhl zhhgr abgk dgkgrbyaphki nuzhe' tui thz dguutri tprtpgxhtbgkgr phtbt aphkgr/

"gx nuz zhhi' tz hgsgr ngbyavty ctvtkygbg ytktbyi thi zhhinuj uutx gr tkhhbx uuhhxy bhay'"ztdy sr/ xtex/ "apgygr thi kgci'tsgr mukhc tundgrtfygbg turztfi'egbgi zhh truhx aprtmi nhy txtlgbgrdhg/"/

zhx mu vgri:

dganteg nuzhe thz aytreg vhk; ptr ngbyai nhy grbxyg nuj auutfehhy

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ehbsgr' vtkc pui zhh nhy "gh/ sh/ghya/ sh/" tui sh tbsgrg vtkc tisgo prtckgo/

sh tbyuuhekubd pui nuj chhehbsgr bgny ti eubmkhfg ptrngi'nv dsku ngahl sw/ ngi uuhhxy tz puitruo 3 htr chz truo 6 htr uutexysgr nuj zhhgr aytre tui abgk'phzha tui dhhxyha/ sgrbtl euny tprhag ptzg' tz t uuhfyhdgr yhhk puinuj' uutu gx khdi sh kgrbgi' rgfgbgitui ctuutuxyzhbhdg prtmgxi –uugry shbgr tui uuhhfgr' ptrkhrbshdt druhxi yhhk pui thrg mgki tui puithr dgshfyg muztnaygk/ gx thzyteg t phzhag rgsuemhg' tcgrdtb. gbkhl mu rhhbhdi t cuho puithcgrhdg muuhhdkgl mu ktzi sh duygcgxgr truhxuutexi' tui surfsgockhhci sh tbsgrg yhhki rhhi tuiegbgi uutexi dgzuby tui aytre/

sh stzhdg "rhhbhdubd" prtmgsurthi nuj vhhcy zhl ti chh sh 6 htr'cgrl' tui kuhpy chz sh mgbgrkhbdhtri' ckhhcbshd ayhhi cgptr ngisgrdrhhfy sh gruutexgbg htri/ uuhuuhhygr sgr prtmgsur' tkx ngrctzgxi uugry t ehbs/

bu' ztdi thmy sh ptragr' tz "gh/sh/ ghya/ sh/" thz bhay ngr pui sgotz tbayty uutx sgr stzhdgr nujrhhbhdubd prtmgsur vhhcy zhl ti chhsh 6-5 htr uuh btrntk' vhhcy zhl gxti gray chh sh 01 htr tsgrapgygr/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' shuuhksehhy' tui sh "gr egi bhaythhbrugi tuh; t vtkcg nhbuy"shxtrsgr' thz ckuhz t xhnpyto puisgo uutx sgr nuj thz dgckhcitchxk tubygraygkhd thbgorhhbhdubd prtmgsur uutx crgbdytruhx sgo ehbs pui sh ehbsgrahfkgl' tzuh mu ztdi/ uuh btr sgrprtmgsur euny trhhi thi auutubd'ftya tchxk apgygr uuh btrntk'ptky tkgx thi pkt./

yteg bhay chh hgsi nna' ztdysh ayushg' btr chh truo 09

prtmgby ehbsgr nhy sgo prtckgo/

*ztk ngi dtrbhay yti?

sh gexpgryi ctytbgi tz ftyapui thmy tui uuhhygr uugy ngi eueituh; "gh/ sh/ ghya/ sh/" uuh ckuhz tsurfdhhgbsg prtckgo uutx dhhydguugbkhl tuuge nhy sh htri' nhhbygx bhay mu ktzi sgo prtckgo

thbdtbmi prhh cag, gx thz teyhuu/sh prtdg thz btr' uutx ztk ngi

ht yti? dgci rhytkhi? ygrtph?///pgya? thdbtrhri?

uugdi rhytkhi thz auhi ctetbysh ktbdhtrhdg etn; muuhai vhhxgtbvgbdgr tui atrpg egdbgr' tetn; thi uutx gkygri ckhhcithbsgrnhy' bhay uuhxbshd uuhtzuh muctakuxi/ thmy thz dgeungi t

prhag ayushg' pui ktbsti' uutxmhhdy tz "rhytkhi" tui gbkhfgngshmhbgi uuh "etbxgrytu" vgkpibtr tuh; t eurmg uuhhkg' tui btltptr htr vtci zhh bhay ehhiuuhreubd/ tbsgrg ayushgx mhhdi tzsh xtry ngshmhbgi egbgi chhdguuhxg ehbsgr aygri zhhgr phzhaguutuex/

thi 99w thz truhxdgeungi t

ctrhnygr ctrhfy tz btl thhi htrthz "rhytkhi" dguugi cgxgr uuhygrtph tsgr dtrbhay/ zhby sti thzsgr ctbu. pui sgo ngshmhi dgayhdisrhh-ptfhd' tcgr kgmybx ktzigexpgryi vgri dgnhayg dgphkithcgr rhytkhi/ tmhbs' sh uutl' vtysgr arhhcgr pui hgbgo ctrhfytkhhbx dgztdy tz gr vtythcgrdgyrhci/

"thl nhhi tz nhr vtcithcgrdgyrhci sh cgbgphyi puingshmhbgi thi hgbgo ctrhfy'" ztdyprtpgxtr uuhkhto pgkvto puitubhuugrxhyh tuu ctpgkt/ "gx thzbhayt ehhi ctuuhhz tz tuhpwi kgbdgriygrnhi thz ngshmhi gpgx cgxgr uuhdtrbhay/" tui gr khhdy mu' "shehbsgr thi sh ayushg uutx vtcidgbungi ngshmhbgi zgbgi dguugituhxdgaygky ngr uuh tbsgrg muuutexi ekgbgr thi vhhl tui uutd/"

*"prtckgo" ehbsgr

rhytkhi tsgr bhay' ckhhcy thhiztl ektr pui sh muuhh bhhg ayushgx'tz t ehbs uutx pkgdy chz vhhxi t"yrtck nghegr" thi ehbsgrdtryitsgr thi sh grayg ehbsgrhagektxi' vty ti tunaukshdiprtckgo tz zhhi nuj vty btl bhaysgrdrhhfy sh ctzgxgbg ptzg uuh chhtbsgrg ehbsgr/ bhay dgztrdy'guugbyugk uugy sgr nuj btfhtdith"v tui tkgx uugy duy zhhi/

sgr drgxygr ztrd thz btr' tzchz uugi sgr nuj htdy ti nhy shctzgxbehhy' ztk stx ehbs thi shsurfkuhpbsg mhhy bhay dgagshdyuugri surl tbsgrg ztfi' tuh; tztuugd uutx egi bgcgl ht ckhhcipgrntbgby/

tui uuhktbd stx ehbs uutexytuhx sgo prtckgo' str; gx vtcidgsukshdg ctdkhhyubd nhy jhzue tuiuutrhnehhy tui t ptxhdg shxmhpkhitz stx ehbs ztk tuhxuutexi tigrkhfgr ths dgzuby tui aytre/

bhhg ayushgx tbyaprgfi vhxytrhagyuha thi mudtbd mu "gh/ sh/ ghya/sh/" tui wuuhksgw hubduutrd

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thz sh dkhhxhnhe thbsgexptrkgxkhl?

gx thz thbygrgxtby mu zgvi' puieungbshdi tryhek' uuh uuhfyhd gx thz ptrt ayushg mu zhhi ertby' duytuhxdgaygky' tui sh rgzukytyi ztkiuugri tbtkhzhry tuhpwi rhfyhdi uugd/ uugingi ntfy t ayushg tcgr xwthz bhayrhfyhd tuhxpktbhry' uugki sh rgzukytyibhay zhhi rhfyhd/ tuhl ngi uuhk suet egingi thi hgsi ayushg zgvi sh tn,wshdgrgzukytyi' tcgr btr uugi ngi uuhk' tuingi str; duy euei' tcgr tz ngi uuhk gxbhay zgvi' sti zgvy ngi gxy bhay' tuingi egi puckhmhri ptkag ctrhfyi/

thi thhbg pui sh "shhgchyhx zaurbtki"thz dguugi t ctrhfy uugdi t ayushg uutxvty nfkunrway thcgrmhhdy shtunptrkgxkhfehhy pui sgo dkhhxhnhethbsgex/ thl uugk euso thcgrzgmi tuh;thsha sgo ctrhfy:

*uugi ngi rgfby tuhx sgo dkhhxhnhe

thbsgex uugry ptr dkuetz dgdgci shbungr /001 sti' mu ctayhngi t d"t bungrptr tkg tbsgrg prtsueyi' uugy ngisurfphri t etnpkhmhryg prtmgsur muptrdkhhfi sh muegr aytpk rgtemhg puisgo "ygxy" prtsuey mu sh muegraytpk rgtemhg pui rhhi dkuetz/ sti uugyngi ctayhngi ptr sgo "ygxy" ntfk td"t bungr grdg. tubygr '001 ctzhry kuhythr gpgey tuhpwi muegr aytpk/

tz nhr bgngi "uuhhx cruhy"' vty ngithi prhgrshdg ayushgx dgdgci sgruh; td"t rtyg pui '07 uutx nhhby tz uuhhxcruhy vty cgrl 07 prtmgby tzt tpgeytuhpwi muegr aytpk uuh rhhbg dkuetz/tcgr thmy vty t bhhg ayushgtuhpdgcrgbdy prtdgx thi shptrkgxkhfehhy pui sgo mhpgr/

thi sh bhhg ayushg vty ngi ayushry32 dgzubyg ngbyai surl srhh ctzubsgrgxgrhgx pui muuhh ygxyi/ chho grayiygxy vty ngi dgdgci ptr hgsi t ptrmhguuhhx cruhy uutx tbyvtky 05 drtoetrcx' tui cnal sh eungbshdg muuhh agvvty ngi fxsr dgntxyi sh rgtemhg muzhhgr muegr aytpkgi/ chho muuhhyi ygxyvty ngi zhh dgdgci 05 drto rhhbg dkuetz'tui dgntxyi zhhgr rgtemhg cnal 2ayubsi/ sh muuhh ygxyi vty ngi dgntfysrhh ntk ctzubsgr tuh; hgsi pui sh 32ngbyai – tui gray sgrbtl vty ngiptrdkhfi sh rgtemhg muo cruhy egdi shrgtemhg muo dkuetz' tui tzuh vty ngi

ctayhny sh d"t bungr pui sh uuhhx cruhy/tcgr' uugi ngi vty tuhxdgrgfby sh

d"t bungri pui sh uutx vtci zhlctyhhkhdy thi sh ayushg' vty ngi ytegdgzgi tz sgr surfabhykhfgr bungr ptrcruhy thz '07 uutx thz yteg sgr zgkcgrbungr uutx uugry puckhmhry thi sh d"tkhxygx/ tcgr' uugi sh ptragr vtcictyrtfy sh rgtemhg pui hgsi ngbyactzubsgr' vtci zhh ctngrey tz gx vtydgegby kuhpi tzuh bhsrhd uuh 44 tui tzuhvuhl uuh '231 uutx nhhby tz sgr zgkcgrngbya vty bhay tk. dgvty sh zgkcirgtemhg muo zgkci prtsuey' tntk thzgx dguugi dtr aytre tui tntk dtrauutl/

sh tubygrayg aurv thz' mhhdy shayushg' tz chho ngxyi sh surfabhykhfgd"t rgtemhg pui tkg ygxyi muztngi' thzsgr shpgrgb. muuhai zhh bhay dguugi muphktbsgra )cgrl t 71% yuha truh; tsgrtrtp'( tcgr uugi ngi vty dgeuey chhozgkci ngbya pui thhi ygxy muo tbsgrithz dguugi dtr t druhxgr jhkue 34)prtmgby/(

sgrptr' phri tuhx sh ptragr' thz shdtbmg d"t ygtrhg bhay bumctr' uuhhk gxyuhay zhl chho zgkci ngbya pui thhbntkmuo muuhhyi' tui gx thz sgrptr t druhxgprtdg mh ngi ztk bumi sh d"t ngyts/

*chz tvgr sh bhhgx/ktnhr thmy zgvi uutx t druhxgr

gexpgry tuh; dkhhxhnhe thbsgex'prtpgxtr crtbs nhkkgr' vtytpdggbypgry )nhy nhhbg vuxpu,(/thbygrgxtby' tz bhay btr uutx shayushg thz drhhzhd' btr yuy gx dtrctaygyhdi sh bungr 07 tuh; uuhhx cruhy/

uutx nhhby t d"t pui 07? tz "xhhuugkfg mhhy" uugy t ayhek uuhhx cruhyvtci 07% sh dkhhxhnhe gpgey uuh rhhbgdkuetz nhywi zgkci xfuo etrcx/ sgrygu, uutx sh ptragr vtci dgntfy thz'tz sgr druhxgr shpgrgb. uutx zhh vtcidgzgi pui thhbntk muo muuhhyi thz bhaydguugi uuhhk sh cruhy thz bhay tk. shzgkcg' tsrcv' sh cruhy thz ht tk. shzgkcg – btr sgr ngbya thz bhay tk. shzgkcg/ tui thi sgo ytd uutx sgr ngbyavty tbsgra rgtdhry mu sh cruhy uutkygr hgbgo ytd btl txtl aygregrrgtdhry mu rhhbg dkuetz/

hgsg ayushg vty muuhh yhhki: sh ztluutx ngi ayushry' tui sh kgc-thbxyrungby nhy uutx ngi ayushry gx/chh "dkhhxhnhe thbsgex ygxyhbd" thzbhayt ehhi kgc' ehhi ntahi' btr sgr

ngbya uutx gxy thz sgr thbxyrungby/sh ptragr pui sh ayushg vtci' cygu,'dgvtkyi tz sh yuha thi sh rgzukytyiuutx zhh vtci dgzgi euny pui sh cruhy'tcgr stx thz bhay rhfyhd' uuhhk sh cruhyvty zhl bhay dgyuhay' sgr bungr thzdgckhci '07 tui stx thz sh btyur aygbshdpui uuhhxg cruhy/ btr sgr ngbya yuhayzhl/

zhhgr ygu, vty zhl dgbungi pui bhaytuhxptkdi sgo "prtytetk" pui shayushg/ sh uutx vtci "pktbhry" shayushg' vtci dguutuxy pui sgo prtckgotz ngbyai rgtdhri tbsgra muo zgkciprtsuey thi tbsgrg ygd' tui zhh vtcizhfgr dgntfy )uuhtzuh? khhby btl tchxk(tz uugi ngi ngxy sh d"t ztk sgrtbdhhgbsgr yuha thi ngbyakhfi egrpgr'uutx thz sgr thbxyungby mu ngxyi shd"t' cfkk bhay tpgeyhri sh rgzukytyi/sh ptragr vtci tcgr bhay rhfyhdtuhxdgptkdy sgo pubeykhfi prtytetk/

*gx thz uuhfyhd mu ptrayhhi tz t

ngbya thz ehhbntk bhay thi zgkci nmc/pubey uuh nhr uuhhxi thi rujbhu, tz tngbya thz ehhbntk bhay xytchk' btrtsgr ayhhdy ngi tsgr ptregry )j"u('stx zgkcg thz thi danhu, nhywi egrpgr/sgr muegr uugy zhl tbsgra vhhci tuiyrtxegi' chho zgkci ngbya' thi tbsgrgmhhyi/ gx uugbsy zhl uuh teyhuu ngi thzsgntky' uuh ruthd' uuh tuhxdgaktpi' uugivty ngi dgdgxi' uutx vty ngi dgdgxi'tt"uu/ uugi t ngbya thz bgruugz' bhaytuhxdgaktpi' tui vty dgpuhkgmy rucytd' uugy sh muegr rgtdhri zhhgr uuhks mut rgpyk eteta eghe' knak' cag, thit muuhhyg ruthdg muprhsgbg ytd uutky shmuegr rgtemhg dguugi txtl ekgbgr/tphku chh dgzubyg ngbyai vty ngidgyrtpi sh muegr truhpdhhi thhi ytd"stpky!" uuh thi tbsgrg ytd tuh; shzgkcg gxbuutrd/ ptruutx pubeykhl stxthz tzuh' uuhhxi nhr bhay' yhhk ztdi ngithz ngr wthbxukhi rgzhxygbyw thhi ytdngr uuh ti tbsgr ytd' tbsgrg tz sh"cgyt" mgki pui sh pgberhgx prtsumhribhay tk. sh zgkcg ntx thbxukhi/

tkgbptkx' stx ckhhcy sgr ptey' tzpubey uuh sh dhxyg pui t ngbya yuhayzhl hgsi ytd tzuh tuhl uugy zhhi tbsgrash muegr rgtemhg/

tuhc tzuh' tz thi t drhbgo shbxytdvty zhl sgr muegr zhhgr aytre dgvuhcimu t rgpyk cruhy' nhhby stx tz hgbgoytd uutky sh muegr dguutri zhhgr uuhks muxhh uugkfg ztl' tui uugi nwuutky hgbgoytd dgdgxi rhhbg dkuetz uutky gx btlngr truh; – sh rgtemhg pui cruhy uugytk. zhhi 07% pui sh rgtemhg mu dkuetzthi zgkci ntngby/

ktnhr stx' thmy' ptrdkhhfi mu zhhgr"ayushg/" knak tz zubytd vty ngidgdgxi rhhbg dkuetz tui sh muegr thztruh;' knak' nhy 001 bungri/ ntbytdvty ngi dgdgxi t cruhy tui sh muegr thztruh; nhy 07 pubeyi/ thz stl duy'sgruuhhk ayhny tkgx/ shbxytd vty ngibtftntk dgdgxi cruhy' tui sh muegr thztruh; nhy 231 puhbyx/ arhhgi zhh dguutks'sh cruhy d"t thz bhay tk. sh zgkcg/tcgr thi tn,wi trhhi thz bhay tzuh' uuhhkuugi nwuutky shbxytd dgdgci rhhbg dkuetzuutky gx truh; nhy 481 puhbyx' tzuh tzsh rgtemhg muo cruhy (231) hgbgo ytdthz' ptrtkgk' uuhhygr dguugi btr 07% puish rgtemhg muo dkuetz' uutx nhhby tz sh07 d"t thz vubsgry prtmgby dgrgfy/

nhyuutl' ktnhr dhhi uuhhygr' vty ngidgdgci cruhy tui sgr muegr thz btr truh;nhy 44 pubeyi' arhhgi zhh uuhhygr dguutks'tcgr stx thz tuhl bhay ehhi eaht' uuhhkchh rhhbg muegr uutky hgbgo ntngby shrgtemhg dguugi truh; nhy '16 uutx shcruhywx 44 pubeyi thz/// ht' zhcgmhdprtmgby' t 07 d"t/

zhfgr thz rhfyhd tz hgsgr ngbyargtdhry tbsgra uuh t muuhhygr muo zgkciprtsuey' chh thhi ngbya uugy zhl sgrmuegr vhhci btl thhi rgpyk cruhy nhyknak 05 bungri' tui chho muuhhyi nhy btr52 bungri/ tcgr tk. uugy sh "rgktyhuug"shpgrgb. muuhai cruhy tui dkuetz ckhhci07 egdi /001

*uugdi sh tkg ztfi tui pteyi' str; sh

ngxyubdgi tuh; d"t mhpgri zhhi dtrpubeykhl' ngi str; tuhxptkdi shprtytetki tuhpwi vtr/

uutx nhhby prtytetk: ngi uugy dgciptr 01 ngbyai rhhbg dkuetz thhbntk tytd' srhh ygd btftbtbs' tui ngi uugyngxyi uuhphk zhhgr muegr vty zhldgvuhci' sti uugy ngi ntfi t surfabhy)wguurhszaw( pui sh srhh ygd/ sgrbtl uugyngi btr thhbntk dgci ptrwi ngbya t ztluutx nwuuhk ngxyi sh d"t ntx sgrpui'knak cruhy' tui nwuugy zhhi sh muegrrgtemhg/ sgntky uugy ngi ptrdkhhfi shcruhy rgtemhg mu sh dkuetz rgtemhg' tuinhy uuhphk uuhhbhdgr prtmgby sh cruhyrgtemhg thz pui sh dkuetz' uuhhxy ngisgo d"t bungr/ tcgr///! btr chh sgothhbgo ngbya/ ngi str; thcgrntfi sgozgkci ygxy chh 01 ngbyai' tui btfsgontfi t "surfabhy" pui sh mhpgri chh shmgi ngbyai' tui sgr gbsdhkyhdgr mhpgruugy zhhi sh tphmhgkg d"t ntx tuh; shcruhy/

uugi ngi yuvy sgo ygxy tzuh' vtyngi ptrnhyi tkg prtckgngi/ ngi vtydgbumy mgi ngbyai' ngi vty sgo zgkcingbya dgntxyi srhh ntk sh dkuetz thitbsgrg ygd' ngi vty ptrnhyi sgoshpgrgb. muuhai ngbyai )surl"guurhszagi" 01 ngbyai'( tui sgoshpgrgb. muuhai tbsgrg ygd/ sh ptragrpui sh prhgrshdg ayushg' tcgr' vtcibhay dgptkdy sgo prtytetk/ zhh vtcichho zgkci ngbya btr "thhi" ntkdgntxyi sh dkuetz' tui "thhi" ntkdgyagey tuh; cruhy/ sh "thhbx egdithhbx" ngxyubdgi vtci zhh dgyti srhhntk' tcgr hgsi ntk t muuhhygr ngbya/zhh vtci ehhbntk bhay dgntfy sh"guurhszagx" mu thcgreungi sh phkgshpgrgbmi muuhai ngbyai tui ygd/

btl t ygu, vtci zhh dgntfy' mungxyi sh muegr nhy t ckuy ygxy' bhaypui sh phbdgr/ thi tuxyrtkhg uutu ngintfy ruc d"t ygxyhbd' bumy ngi tkx shphbdgr tui bhay ehhi ckuy ygxy puitsgri/

tui muo akux' tuhc zhhgr drhhzhdgktdhe thz dgrgfy' egi ngi tpprgdi shdtbmg ztl pui mhhki "etrcx"/ sgr pteythz' tz shbxytd egi t ptrmhg cruhy nhy05 drto etrcx vhhci sh muegr t dguuhxgxung' tui nhyuutl uugy sh zgkcg ptrmhgcruhy vhhci sh muegr tchxk uuhhbhdgr'yteg uugdi sgo uuhhk t ngbya thz tchxktbsgra pui ytd mu ytd/

btr uugdi sgo rgfby ngi sh jacubu,tuh; "guurhsza" uutx thhbhdy tuhx sgorhfyhdi mhpgr' tui sh zgkcg ztl thz nhywid"t jacui tuh; tkg aphhzi uutx tngbya gxy/

vrc mc"h vhra nhhzkha vrc mc"h vhra nhhzkha tryhek )61( tryhek )61(

shhgchyhxtthhsshhaa ddggrrggssyy

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tuhc ngi dgsgbey bhay tkhhbx' uugry ngi sgrntby puiarhhgbsg bhhgx egpkgl: ngi str; vtci duyg xntuesgygeytrx tui' btl uuhfyhdgr' t etrcti ntbtexhhssgygeytr' thi hgsi thsha vuhz ti tuhxbto/ kgmybx vtybtftntk ptxhry t fngy-yrtdgshg pui etrcti ntbtexhhsptrdhpyubd' tui cjxsh sw thz ngi tpdgeungi nhy arge/

duyg ntahbgi' ptrayhhy zhl' trchhyi btr nhy duygctygrhgi' tui muztngi nhy ruei sgo zhhdgr thz tuhl sh mhhy muntfi zhfgr tz sh ntahbgi vtci duyg ctygrhgi tui trchhyiduy/

sh "vmkv" uutkubyhri pui trytstexhai hauc thi ktxtbszagkgx zgbgi ctrhny dguutri sh kgmyg uutfi ptr zhhgrvhk; nhy sh vhxytrhag uutks phhgri thi hgbgo rthti tui shguuteutmhg pui t vtkci nhkhti ngbyai' sgrubygr vubsgrygrthsi/ sh uutkubyhri vtci tuhxdgrupi t druhxi ehsua ao anhosurftuhx sgo dtbmi erhzhx/

gx thz bhay sh grayg ntk uutx sh ktx tbszagkgx"vmkv" cteuny tzgkfg duyg drhxi/ gykhfg htr murhe thzdgagi t druhxgr erhzhx thi hgbgo dgdby' uugi t ekhhbgrgrtpkti vty dgertfy tuh; gykhfg vhhzgr thi sh thshagdgdby' tuo xtng ac, eusa/ sh tryhdg "vmkv" hubdgkhhy'tbdgyti thi cdsh ac"e' vtci sti tvgrdgaygky ti rgyubdtrchhy uutx thz ctuutubsgry dguutri surl tkgngi/

t ctetbygr sgbyhxy thi ctrt ptre' sr/ tvri cruhi' vtydgbungi t ptzhyhuug arhy kyuc, jrshag ekhgbyi' muthbxytkhri t duyi "phkygr" chh zhhbg sgbyk ntahbgi tui shxhbe sgrhbgi' mu ptrnhhsi sh uugrho jaau, pui sh aytyhaguutxgr/

sgr sgbyhxy thz tphku dgdtbdgi t arhy uuhhygr' tuidgbungi t "vfar" pui etnpgygbyg rcbho akhy"t tuh; zhhiphkygr xhxygo' uha,u gbuho uhacgu nhy dgzubyg mhhi crujbhu,udanhu,/

"jcrv vmkv" thi ktbsti vty dgeuhpy t bhhg tncuktbx'mu tsrgxhri sgo drgxgri dgcruhl chho vhhnhai mhcur/ sgrtncuktbx vty dgetxy truo 031 yuhzby puby' tui thz shmuuhhyg tncuktbx thi sh pktyg pui tryhdi "vmkv/"

sgr bhhgr tncuktbx' uuh sh grayg' uugry dgvtkyi thbgovuh; pui sh ctcucgr nuxsu, thi ktbsti' cag, sh gxebho puivmkv vtci tbdgvuhci zufi t bhhg pgrntbgbyg euutryhr ptr shvmkv tncuktbxi muztngi nhy pkt. ptr yrgbhrubd tuitsnhbhxyrtmhg/

ntdi crgbgi thz bhay tzuh pauy – tui bhay tzuh dgpgrkhl– ztdy t prhag ctrhfy thcgr sgo ctetbyi vtr.-vtkzcrgbgrhh uutx tzuhphk ngbyai aphri btl t xgbsuuhya nhyaytreg etuug tsgr' vhca trdgr tphku' btl yatkgby nhyeuaeg/

ngbyai mhygri tz tpyg ntdi crgbgi nhhby "rhpktex")DREG( uutx agshdy sh uay )txtpgdux( tui egi ztdtrvgfgri sh rhzheg pui egbxgr' tcgr gx aygky zhl truhxtbsgra' kuhy t prhai ctrhfy/ fngy tkg ngbyai nhy"rhpktex" vtci "bhay" ehhi xhnpytngi pui ntdi crgbgi tuiegbgi aphri t rhpktex tyteg 2-1 ntk t jusa' cag, rucngbyai nhy frtbhag ntdi crgbgi' tphku ygdkhl tuithbygbxhuu' vtci bhay ehhi atsi thi uay tsgr vgfgrgegbxgr rhzheg/

sgr "bhu htre yhhnx" ctrhfy uutrpy tuhl tp ngrxybx"duyg gmu," mu ptrnhhsi ntdi crgbgi' ztdbshd tz ruhfgri'etuug' atrpg wxphhxgxw' tketvtk' tt"uu zgbgi bhay tzuhaukshd sgrhbgi uuh ngbyai ztdi/ ptrkhri uutd egi vgkpi' ztdysgr ctrhfy' tui tuhl t "ktu-etrc" shgyg/

gxebho thi tkg jrshag dgdbygr thi tpxyghy bhu htreeungi sh ygd truhx nhy mhhykhfg sgrntbubdgi uugdi tbyti t"rgpkgeytr" dhhgbshd thi dtx muuhai sh "aehgv" ptrbtfyxtui sh "b." thbsgrprh/ gx thz uuhrekhl t prtdg pui pheuj bpanna - hgsgr srhhuugr egi sgrmhhki txtl gphztsi pui chygrgyrtdgshgx uutx zgbgi "fngy" dgagi thi sh yubegkg ayubsi/

thi ytui tuu rtntptu thz ngi dgdtbdgi t arhy uuhhygr'pugkwbshd chho ytui mu phbtbmhri sh etxyi pui "rgpkgeytrx"tz ngbyai ztki gx cteungi tunzhxy' tui gx sgregby zhlyteg thi tkg dtxi/ bhay tz 1$ ntfy t shpgrgb.' uuhhknwstr; zhl vhyi tpdgzgi mh gx etxy t ytkgr tsgr dtrbhay/

"ktbd thhktbs szautha" aphytk' pui sh dtb. duygaphygkgr thi tngrheg' xpgmhgk ptr ehbsgr' euny tubygr tzgkygbg ektdg pui t euuhbx ptnhkhg btfwi tvhhnahei tbvuhczungr t 2whgrhd ehbs uutx vty dgvty grbxyg shvhhsrghati/stx ehbs thz dgaytrci gykhfg ygd apgygr/

sh yrtdgshg thz dguutri tuhpdgaphky ngr uuh dguugbkhluuhhk sgr ytyg' sgbhgk cge' thz t phhgrkgagr thi bhu htre'tui tuhl t rgzgruuhxy xtrszagby thi sh trnhh uugkfgr thzdguutri tvhhndgktzy pui thrte mukhc zhhi tundkhe/ t xyghyvgky sgpy/ tuhxptraubd vty ctaygyhdy tz sh ntbatpythi "gngrszagbxh ruo" vtci dgntfy t chygri drhhz/

sh prgxg ntfy druhxg mhngx pui t druhxg bhhg ayushguutx mhhdy tz zhhi tchxk thcgruutd )ayrto-pgakhl' tuh;thsha( thz txtl ngr dgzuby uuh zhhi str' tui tuhl kgcy ngikgbdgr nhy tchxk ntygrhtk tuh; sh chhbgr uuh ngbyai nhyvuhy tui chhi/

tcgr uutx sh ctrhfyi sgrmhhki bhay' tsgr ktzi thi ekhhbguugrygr chho gbsg' thz sgr vuhpy kgci-tui-yuhy tbysgeubdthi sh ayushg' tz uugi gx euny mu sh muuhh drgxyg yuhyptrturztfgr' egbxgr tui vtr. ertbevhhy' kgci strgngbyai txtl kgbdgr nhy ekgbgrg rhzhegx mu cteungi thhbxtsgr chhsg pui sh muuhh chygrg njku,/

tui' ht' uugi sh muuhh njku, uugri gkhnhbhry' gray sgntkyuugy zhhi mhhy mu uugri pgakhl tui dgbhxi pui sh crhhygcgbgphyi/

rgsbshd pui thcgruutd ntygrhtk' euny bhhgx pui ktbstitz tryhdg rgxyurtbyi vtci tbdgvuhci xgruuhri/// ntrglchhbgr/ bhay sh chhbgr tkhhbx nna' btr druhxg ptrmhgxdgctegbg ntrgl tbdganhry tuh; ytuxy/ mu ctruthdi sgodguuhxi pui sh etxyungrx uugdi sh argekhfg pgyehhy puintrgl' uugry mudgkhhdy tchxk ztk. tui txtl ctzhk ckgygr'xwyhhya' dgzubyg drhbmhhd/

thi tngrheg' dkhhfmhhyhd' uuhk ngi bhay vgri pui tzgkfgztfi/ tbungky vty t rgxyurtby etxyungr thi bhu szagrxhtbdgektdy t ktetki dgagpy ptr tho xgruuhri t yaheidtrdgk' ygfbha sh ekgbxyg ntrgl chhi uutx thz ngdkhl mugxi/ gr cgy etnpgbxtmhg pui 000'05$ ptr sh gntmhtbtkguuhhytd' ngshmhbhag etxyi' ptrkuhrgbg szatc tui trunhdgtuhxdtci pui ckuhz ptrzufi sgo dtrdgk/

tui thi uuhhyi tuhxyrtkhg vty sr/ szati yhegk' t dtb.tunctetbygr buyrhatbhxy' dgktzy ptki uugrygr uutxtbyaprgfi tho mu ntfi t vhmhdg ygng thcgrwi dtbmi ktbs/gr vty ptrdgaktdi tz sh rgdhrubd ztk thhbphri t "pgyygex"' tz uuh ngr pgyhd t prtsuey thz' ztk gx vtci vgfgrgayhhgri/

thi t "ch/ ch/ xh/" thbygruuhu' ztdy sr/ yhegk tz mueurtzahri sh tryhdg rgdhrubd' ztk ngi tbvuhci nhytuhxyrtkhag ghrkhhi phrngx' tz zhh ztki cgyi vgfgrg yhegyprhhzi ptr ngbyai uutx uugdi muphk/

uugr ztdy fhbg egi bhay muaygki gpgx duyx? t atbfhhphrng vty grphbsi ti "gkgeyrtbhai mhdtrgy grzt." – uutxtbyvtky uutxgr' bhetyhi' t ruhl ntahi tui t ctygrhg/

chho "ruhfgri" sh ntahbeg' euny truhx t ptkag ruhl)gbkhl mu ruhl prtsuemhg chh t "pkghw( nhy uutxgr uughptr'sgr ngbya cteuny t stzg "bhetyhi"' tui – xwtrt fhbgzgretp-ayhe – tuhpwi aph. mhdtrgyk mhbsy zhl ti t ruhygkgnpk pubey uuh ti "gfyg" mhdtrgyk/ uuh duy sgr prtsueyuugy zhl ptreuhpi thz auhi t duyg prtdg/ mhbhegr ztdi tz shagskhfxyg mhdtrgyi pui phkhp ntrhx zgbgi btl tk. bhaytzuh dgpgrkhl uuh dgzubyg mhdtrgyi pui fhbg/

"shektu" tui tbsgrg tbyh-thbpktntytrh ngshmhbgi zgbgi"dtrbhay uugrs" egdi frtbhag uuhhytd' ztdy t ayushg puixhsbh tubhuugrxhyh thi tuhxyrtkhg muztngi nhy vtktbshagptragr/

sh cgxyg ctvtbskubd ptr frtbhag ruei uuhhytd thz"yhhkgbtk" tui sh xtry ngshmhbgi' btr thi sh grayg dtruuhhytdkhfg ptzg pubgo prtckgo' ztdy sh ayushg/ btfsgo'uugi gx ckhhcy thcgr t frtbhag uuhhytd' ztk ngi bumifhhrtprteyhe tsgr tbsgrg gbkhfg ngytsi/

ptkhyhag dgzubyvhhy: xgbtytr "ygs" egbgsh puintxtyauxgyx' ctetby tkx sgr "khhc" tui vuhpy khcgrtkpui xgbty' grvuhky zhl zhhgr phhi btl t "euutsrupgk chhpgx"vtr. tpgrtmhg muuhh uutfi murhe/ muo grayi ytd murhe thixgbty' vtci zhhbg dgvhkpi trtbszahry gykhfg uuhfyhdgnhyhbdgi pui etnhyggi uutu gr thz nhydkhs' thi aph. pui"vgky gs/ kghctr pgbxhg" etnhyg tuh; uutx egbgsh thzptrzhmgr' mu uuhhzi tz gr thz auhi st murhe chh sh pukg fuju,/

tbsgrg zgbgi bhay tzuh dkhekhl/ trfh-khcgrtketbdrgxnti tui prgzhsgby etbshsty )?( sgbhx euxhbhya vtydgztdy tz prgzhsgby cua str; zhl ktzi tubygrzufi ptrngbyk vgky auutfehhyi' t xyghyngby uutx vty thodgcrgbdy dguuhxg rgetngbstmhgx tuh; zhhi thhdgbg nujxytchkhygy/

thi yhhk dgdbygr pui etkhptrbhg thz sgr vhh-hgrhdgr"uugxy bhhk uuhhrux" xgzti dguugi trdgr uuh gruutrygy' ztdictrhfyi' mukhc sgo druhxi rhgk gxyghy erhzhx uutx pktdy

tngrheg tui' tuhxygrkha auugr' sh xyghy etkhptrbhg/uutx thz sh ptrchbsubd? vubsgrygr yuhzbygr vhhzgr uutx

ngbyai vtci ptrktzy' btfwi bhay egbgi ctmtki shntrydgszagx' zgbgi dguutri puk nhy ahngk tui ptrstrcgbguutxgr' tui sh xtry tyntxpgrgx zgbgi dtr duy ptrntxehytux mu ptraprhhyi sgo uuhhrux/

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muuhh bhhg ayushgx thcgr shtbyuuhekubd pui ehbsgr tui zhhgr nujpubemhg' vtci dgcrgbdy tzgkfgthcgrrtabsg rgzukytyi tz zhhtbyaprgfi mu yuhai zhhgrsrtntyha sgo mudtbd mu ehbsgrnhy uuhksg tuhpphrubd cfkk' tuixpgmhpha mu ehbsgr nhy "tygbatisgphmhy vhhpgr-teyhuuhyh shx-trsgr"' cgxgr ctetby tkx "gh/ sh/ghya/ sh/"

sh grayg ayushg thz dgeungimuo tuhxphr tz – uuh duyg njbfhoztdi aygbshd – ehbsgr uutx zgbgiuuhks' tsgr mu tuhxdgyti pui shuugky' uugi zhh dhhgi thiehbsgrdtryi' zgbgi thi sh gkygrgektxi pubey tzuh duy tui dgrtyi uuhehbsgr uutx zgbgi auhi dguugi "musgr ztl" thi ehbsgrdtryi/

uuhsgrtuo ehbsgr nhy "gh/ sh/

ghya/ sh/" – ztdy sh muuhhygayushg – uutexi dguugbkhl tuhxsgo prtckgo cgptr sh mgbgrkhbdhtri tui' btl ngr uuhfyhd' sgrprtckgo thz bhay ehhi "pgkgr" thinuj' btr t "ptrapgyhdubd" uutxsgrhtdy xu; fk xu; sgo ehbs' prhgrtsgr apgygr' tui sti thz tkgx thicgxyi trsgbubd/

ptr sh drgxyg gexpgryi thisgo dgchy' tui zhfgr tzuh ptrgkygri tui njbfho' zgbgi shtuhxphri pui chhsg ayushgx tzuhsrtntyha tui vgfxy ptzhyhuu' tzngi bgny t yhpi tygo cgptrnwegi tbvuhci mu ctdrhhpi zhhgrctshhy/ thi tbsgrg uugrygr' sgrhubdk thi ehbsgrdtryi uutx phry zhltuh; tzuh uuhks tz nwptrayhhy zhhgrduy ptruutx ngi vty tho dgaheytzuh prh thi jsr' str; zhl dtrbhay

agngi pui sh ngr "ctzgxgbg"gupvwkgl thi zgkci ektx' uuhhk chztptr htr egi gr zhhi sgr cgxygrehbs' sgr cgxygr egbgr' thi dtbmiektx/

thi sh grayg ayushg' vtcigrmhtubd ptragr pui sh dtbmguugky dgntxyi sh tuhpphrubd tuikgrbgi sgrdrhhfubdgi pui 61 yuhzbyehbsgr surftuhx tptr htrbtftbtbs/ tbeungbshd muo 5wyiektx )cgrl 11 htr tky'( vtci shehbsgr uutx pkgdi thcgrsrhhgi shektx thi ehbsgrdtryi' truhxkuhpiti rau, tui tphku dgzufyerhdgrhhgi nhy tbsgrg ehbsgr –dgegby pubey tzuh duy thi tkgdgchyi pui kgrbgi' khhbgi' rgfgbgi'uuh sh duyg ehbsgrdtryi ehbsgr/

sh rgzukytyi zgbgi dguugi thhbhdchh hubdkgl tui chh nhhskgl mudkhhl/tuhl thz bhay dguugi ehhi shpgrgb.muuhai ehbsgr pui rhhfg vhhzgr tuiehbsgr pui ntdgrg ptrshbgr – stxkgmyg t vhca srtntyhagrgzukyty ptr sh duhthag grmhtubduugky' cag, )kvcshk t"t vcsku,(chh thshag ehbsgr vty ngi tk.dguutuxy sgo ntnr jz"k' "vzvruccbh gbhho anvo ,mt ,urv/"

thbgo muuhhyi ayushg vtciptragr ayushry chksgr puithbgrkhfg nuj yhhki pui thcgr 004

"nukyhpk xekgrtuxhx" thz tauugrg frtbhag pktdgbha uutx' thitytegx pui mhhy mu mhhy' egi gxthbdtbmi ptrtkhzhri t ngbya nhyhxurho tui auugrg ctuugdubd/steyuhrho dgci ptrahsgbgngshmhbgi mu rgsumhri sh tytegxtui xhnpytngi pui sgo prtckgo'tcgr gx vty bhay ehhi rputv/

tmhbs ztdi steyuhrho tz"gnhktrtuhs"' t ctetbyg tuiktbdhtrhdg srtd ptr vuhfg ckuysrue' egi zhhi t aytregctvtbskubd egdi "go/ gx/" surlctahmi sh bgruu mgki pui uugritytehry/ "go/ gx/" thz thhbx pui shauugrxyg njku, thi sh "tuhytthnhui sgzhx" etygdgrhg' tz sgrthnhui xhxygo pui ngbya tytehrysgo thhdgbgo egrpgr ptrtunctetbyg turztfi/ tbsgrgztfi thi sh etygdtrhgzgbgi "yhhp 1"

shhgchyhx )bhay"yhhp 2"'(

tryrhhyhx' tui btl/gx thz bhay ctetby uugi sh

"g;/ sh/ gh/" uugy ctaygyhdi sgoctbu. pui "gnhktrtuhs" ptr sgomuuge' tcgr steyuhrho vtci xhh uuhsh rgfy mu ptrarhhci ctaygyhdygngshmhbgi ptr tbsgrg muuge/

sgr ngshmhi trchhy egdi vuhfgckuy srue tui vtr. auutfehhy surlrgsumhri etkxhuo ptrshhtubd tuigkhnhbhri uutxgr/ ptragr vtcibtruutx tbysgey tz yhhk pui shbgruu atsi chh "go/ gx/" ptxhrysurfsgo uutx sgr thnhui xhxygotytehry uuhfyhdg au.-uugby truosh mgki' tui surfsgo egi mueungimuphk etkxhuo mu sh bgruu mgki tuizhh agshdi/ nhy sgo ckuy sruengshmhi uugry rgsumhry sh etkxhuo

muyrhy mu sh bgruu mgki'ztdi sh ptragr' tui sh

ygtrhg aygky zhltruhx tkx rhfyhd'

uuhhbhdxybx chhnuhzkgl/

steyuhrho thigbdktbs uugki

tbvuhci sgo uuhbygrt ekhbhag ayushgtuh; ngbyai mhsgr ngshmhi thz

yteg tpgeyhuu egdi"nukyhpk xekgrtuxhx/"/

ktbdhtrhdg ckuy srue ngshmhi ctyrtfy tkx bhhg

tdgby egdi "go/ gx/"ckuy prgaur ngshmhbgi pui htri murhe mgchxkgl

tbysgey tkx duy ptr txtl prtckgngi

nhy druhx prhhs uugry dgntksish bhhgx tz vnxphe egi auhitbbgngi bhhg tpkhetmhgx ptr

"gexgx yu vtuo"' sh tdgbyurwxctrhnyg vhk; prtdrto murgbtuuhri shru, pui ngbyai thi

auutfi dgzuby mu egbgi ckhhciuutuhbgi chh zhl thi ayuc nhywipukxyi cteuugnkhfehhy' bj, tui

prhhs/"gexgx yu vtuo" thz thhbx pui

sh dtb. bhhg vnxphe prtdrto' euhot htr tky' tcgr yrt. thr hubdggkygr vty sgr vhk; prtdrtosgrdrhhfy t vhkfhdg tpektbd uuhhyvgfgr sh cgxyg gruutryubdgi' tuigx thz bhay ehhi thcgrrtaubdptruutx/

surl "gexgx yu vtuo" zgbgic"v mgbskhdgr napju, auhidgvtkpi dguutri csrl fcus tui nhyvtr. mu kgzi t xgbxhyhuugprtckgo uutx ngi vty chz vhhbyfngy bhay tsrgxhry' bgnkhl'zhhsgx tui ctcgx uugkfg uutuhbgichh zhl thi ayuc' tsgr chh thhbgopui sh ehbsgr' cag, shcteuugnkhfehhy thi sh shrv thzbhay tzuh duy' nhks dgrgsy/ tphkuthi sh hubdgrg htri egi ngi vtcisgo zgkci auugri prtckgo mukhcptrahsgbg auutfehhyi tuiertbevhhyi' tui ngi vty ptrcrtfi

sh vgby tz gx thz ptrptki' gx uugynhydhhi/

tcgr "vnxphe gexgx yu vtuo"ztdy bhhi' gx thz st duyg vhk;/nwegi thcgrcuhgi sh shrv ngr tsgruuhhbhdgr kuhywi nmc pubgo ngbya/nwegi trunyuhai mhngri'thcgrcuhgi t cghxngby' muaygki t"kupy" muuhai aytei'gkgeyrtbhag cgbek chh sh xygpx'thbxytkhri t aptdk-bhhg ctsgmhngr nhy tkg cteuugng mudgvgriptr t auutfi ngbya/ thi eurmi' tvhk; prtdrto mu ntfi t auutfingbya cteuugo thi zhhi prhuutygshrv' nhywi mhk tz sgr ngbya ztkbhay strpi tbeungi thi t buhrxhbdvtuo/

sgr prtdrto vty auhi thi threurmg gezhxygb. dgpgby t bhhguugky ptr mgbskhdgr napju, thitpxyghy bhu htre' uutu vnxphe thzctaygyhdy mu xgruuhri sgoprtdrto/ uugi napju, vgri muograyi ntk uugdi sgo prtdrto'ekgry ngi "gx thz mu duy mu zhhitn,'" uuh sh uugky ztdy tuh; tptkag ztl uutx thz dtrbhay tzuhduy uuh gx uugry ptreuhpy/ chh sgovnxphe prtdrto' tcgr' thz st thhituhxbto pui sh uugkywx bgdtyhuug

uutuhkg ehbsgr:

bhhg ayushgx tbyaprgfi vhxytrhagyuha thi mudtbd mu "gh/ sh/ ghya/sh/" tui wuuhksgw hubduutrd

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gus hbucui cahcv:

prhag 80w tpkhetmhgx ptr "vnxphegexgx yu vtuo" uugri auhi tbdgbungi

shru, pui ngbyai thi tpxyghy nhy dgzuby-auutfehhyi rgbtuuhry cjhbo